i need a new computer.. seriously.

my computer is starting to give me attitudes; fucked up ones.
give me a break, man you dumbass.
already my december's burnt and you want to back out on me.
raaahh ! im going crazy i tell you !
it's 1:50 AM as my clock says and im still straining my
pretty eyes in front of the computer.
i cant help it! my nocturnal being is just taking over
the normal me.
and my wake-ups are no longer eight or nine in the morning.
they're at 12 or 1, more like.

im getting lazierrr.. and uhh.. more lazier..
its only natural, aye ?
MY FOOT !
im sooooo disturbed with that stupid idea of
mazjha to withdraw him from the daycare centre all
throughout this december!
ROARRR!!!!

but i cant do anything, CAN i?
im so helpless. mummy makes ALL the decision
and i have to abide by her rules because im living
under HER roof and provided me with clothes, shelter
and.. you know what other else.. :(
oh mummy.. "you're ruining my life.."

oh, -laugh out loud-, i'll get slapped if i followed
Linsday Lohan's attitude towards her mother
in her freaky friday movie.
mummy'll probably go like,
"kurang ajar kau!! -kepianggg-" and there goes..
*roOL's head spins on the floor*
yes, THAT extreme.
my mummy for you.

anyhoooooos, i see lela's been a hardworking,
caring little sister. [literally little.. xD]
tutoring maths for her younger sister and
another friend of that sister. cool.
and tmrw later, we'll meet after her tutoring.
for the coffee beans date ! ohh lela, im so excited.
to actually be in town for the last time?
but of course, to be with you also. x)
dont worry la. haha.

and oh yes, chicken little's primering this thursday.
the start of my mono life. x(
raaahhhh. maybe we'll catch some other, nicer
movies later lela ? like harry potter..
or maybe just like heaven.. but i want to save
that movie for.. nevermind.
so, we'll see if we can catch some movie later.
that is if you can stay out late and be back
before nine pee emm.
that's a little too early for a grrl who's
indirectly grounded for the month of dec, you know.
but it's okay. at least i got to spend the time
with you which makes it all worthwhile
to make a good end to my busted year and welcome
the horrendous month-end of the year.

baaaaaaddd day, baaaaaaddd week.
and, baaaaaaddd year. it's all bad. bad bad bad.
forget it. i'll try to stay happy for as long
as i can alright. PERSEVERE! (i thought the Os
were o-v-e-r. but this is as stressful as the bugger Os.)

okay, new colour family. so refresh your minds.
SOO, wan told me that there's been some pictures
passed around in the internet. and it's taken by this
poly student in the bus.
"what is this", you're asking ?
well, these pictures im talking about here are
pictures of GIRLS' boobs being taken on his
mobile phone. and gosh, it's not only just pictures,
he took videos too !
how RUTHLESS?! i mean, even if he was sexually
deprived, dont take it out on innocent grrls and
expose their most sacred parts to the people
OUTSIDE THERE who do NOT need to know.
give them a break, you peeping tom!

and oh my.. the video even exposes the girl's
identity by recording her face in too.
and its not just ONE girl. almost over 30
singaporean girls were caught and made this
inhumane guy's victims.
its uber sick you know. i mean, and because of
THIS, we girls have to be more cautious of
what we wear and dress so as not to fall into the
terrible cameras of people like this poly dude?
doodie! [which also means, crap..]
im so madd. i mean, i myself is a wearer of low
cuts and v-neck tops and because of this,
my sense of dressing is affected ?
IMPOSSIBLE !!
hey, low cuts and v-necks are not worn
to flaunt those little boobies we have in there, okay.
they're just what that suits us best.
but it doesnt mean that you beasts [okay, spare the others],
specifically that poly ass, can go round
videoing the contents underneath that piece of
cloth we wear to hide them.

raahhh!! oh yes, how does this creepy freak
actually does it; videos and takes pictures of his victims?
answer is easy; girl sits down in the bus, he stands
beside her [of course, a carefully chosen victim]
and pretended to use his phone only to know that
he's video-camming her insides !
ffrrrreeeeaaaaakkkkk.
what in the world are guys coming to ?!
would you please, make this place a better one to
be in, instead of giving us threats to realise
what else you freaksters are capable of doing.
im sorry if i generalised. but its especially going
out to those GUYS [who brings shame to manhood]
by doing all these craps. doodies !

i SO hope that this guy gets caught soon.
oh gosh, i forgot to add. he even got the videos
of girls's NIPPLES in his camera.
MY GOD ! that's what makes me raging flame now.
tell me what's next; i want to prepare.
maybe all girls should start wearing baju kurongs
and scarfs, to hide away all those sexually-attractive
body parts that are prone to get horny, sexually-
deprived guys HIGH by looking at them.
EEEEEEEEEKS !!

`poof!

[nurul's not online; band camp. lily's not online; sister using the comp. lela's not online; prolly snoring away..]
rahhh!! baad baaaaadd day. -pouts.

unforseen circumstances..

unfortunately, today's plan to go for my movie marathon was cancelled. :( but it's okay. i mean, there's always some other time to watch it. and its not by intention that it had to be cancelled, so it alright. but i guess, i'll be missing on a lot of the movies that ive been looking forward to. because december im strictly limited to going out often. i have to take care of the little brat.. but it's alright.. it's alright..

nothing can be done, aye? so, forget it. :]

to cheer myself up, i re-editted the blog. haha. only the "about me" section. well, it wasnt much of a help anyways. just to kill boredom. and let time pass.. today was just another boring day. maybe it wasnt meant for me to go out today, la. who knows god is trying to avoid me from seeing anyone He does not wishes me to see ? well, it's all fate.. and there the story goes.. yada yada yada..

anyways, i heard some stories about whatever happened to that person. haha. i dont want to mention who but yeh, just that person. i guess that person is going on pretty well, aye ? that's good. considering that that person is not in the "best of health". oh wells, as long as that person is happy, so am i. actually, whether or not that person is happy, i still am. *dances with the pom poms*

my december!! it's burnt and torn apart. :( i hope i still can make it to meyaa's mini celebration on her birthday and her birthday bash itself. i want to go! i want to go! and sleep over. :D yeay. but boo, i have to take care of my brother. of all the months, WHY december?? oh my god. i dont want to blow my top.

..so ANYWAYS, tomorrow is my coffee beans date with nurlela ismiley. :D i tell you, if this date is cancelled, im going to go crazy. this week is super boredom week because all my plans are disrupted. -sighs. and december's this thursday. my oh my.. two more days to ultimate BOREDOMNESS. oh god, why did you make fate this way..

oh yes, today's EMA DARLA's BIRTHDAY!happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to EMA DARLA, MY SOROTHY SISTER!!, happy birthday to you.. xD
wishing you a fantabulous happy sweet sixteen alright. though i only know that you can read this when you're back here in singapore on the 19th, i still want to wish you a joyous, happy happy sweet sixteen. may all your dreams and wishes come true all throughout your life. x) hugsandkisses* i love you. muacks !

okay, at least i have like a few weeks to take my time to buy a present for this birthday grrl before she comes back. but sigh- i cant go out in december, how to buy ? gosh. i need OUT MAN. i NEED OUT!` *poof*..

..im still here. x(

nevermind. i guess i'll make a compromise with my mother. everyweek, i need to have at least two days off. but one day will still be fine with me. maybe then, my life wont be that monotonous in december. argh. my youthh. DESTROYED. [whoaa.. so extreme..] oh wells. baaaad day.. baaaaadddd week. :(

i guess i'll be off now. it's almost 5 [now] and the folks will be back to their lair wayy soon enough. ive got to keep the house clean and do some chores before they allow me OUT tmrw, you know. and btw, i think mummy doesnt know that im at home and NOT outside. because she hadnt called me since the minute i woke up. oh wells, im SO going to let her know so that i can get ONE day compensation off for this month. which is only left with tmrw. :( i guess forget it la. im locked in a prison and forced to do housechores. argh. fcuk everything la.

`poof.

"dee, dont worry about your first job okay? it's going to be so damn fine. just relax and stop thinking too much. maybe it'll turn out to be the best after all. just chill and loosen your screw. yes, it's the first time but i guess the first times are always the wonderful times. so, sit back and let loose. what's going to happen will happen. FATE, rmb? love you..

some little updates here..

well, ive got some problems uploading the videos
of my brother's graduation cum end of year concert.
im not sure why though, but i'll try to find alternatives.
anyways, ive got some snapshots of the concert itself.
well, it's my brother's graduation and how can i not
take a pikcha of him, right ?
or was it, many pikchas ? ahha. x)

so here they are.. nnjoy*


my little baby brother has grown so big. aww*


look at his smile. so happy like his sister during her graduation. x)


the whole class plus the teachers and the president of pertapis childcare centre.

well apparantly, i didnt take much pikchas because my memory card was almost to its brim and i had to you kno, be "economical" and try to save as much space as possible. but still, i managed to grab some cute cute, ultra cute shots. x) ohh nnjoyy..


this is the Nursery Class that my brother had "taken care" of. :)


the big bad gang of hip hop dancers. x)


OH MY GOSH! look at those cute little Agogo Dancers ! aaahh!


woo. getting ready on stage. SMILE!


close up shot of that little dancer there.. :D

and when all's over.. there's of course,

the sisterly love. awww*

things were pretty well wrapped up. ended fast and swift. gosh, hakeem's face was piling with thick make up. and he wasnt at all complaining ! [he normally does if there's something on his face..] :D so we headed for a lil tummy-fillers at boon keng and off to buzz home.

so there, the graduation pikchas are exposed. x) and oh yes, i've kindar put the links for the videos of the grad performances up in the exit section. but it's not done yet. so, dont click aight. will tell you guys when they're ready.

so long !


GOOD BYE !

Black Eyed Peas
My Humps

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)

I drive these scrubbers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these ice-ys.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and then Donna
Karen, they be sharin
All their money got me wearin
Fly gearrr but I ain't askin,
They say they love my ass 'n,
Se7en Jeans, True Religion,
I say no, but they keep givin’
So I keep on takin
And no I ain’t fakin
We can keep on datin
I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,
My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,
Shes got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin all your money on me and spending time on me.
She’s got me spendin.
(Oh) Spendin all your money on me, on me, on me

What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
ima get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’m a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps. (Check it out)

I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let’s go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I’m really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin’ a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin’ at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can’t touch it,
If u touch it I’ma start some drama,
You don’t want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don’t pull on my hand boy,
You ain’t my man, boy,
I’m just tryn’a dance boy,
And move my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My lovely lady lumps x3
In the back and in the front.
My lovin’ got u,
She’s got me spendin’.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.
She’s got me spendin’.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me, on me, on me.

What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What you gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’ma make, make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream.
What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off this hump.
What you gon’ do wit all that breast?
All that breast inside that shirt?
I’ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work.
She’s got me spendin’.
Spendin all your money on me and spendin’ time on me
She’s got me spendin’.
Spendin’ all your money on me, on me, on me.

_________ fill in the blanks`

currently, i have nothing to blog about.
and i dont kno why.
ive got so much to say but ironically so
zipped to let it all out.
i guess its the fatigue thats pulling me down.
im dead tired; but i cant sleep !
well, i guess i'll be sleepy soon enough.

but im bored la.. maybe because my night - fillers
are not there. either that or they've some stuffs to do.
lily; offline [and i dno why]. nuRUL; offline [sigh-]
): im boredd. its been nights since my nocturnal
mode-life has been worthwhile.
oh boredom.

so how was the performance, you asked ?
well my answer is; it was fineeeeee.
typical and expected, aye ?
but yeaa. it was la. except for the karaoke jockey.
the music were either jumped or changed in key.
[hey that rhymes..] x)
but luckily when i sang, there wasnt any errors.
ooh, god blessed me with security.
..crap

i have lotsarf eyecandies coming up, guys.
pikchas* and videos of course. x)
but i dont think i can upload all of them up in
my multiply soon.
because there isnt anymore free uploads for the month.
been having so many pikcha-perfect moments,
that it was all filled up in my multiply.
wait for next month ?
or alternative photoalbums ?
haha.. tag me about it. :)

my plans for the week:
monday - meet firah, emy/dee; to get my pressies, to give them their invitation cards from umeyaa. x)
tuesday or wed - movie marathon with lily billy a.k.a the kandaa.
wednesday - coffee beans with nurlela ismiley !
thursday - slacck ?
friday - slacck ?
saturday - open house for the close knits. :)
sunday - slacck ? oh nono. someone, ask me out please..

i NEED OUT. `poof.

the outcomes of boredom;

yes, another new lay. okay, this is pretty cool though. and attention: i have nothing related to the skin or picture/drawing/creation at the top, okay. thank you very much. oh yehh. x)

well guess what ? MEYA's SLEEPING OVER !! :D in fact, she's already dead on bed. hahaha.. and she snores. gosh. guys, better bring your earmuffs to shut your eardrums from receiving her vibra-snores. [im just kidding, adek !] oh i love her. x)

but we didnt get to talk a lot today. ironic huh ? together but not available. hmm.. lol at first i was busy doing and revamping her blog [gosh.. lotsa frustrations here..] and then, it was her, blogging+edit some of her contents of her new [*beams] blog. while she did so, i chatted on the phone with my kandaaa. hahaha. well he was gaming and i was watching tv. so, wth. anddd, when she was done, it was MY turn to use the computer to edit MY blog while SHE chatted on the phone with HER dear sugar, azan, and of course, off to dreamy landd.

well basically, we took turns to use the computer. and my parents were out. so, we got a little freedom there. :D but we didnt tore the house down of course. just that, we had some sister-to-sister talk.. about our friends, life and pvt life.. while eating chachos/doritos with mashed potato from seven-eleven. x)

seven eleven is such a memory.. :D but i've moved on. to a better SEVEN- eleven. [no one'll understand this line though, so skipp..]

one tip for WORTHWHILE sleepovers: DONT turn on the computer [cause its the greatest distraction of all] and of course, make sure you dont have something on the next day..

meyaa has this open house she got to go to tomorrow [early in the morning!] gosh.. how bad can it get ? already we dont get to spend quality time when she's already sleeping over. and now she's got to go so early ? BOOOOOOOO !! x( adek, another night, please ? -cries*

meyaa, well i'm sorry if your sleepover this time was pretty badly worked out. well i didnt plan anything in advanced so you got to follow my mundane life of just mere bloggings and computers. but i hope your new blog cheers you up, aye ?

[i cheered myself with a new lay, though..] so yeah.. loveYOU*

and i hope tomorrow will be a better day that im looking forward to. x) im going to rest my back now. it's sooo ache-d ! owwww.. x(


goodnight sugars!

roOL; queen BEE* [dont ask me why BEE but, queen BEE(s) makes me feel grand. :D]

finally.. x)

yes. im happy with this. (for now) and finally i can sleep in peace. it's like.. waaay past midnight and im still here, editting my layout. which is pretty huge. x) haha. i dont know lar.

i guess this is okay (yea, for now). if there's anymore changes, i'll make them some other time when i log on to blogger again. haha. yeay yeay. x)

tmrw (okay, today) adek's coming over. hurrah ! ive got companyy. and she bought some legally blonde 2 vcd to watch it with me. awwwww* sweet aye ? mwacks. but at least i guess my day will be filled up enough. thanks thanks to my darling sister. love you. *moo kiss!

and oh yeah, lily's coming back from his chalet tmrw today. haha. oh my crapping partner is back. haha. a.k.a kekanda. and yeaps, nurul's romeo. wahaha. lily maen timer. lol. x) but who cares, he's back and my nocturnal nights wont be that boring after all. of course, nurul's nights too. right, cousin ? :D

im glad as well that my dearest cousin, nurul, has solved her problems which she couldnt find her way out. and im glad that i brought the smile back to her pretty face. :) well i hope, things go well for you, cousin. i couldnt do much but to help you express your feelings and i hope those are good enough for you, aye ? well i wish i could be there for you but we're living miles apart and we hardly meet up. but, hey! we'll date out, aight ? *hugs.

and monday, coffee beans with lela ! yeay. another strike-off on my wishlist. x) am soooo looking forward to it. haha. maybe movies after that ? cool! chicken little. (psst.. lela's a scardy cat. she cant take freaki movies !) awww lela. [im just trying to cover you up for agreeing to watch such kiddy shows with me xD. no worries, aye ?] i love you, lela. x)

mms.. shall i go for my movie marathon on monday OR tuesday ? gosh. i just realised. mummy dont allow me to use the raya money, yet. she claims that she has to use alot of cash this month (which means, mine will get swallowed down, too.. ): ) and that i have to hold my money first. x( BOO! i want to shopppp and spend. what about my movies ?! i need cash okay.

already she told me not to work in the december holidays. cause i have to take care of my brother [so as to save money on childcare expenses..] and now she wants me to NOT use my money as well. WHAT THE FUCK ? im so fucking pissed with her you know. GOSH ! it's the end of O LEVELS and my freedom is deprived ! FUCK YOU LAR. ive been looking forward to a lot of plans and more outings cause i finally got the chance to and now she's just ruining MY WHOLE vacation.

argh !! bitch bitch bitch. fuck you*

OH WELL, i hope i'll have enough cash to spare me for the movies. x( i just hate it when someone touches my things or ruin my plans. ARGH* nabeii..

*@^#*^&@*%!*%!*@*^#&@$%@&*%@#&% ! grr. im boiling inside.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it so muchhhh. FUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYOOUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!


you mood-spoiler. FUCK LAR !

- to love is not when youve learnt to finally feel it. it is when you have finally learnt to let go of it-

back ups*

hey, the previous entry right before this was an entry with three videos. i tried going around and asked for comments. and some of it were the video can't load and even, there's no video. so, im here to prepare you guys the back ups. x)

..well, just in case you guys want to view it for fun. (i strongly urge you guys to ! :D) so here you go. x)

1. family song x)
2. four vainy girls x)
3. ex wps raya feat the cousins. x)

ENJOY ! x)

something to share ! raya scoops. x)

apparantly, this raya has brought laughters and smiles to me. a very memorable one indeed. we take a lot of pictures for memories of course. and some times, you dont even realise the things you do ! and that's the memories worth keeping..

what am i talking about ? ahh.. that's what im blogging about.. raya scoops. i've got three funny videos that i accidentally and also intentionally took for this raya, which i found pretty amusing though. and my, look at how we've grown. :) so.. enjoy, yea? x)


this is a video taken on 2nd of raya. apparantly, my big, fun and HAPPY family just adoree the camera and decided to dedicate a song to all of you ! so, enjoy.. x) raya song by the ariffin family.. [please wait if you cant view the video. it takes some time to load.]

pham raya`o5

haha. here comes the raya scoop. :)vainy four pretty ladies posing for the "video" camera. x) look at how good we were at feigning ignorance ! ahaha. i burst out laughing and sounded like a hyena ! x) oh, enjoy..

pham rayaa

THIS, was taken on the ex-wps raya outing`o5 ! okay, a short sypnosis about this. we were at yew tee mrt and waiting for the train at the platform. so, this excited cousins wanted to get their face on the camera ! but apparantly, little miss camera girl, me, accidentally switched it on to video mode and it all became a candid vid ! ahah. x) [oh, btw. the "sorry2 and OMGs" was me. cause i accidentally stepped on liyana's feet with my heels ! sorry !] so, ENJOY.. x)

wpsraya`o5! :)

and oh, that raya song at the back was farah's mp3 player ! haha. i wonder who played that song. x)

so there you go, raya scoops from MY side of life. hope you enjoyed yea. and tag me if theres anything wrong with them. x)

Selamat Hari Raya* x)

omg. i still love cows.



MOOOOOO!!