Friday, October 28, 2005
1:17 AM


it's comingg...


dont look at me.


yes yes. today's the eve of
a very special outbreak for me.
pretty late isnt it ?
but, they say long live people
who born later. (:
they get to enjoy their youth
and teenage life longer.
and that's so soo true.
i will no longer be, the
fifteen-years-old miss nurool.
i'll be tasting sweet fresh life
of sixteen-hood !
cheerios !~


naw. being sixteen and celebrating
birthdays, at least for me, is something
that has a different meaning afterall.
one of which is i myself have seen is,
birthday on deathday.
now that's freaki alright.
and he was my uncle.
others may enjoy the benefit of
having parties and happily enjoying
their happy birth-day.
but rarely, but occurs nevertheless,
people die on that very day.
so sad but true.
so, i'll just pray that i still get to
celebrate my birthday tomorrow.


so today, broke fast outside.
same place as yesterday.
well it was partially my fault that
we're breaking our fast outside home.
i was studying on my bed (a very bad habit !)
at three plus p.m.
so, being so put off by the books,
i laid my head to "rest" for say, 10 minutes ?
and lol, it was 10 minutes indeed !
the bed suddenly felt so comfy that
i actually dozed off so soundly.
tsk tsk tsk.
and i woke up at 6 p.m.
now, tell me. issat doom or deed ?
DOOM inDEED. (:


so the dad got home and gave me
the look he always does when he finds
something's wrong.
i thought there was nothing wrong.
BUT, he noticed my just-woke-up face.
wahahaha !
but i was piping mad at what he commented.
*******
dad: you just woke up ?
me: yeah. i overslept while studying just now..
dad: is that what you're only good at ?
me: %@$#^!%$ !!!!
*******


DAD !! it wasnt even of PURPOSE.
i was tired okay.
and i couldnt do anything else but SLEEP.
what do you mean by saying that ?
your sarcasm suck.
hate it !
dont you TRY to understand ?
- fumes -


and the mazjha was JUST THE SAME.
no wonder they got married.
they got the same character traits.
and it stinks !
it's not like as if i've been snoring like
a bloody pig throughout this whole
month of ramadhan OR the times
that i've been at home.
it was accidental okay.
PLEASE, have some patience lar.
for every minor thing also want to
flame up. you almost BURNT the house, okay.
hot-headed freak.
i was finally satisfied when what i said
finally shut her up.
*******
mom: what ?! you havent done a thing ?
what have you been doing at home ?
me: i overslept. while studying.
mom: cant even do something is it ?
me: i told u i overslept what..
mom: keep someone at home is like keeping
a spirit. so useless.. never do anything.
me: -fumes-
mom: -nag nag nag-
me: it's not like as if it's been ALOT of times, RIGHT ?!
mom: -shuts up-
*******


THEN, she kept quiet.
finally, peace.
but wth ? a spirit at home ?
if im a spirit, does it make her
the MOTHER-spirit ?
dumbb.
- ^&^!$@^!$#^&@$ !! -
but wth. today's their 8th year
anniversary.
eh, no. yesterday it was.
oh well, nonetheless,
happy 8th year anniversary, folks. may you guys live long and last til eternity.. (:


so, forget the bad. receive the good.
that's what im doing now.
actually just now.
the folks cleared the store room.
(i wonder what ever for when visitors
dont literally visit the store room..)
but oh wells, just being the
goody-two-shoes daughter. (:
so, yeah..
and mom found loadsa things.
from telephone, to socks, to bags
and even my brother's pic when she
was in her stomach !
you know the one that needs the
scan to view. to check the sex and all.
yea, that. and guess what brother said !
"kak, i dont even know where's the nose
or the eyes or my kukubird. how they
know im a boy ?"
walamaks. i stunned there.
hahaha.
he's sucha cute ass larh.


bla bla bla. then finished packing.
so now im blogging.
in the wee hours of the morning on
the EVE of my birthday. ((:
and tomorrow i get to see my baby*
muack muack !
- joyy to my life -
walamaks. mom's not working today,
by the way.
and that's bad news.
cause i dont get to slack around
like i always do when im home alone.
she's baking the raya cookies.
and im running away !
to ema's house. (:
for "tuition". that's what i told her.
tee hee.
lucky ema's nice enough to take me in.
muack muack !


so i guess i go surf around first before
i hop on into my snuggly bed. (:
have a nice day.
tkcr.




th queen.



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