happy birthday to me ! Y

first and foremost,
a BIGG thank you to those who
remembered my birthday
and wished me either in advanced
or on the day itself, or even
belated birthday wish. (:
i hearttt all of youu. Y



so, the day was spent with
dee and meya and of course,
my astrobaby just before
i went out with them. :D
went for tuition in the morning
and huda was being totally
ignorant about my birthday.
umph* she said, today was her
cat's birthday.
so bad right !
haha. in the end, she stole my
hair clip and stapled it in
a fullscap paper and wrote,
"happy 16th birthday, nurool."
ahaha. i wasnt mad at all. (:
thanks, huda !


so after that, i went to meet
my babyy first and then headed
down to lot 1 to get my coudroy
jeans that ive been dying for. (:
he chosed the colour for me
and i went to try it on.
nice nice !
he said it was okay so i took it.
and i got 20% discount for it !
haha. cause it's my birthday.
durh. lol.
so i happily went off, smiling away.
finally i got the jeans, and i got
to be with my sweetlove.


next stop ; arcade.
our favourite place. (:
ahaha. we topped up 9 bucks
on his tapz card and started to
head for the games.
childish, aye ?
nawww. that's how enjoy each other's
company. aww* heehee.
we raced on the car, the bike,
played the shooting game, and even
to the puzzle bobble. hehh.
all-time favourite. (:
simply because there's some little
things that always happen when
we're on the game.
only you and i know, baby. Y



when we're done, did some last
window shopping around and
headed home.
of course, i didnt go home first.
stayed around with baby to get
my "gift". woo la la.
i think i hugged him so tight,
he almost suffocated. ahhah.
sorry, darling. ;)
we did our thang and it was
so lovey dovey.
and i never regretted any
second of it.
i even called dee to tell her to
meet alittle later so that i can
have more time with my darl.
Y baby, i love you. Y



so, went home after that and
off out again to meet dee.
we took pictures on the way to
meet meya. lol we always do, isnt it ?
tee hee *






of course, there were more. but
i dont have the pics here with me.
ahaha. will put it up when i have it, aight ?
so, we talked on the way.
crapped along.
and took more pictures sitting down also.
lol. cam-whoring all the way. (:


finally reached orchard. and yes,
meyaa wasnt there.
she sent me a 3-paged text telling
me that something cropped up
and that she cant meet me in the
day but is able to at night.. yada yada..
she's out to prank me, of course.
but she's just aint smart enough.
wahaha. aww sishter. that's so
aint you to back out on me, aight. (:
nevertheless, i heart you !
see ? i told you guys they had something
up their sleeves. wahaha.
ahaha. i heart them both la. -huggs.


yeaps. hung around at far east, took
neoprints ! and more pictures.
and broke fast at sakura. (:
wheee. ive been wanting to dine in
there and ta-da. i've got it. ;)
we had a huge spread of dishes across
the table. ahaha. all ordered by
meyaa and dee.
i only ordered sambal kangkung.
ahaha. big eaters, aye ?
but i was super full and my tummy
was telling me to stop.
so i slowed down and stopped. (:


after which, we walked around looking
for dee's brother's present at wisma.
saw alot of things at alot of price.
if you know what i mean.
in the end, we decided not to buy anything
and dee wanted to head off home.
i cant blame her cause she wants to study.
haha. and im so guilty that i didnt.
and had to drag meyaa along, too. =P
but of course, we got to snap a few pics
before dee went off with her boyfriend. (:



at wisma's mirror. (:



somehow, we look similar. hehe. sisters mah. lol !



the ladies in pinkk ! besties forever, sweets. (:


so, off dee went to meet her boyfriend
and then, head home.
then, adek and me headed down
to esplanade to take MORE pictures !
lol. they are all with her, thou.
so, i cant post any for the time being.
will do if i have it aight. (:


ohh ohh ! want to know what my presents are ?
ahaha. it's a beautiful roxy bag that i've been
wanting from meyaa and a gorgeous white
perlini handbag from dee !
now, i dont have to shop for bags this raya.
whe. thanks darlings. love you guys alot !


and the cute thing is that,
in both presents, there is a nice
and beautiful card-cum-photo
that comes along with it !
so sweet right. (:
and im really touched. ahaha.
seems like the both of them
DO have something in common.
heeee.



this is from meyaa. -huggs.



and this is from dee. -huggs.


sweet right ? aww*
and they both are so nice.
the words are so touching also.
came with poems, too !
now that's what i call great minds
think alike ! (:
muacks.


i had a fantabulous day with
the both of them.
and of course, with my baby too !
plus, the parents who forked out
money for the dinner.
yeay ! i heart them all.
thanks again to those who wished me aight !
love you guys too. (:


aight then, ive got some errands
to do since i happily skipped
everything-to-be-done yesterday,
it's my turn now. (:
so, tkcr people !


YYY,
rOol. (:



reply to taggers:
fara= heys. lol why ask ? ahaha. im not literally single la.
but im taken ! (: hee. and thank you for the wish !
rul= heys cousin ! thank you. i miss you too. and tell
maznah that i say thank you, aye ! ;)
dee= lolly ! wait for me ? like that also can ar ? ahaha.
thank you for the present, darl. i love it ! muacks.
meyaa= hello adek ! yeap yeap. u were the first to call.
(: hee. love you. and the present too ! -huggs.
fatin= lol ! prangai cam bdak2 ? walamaks. tkpe ar.
bagi chance. lol. (: alah kalo tk sat pon, u cannot punch
me cause school's out for me ! (: thanks anyways ! tkcr.
yul= heyy. thank you ! many happy returns to you too !
and yeaps, good luck fo your future endeavours (:
pingx= ohh, you rmbed ! ahaha. thank you babe ! all the
best to you too, aight ! smile*
iQin= thank you sweetie. (: god bless you too. tkcr aight !
selamat hari raya. raya come my house k ! hee. good luck
with your life, babe ! (o:


keep tagging aight ppl ! (: love you guys.

it's comingg...





yes yes. today's the eve of
a very special outbreak for me.
pretty late isnt it ?
but, they say long live people
who born later. (:
they get to enjoy their youth
and teenage life longer.
and that's so soo true.
i will no longer be, the
fifteen-years-old miss nurool.
i'll be tasting sweet fresh life
of sixteen-hood !
cheerios !~


naw. being sixteen and celebrating
birthdays, at least for me, is something
that has a different meaning afterall.
one of which is i myself have seen is,
birthday on deathday.
now that's freaki alright.
and he was my uncle.
others may enjoy the benefit of
having parties and happily enjoying
their happy birth-day.
but rarely, but occurs nevertheless,
people die on that very day.
so sad but true.
so, i'll just pray that i still get to
celebrate my birthday tomorrow.


so today, broke fast outside.
same place as yesterday.
well it was partially my fault that
we're breaking our fast outside home.
i was studying on my bed (a very bad habit !)
at three plus p.m.
so, being so put off by the books,
i laid my head to "rest" for say, 10 minutes ?
and lol, it was 10 minutes indeed !
the bed suddenly felt so comfy that
i actually dozed off so soundly.
tsk tsk tsk.
and i woke up at 6 p.m.
now, tell me. issat doom or deed ?
DOOM inDEED. (:


so the dad got home and gave me
the look he always does when he finds
something's wrong.
i thought there was nothing wrong.
BUT, he noticed my just-woke-up face.
wahahaha !
but i was piping mad at what he commented.
*******
dad: you just woke up ?
me: yeah. i overslept while studying just now..
dad: is that what you're only good at ?
me: %@$#^!%$ !!!!
*******


DAD !! it wasnt even of PURPOSE.
i was tired okay.
and i couldnt do anything else but SLEEP.
what do you mean by saying that ?
your sarcasm suck.
hate it !
dont you TRY to understand ?
- fumes -


and the mazjha was JUST THE SAME.
no wonder they got married.
they got the same character traits.
and it stinks !
it's not like as if i've been snoring like
a bloody pig throughout this whole
month of ramadhan OR the times
that i've been at home.
it was accidental okay.
PLEASE, have some patience lar.
for every minor thing also want to
flame up. you almost BURNT the house, okay.
hot-headed freak.
i was finally satisfied when what i said
finally shut her up.
*******
mom: what ?! you havent done a thing ?
what have you been doing at home ?
me: i overslept. while studying.
mom: cant even do something is it ?
me: i told u i overslept what..
mom: keep someone at home is like keeping
a spirit. so useless.. never do anything.
me: -fumes-
mom: -nag nag nag-
me: it's not like as if it's been ALOT of times, RIGHT ?!
mom: -shuts up-
*******


THEN, she kept quiet.
finally, peace.
but wth ? a spirit at home ?
if im a spirit, does it make her
the MOTHER-spirit ?
dumbb.
- ^&^!$@^!$#^&@$ !! -
but wth. today's their 8th year
anniversary.
eh, no. yesterday it was.
oh well, nonetheless,
happy 8th year anniversary, folks. may you guys live long and last til eternity.. (:


so, forget the bad. receive the good.
that's what im doing now.
actually just now.
the folks cleared the store room.
(i wonder what ever for when visitors
dont literally visit the store room..)
but oh wells, just being the
goody-two-shoes daughter. (:
so, yeah..
and mom found loadsa things.
from telephone, to socks, to bags
and even my brother's pic when she
was in her stomach !
you know the one that needs the
scan to view. to check the sex and all.
yea, that. and guess what brother said !
"kak, i dont even know where's the nose
or the eyes or my kukubird. how they
know im a boy ?"
walamaks. i stunned there.
hahaha.
he's sucha cute ass larh.


bla bla bla. then finished packing.
so now im blogging.
in the wee hours of the morning on
the EVE of my birthday. ((:
and tomorrow i get to see my baby*
muack muack !
- joyy to my life -
walamaks. mom's not working today,
by the way.
and that's bad news.
cause i dont get to slack around
like i always do when im home alone.
she's baking the raya cookies.
and im running away !
to ema's house. (:
for "tuition". that's what i told her.
tee hee.
lucky ema's nice enough to take me in.
muack muack !


so i guess i go surf around first before
i hop on into my snuggly bed. (:
have a nice day.
tkcr.

letMEholdYOU*


im ma arms, in ma mind
all the time, i wanna
keep you right by my side
till i die, im gonna
hold you down make sure every
thing is right with you
you can never go wrong if you
letMEholdYOU*
down like a real friend
supposed to,
im tryna show ya the life
of somebody like you should be
living, ooh baby baby
you can never go wrong if you
letMEholdYOU*


-----------------------------------------


oh my god. i love that song.
so meaningful, so soulful.
"im tryna show ya the life of ...."
wahahah. sorry guys,
but im aa dd ii cc tt ee dd
to it, the song, that one.
haha. typing crap. (:
but im loving that soongg
so muchh. wheeee.


anyhoos, three more days.
-winks- go figure.*
im going out with the best
friend, and the sister.
three-o. (:
hehe. and adekk can meet
the besttiee and sygkuu
can meet the sister. ((:
wheeee. widenn circle of
friendship, katerkan.
i hope they can get along.
wahaha.
im sure they can larhh.
so the sociable one my friends.
surely can one. (: wahaha.


and i have this shit feeling
that they have planned something.
grrr. i wonder what they planned.
tell me la!! - hiak hiak -
you guys better not destroy
my face or my dress or shirt or
anything later on saturday ar!
- B L U E K ! -
((: im soo looking forward to it.


but before that, if i can,
imma meet someone first.
just for f i v e minutes,
before i go meet them to head
off to town.
within that just five minutes,
all i want to do is look at
someone's face.
and just hug that someone as
tight and as long as i want.
i want to feel the warmth of
having that someone in my arms
again and to have him so close
to me just for the, probably,
last time. and, on my birthday. ):
"i wanna keep you right by
my side till i die.."


oh wells. i dont wna get all
teary and emo by myself.
so sadistic. wahaha.
i shall perk up for now.
at least to last me through
tuition later so that i wont end up
zZzZ-ing there or stone like
a rock in front of my papers.
SOOOO, to "perk up" imma
BATH now. (:


bye!!!! *zooooooooooom*


(just for five minutes. just five minutes.. that's all im asking as a birthday gift.)

sweet, aye ? -sayangg kamuu.

ooh oooh!! i forgot to add.. (:


happy 1oth months to sygkuu, dee and izzat.. her cyclops boyfriend!! ((:


muacks muacks*


jgn mara la.. (: -hugg. may you guys lastt, aye ?


sayang,
rOol. <3!

johor bahru = heat stroke and hunger strike.


my gawd. im sooo drained now.
despite sleeping to and back the
journey to jb.
one word for today; SUckY!
shouldnt have gone there in
the morning, CLOSE to noon man.
the sun's scorching on my head
super duper mercilessly.


i was crying and wailing for help
right inside my braincells.
it was almost bursting in heat
that i swore they could have
melted right in the middle of that
i-dno-where place!
but i got my curtains and it's
b-e-a-u tiful. (:


plus, the place is soo packed
with the human race that it's all
the more STUFF-ier than ever.
and those irritating mat-malaysia
are even more disgusting than
the food they sold.
only god knows how i felt inside.
it's just so.. unsunkarable.
eeee.. - s h u d d e r s * -


anyhooos, mr irritating got his
haircut at some barber.. with
air-conditioner!
-phiews.
i tagged along HAPPILY with
my dad to have their haircuts;
both dad and dad's jr. (:
i sat there with a HUGE sigh of
relief and it got people noticed.
-alamaks*
hahaha. the pakcik said,
"awak panas, ye.. sini memang
macam ni.. tengah-tengah hari
ni dok pat kedai saye lagi baik.."
and ended with a proud chuckle.


self-confidence, aye?
wahahaha. cheerios to that old man.
(: he reminds me of the way mr bean
had his haircut.
and he's the one who cuts dad's hair.
i was smiling widely all the way from
the start til that pakcik finished
cutting dad's hair.
i wasnt really smiling because i'm
literally proud to be in his shop,
but i was holding back my laughter
as to how he cut dad's hair.
it really looked like a "tapperd"
mushroom. imagine that!
LOL!~


SO, the hair business is done.
and we're off to another VERY hot
place, i also dont know where.
=\ kill me, or shoot me but
i really had no idea.
i just butt-ed the parents wherever
and ended myself in a cd shop.
FINALLY, air conditioner stop #2.
((: of course, i found more life in
my dying, dehydrating, detoxicating,
dead body.
i browsed through and through
till i got fed-up.
cause there aint a SINGLE
english album there.
- besides britney spear's first
album and backstreet boy's
first single, selling at 5 RM/ea. -
like, wth ?
okay, what EVER.


that's when i decided to get out
and find myself a seat.
but there's NONE. ouchhh.
finally, the folks decided to head
on to the tailor's place.
to collect the RAYA BAJUU. (:
now, i really PERKED up.
wahaha. you should see how
my mom laughed at me for
being so twinkly when she
reckoned that man.
- dd oo rr hh !! -


and so, despite being all "twinkly"
little stars, i still SNORED in the car.
wahaha. that's nurool for you.
ever so slpy in car journeys.
(: i love the slp in car rides.
so refreshing.. LOL!~
- slaapp miee -


x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-


* skipp skipp *
i tried on the baju(s) alas!
but to my saltish dissapointment,
ALL my baju(s) were too big.
the nyonyah said i shrunk.
wth ?
but, whatEVER.
i told her to amend everything.
and that's another lloonngg wait.


so the ayah and the mummy
and the hakeem plus the
cranky-miss-nurool, headed down
for the XTRA shopping centre.
and we went there twice.
my gawd. my parents are really
lame at times.
first shopp, had a trolley which is
soo unfilled and contains only
one packet of maggi, one cadbury
chocolate bar and a pack of
maltesers plus the brother.
altogether, it's RM5.20.
(batteries not included)


so we headed for the food court
to break our fast.
i wasnt even sure if i was really
fasting cause...
i jst wasnt sure.
so, i still fasted nevertheless.
(: i had the niat already okay.
ate alittle, drank alittle, ate somemore
and zooom, off we went.
on our way down, (yes, for the
shopping part II), i saw this
woo-la-la bohemian necklace.
a perfect match for my raya bajuu. (:
of course, i got it.
but only after the mazjha* bargained..
you dont want to know how she did it.
but she did it all the way.
poor salesgirl. pity you*
i got it, still. (:
lucky me* -blinks.


shopp shopp shopp til i was
fucking tired. and dad, too.
poor him. he even squatted at the
corner with the shopping cart,
to relax his calf muscle.
i only smiled. (:
so, when the queen was settled
and satisfied with her collection
of stuffs/shits, we paid and
zoooooom, off we went (yes, back
to the tailor's place.)
and i could see dad's relieved,
smiley face.
tskk- dad ar..
wahahaha.


the size was better for the mazjha*
but not for the princess beauty.
SHE was not happy with it and
did further alterations.
until the SHE-mom said, e n o u g h.
so, SHE jst asked for one last, final,
alteration and done.
the SHE-dad then talked to the
tailor's soulmate (wahahah) about
how to get out of that place (only in
a nicer way.)
((: i know him.
so when done, zoooooom, we're off
(NO!! not home, to the SHE-mom's
friend's place.)
walamaks. i swear i was tired and
jst agreed to everything.


why not ? i slept through the
whole journey again, anyways.
so, who cares. the next thing i knew
was i opened my eyes to a very
familiar place.
the place i knew i'll never mistaken
it with any other.
of course, it was ...
my house carpark. (:
i knew it was prolonged bed-time then.
and started to QUICKLY unpack
the boot and pickled myself right
in my cosy bedroom.


ahh~ free from all external threats,
here i am, seated all alone with
the glaring comp, blogging my ass
out about "today's trip to jb"..
so, yeah.
it's MONDAY now, anyways.
so, dont think am going to blog
today itself. as in about -monday.
hehe. (: the lazy-queen has emerged
in me already.
wheeees.
aight then, peace out.
love love-*


* adek! your bangle is still wit me. (:
come and get it soon wokays. muacks.
LOVE LOVE youu <3!>

raya baju collection.. (:

im going jb later, at a later
morning. (:
imma collect and TRY on
my raya bajuu. wheee..
i love it man. esp when it's
bbbrrrooowwwnnn.


i dno why im soo into the
colour bbbrrrooowwwnnn
these days/weeks/months.
it's like soo appealing all of
a sudden. (:
or mayb because aastroobaby
likes bbbrrrooowwwnnn.
wahahaha.
i got so badly influenced.
-hiak hiakk-


even meyy darl nudged
me about my craze for that
bbbrrrooowwwnnn colour.
lol! that's how much damage
the colour has got me. (:



anyhooos, grad nite was
mmm.. i dont know.
fun/sad/loving ?
kindar mixed feelings all over.
so sad but true, it's finally
over; the days of my life in
unity secondary school.
it has brought me so much
experience, so much reality
check and definately soo much
- memories - (:


of course, needless to say i cried.
my emotions were uncontrollable.
so sadd. )': especially the part
that we hugged each other; the Mbs.
it's gna be all broken up if we
dont take good care of the bond.
and that's gna be bad news.
oh wells, it's over and done.
and i aint gna talk anymore abt it.
it's gna being me tears all over again.
- boo hoo hoo -


by the way, saturday was s-u-c-k-y.
hate it. loathe it. ditch it. fcuk it.
my parents;
they can be ultra insensative at times
and super duper irresistable all
together. irgh.
i hate ironies of life.
cause they suck.
especially ironies withing my FOLKS.
gawsh. slap me.
- hiakk hiakk -


ee nn oo uu gg hh !!
my exams are coming and
procrastinating i still am.
this was im NEVER gna get my
>18 pts fo O LVLS!
- wails/cries/slap/tantrum -
whatever...
i LOVE alicia keys!


too bad she loves her piano
more than anything in the world.
even, usher.
okay, that's totally out of pt.
but who cares ?
" the piano listens intently to
whatever i poured out. the best
thing is; it only listens, never
talks back.." (:
- awwww* -


so sweet.
mmuacckkss..
okay, imma off to sleep now.
it's getting late and i dont want
to be late for sahur tmrw!!
- doinks -


you know i love you so-*

graduation night*



this is something advanced.
just want to say smth to
just one person.



you*:
your presence has made me feel
wonders about a lot of things.
your unfailed attempts to make
me etch a smile on my face
were the cutest thing ever.
it'll be such a heart-wrenching
situation if ever what i've always
waited for never come.
i know you know that i love you.
and i also know that you are
aware of how much i treasure you.
i'm so and very sure that we're
so much more than just concluding
things because of friend.
no, its more like an aquaintance.
i've never regard you as anything
lower than what i trully feel inside.
i know you have your reasons.
think of me too. my feelings.
dont act harshly..
i can still feel the softer side of you.
i know it. cause i love you.



[[xoxo]]

deng deng!

i'm supposed to like, BATH!
it's 8.53 now and im still sitting
in front of this damn comp,
slurpping my saliva from eating
DENG DENG!!
wahahah. and im loving it. (:



okay, i know i'm not supposed
to speak about food/drink/eat
to those who are fasting.
i'm sorry! but i really cant help
myself, guys.
was craving for it since day 1
of ramadhan.
and now i've got it. (:
i love my mazjha*



except for the part when she
woke me up just now.
i really hate people who just
wake me up shouting or
like, with frustration.
cause i will end up getting
all frustrated too.
wahahaha.
it's my fault anyways.
so i aint blaming the mazjha*
she wanted the pants that im
going to wear on grad nite to
send it to the tailor for alteration
and i didnt pack it for her last
night so yeah, got a screamo
wake up call.



and the part that i hate most is
when i CANT get back to my
wonderful and much needed
SLEEP! )):
i need my sleep cause i slept
so late last night, "mugging"
for my practical exam today.
wahahaha.
and yes, today is the damn
GCE 'O' LEVEL COMBINED
SCIENCE PRACTICAL EXAM.
and im dreading it from head
to my cute little toes.



okay, now i really got to go off.
it's 9 and i've to report by 9.15!
if i'm late, lingz going to kill me
and i "may be barred from the
national exams.." -mrchew.


wahahah. (:

back from the dead

wow. i'm blogging again. that's good.
wahahaha. i wish this blog will stay.
for good.
cause i dont think this mood will
stay this way for nurool.
at least i know not after o levels.



cause i'll be waaay busy with WORK!
((: really. im going to work my butt out
and get all the cash i want and just
SHOPPP!!!!



anyhoos, this should be it for now.
wahaha. you ppl in msn, if u read this,
LINK ME!!
i really dont knw where to start again.
it needs a little of adjustment for me, ay.
so, tag me aight.
chiaoz.



blog tmrw then. see ya! (:




those darlings taking sci prac tmrw,
GOOD LUCK!!

-huggs&kisses.