finally.. x)

yes. im happy with this. (for now) and finally i can sleep in peace. it's like.. waaay past midnight and im still here, editting my layout. which is pretty huge. x) haha. i dont know lar.

i guess this is okay (yea, for now). if there's anymore changes, i'll make them some other time when i log on to blogger again. haha. yeay yeay. x)

tmrw (okay, today) adek's coming over. hurrah ! ive got companyy. and she bought some legally blonde 2 vcd to watch it with me. awwwww* sweet aye ? mwacks. but at least i guess my day will be filled up enough. thanks thanks to my darling sister. love you. *moo kiss!

and oh yeah, lily's coming back from his chalet tmrw today. haha. oh my crapping partner is back. haha. a.k.a kekanda. and yeaps, nurul's romeo. wahaha. lily maen timer. lol. x) but who cares, he's back and my nocturnal nights wont be that boring after all. of course, nurul's nights too. right, cousin ? :D

im glad as well that my dearest cousin, nurul, has solved her problems which she couldnt find her way out. and im glad that i brought the smile back to her pretty face. :) well i hope, things go well for you, cousin. i couldnt do much but to help you express your feelings and i hope those are good enough for you, aye ? well i wish i could be there for you but we're living miles apart and we hardly meet up. but, hey! we'll date out, aight ? *hugs.

and monday, coffee beans with lela ! yeay. another strike-off on my wishlist. x) am soooo looking forward to it. haha. maybe movies after that ? cool! chicken little. (psst.. lela's a scardy cat. she cant take freaki movies !) awww lela. [im just trying to cover you up for agreeing to watch such kiddy shows with me xD. no worries, aye ?] i love you, lela. x)

mms.. shall i go for my movie marathon on monday OR tuesday ? gosh. i just realised. mummy dont allow me to use the raya money, yet. she claims that she has to use alot of cash this month (which means, mine will get swallowed down, too.. ): ) and that i have to hold my money first. x( BOO! i want to shopppp and spend. what about my movies ?! i need cash okay.

already she told me not to work in the december holidays. cause i have to take care of my brother [so as to save money on childcare expenses..] and now she wants me to NOT use my money as well. WHAT THE FUCK ? im so fucking pissed with her you know. GOSH ! it's the end of O LEVELS and my freedom is deprived ! FUCK YOU LAR. ive been looking forward to a lot of plans and more outings cause i finally got the chance to and now she's just ruining MY WHOLE vacation.

argh !! bitch bitch bitch. fuck you*

OH WELL, i hope i'll have enough cash to spare me for the movies. x( i just hate it when someone touches my things or ruin my plans. ARGH* nabeii..

*@^#*^&@*%!*%!*@*^#&@$%@&*%@#&% ! grr. im boiling inside.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it so muchhhh. FUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYOOUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!


you mood-spoiler. FUCK LAR !

- to love is not when youve learnt to finally feel it. it is when you have finally learnt to let go of it-