Wednesday, November 30, 2005
1:43 AM


i need a new computer.. seriously.

my computer is starting to give me attitudes; fucked up ones.
give me a break, man you dumbass.
already my december's burnt and you want to back out on me.
raaahh ! im going crazy i tell you !
it's 1:50 AM as my clock says and im still straining my
pretty eyes in front of the computer.
i cant help it! my nocturnal being is just taking over
the normal me.
and my wake-ups are no longer eight or nine in the morning.
they're at 12 or 1, more like.

im getting lazierrr.. and uhh.. more lazier..
its only natural, aye ?
MY FOOT !
im sooooo disturbed with that stupid idea of
mazjha to withdraw him from the daycare centre all
throughout this december!
ROARRR!!!!

but i cant do anything, CAN i?
im so helpless. mummy makes ALL the decision
and i have to abide by her rules because im living
under HER roof and provided me with clothes, shelter
and.. you know what other else.. :(
oh mummy.. "you're ruining my life.."

oh, -laugh out loud-, i'll get slapped if i followed
Linsday Lohan's attitude towards her mother
in her freaky friday movie.
mummy'll probably go like,
"kurang ajar kau!! -kepianggg-" and there goes..
*roOL's head spins on the floor*
yes, THAT extreme.
my mummy for you.

anyhoooooos, i see lela's been a hardworking,
caring little sister. [literally little.. xD]
tutoring maths for her younger sister and
another friend of that sister. cool.
and tmrw later, we'll meet after her tutoring.
for the coffee beans date ! ohh lela, im so excited.
to actually be in town for the last time?
but of course, to be with you also. x)
dont worry la. haha.

and oh yes, chicken little's primering this thursday.
the start of my mono life. x(
raaahhhh. maybe we'll catch some other, nicer
movies later lela ? like harry potter..
or maybe just like heaven.. but i want to save
that movie for.. nevermind.
so, we'll see if we can catch some movie later.
that is if you can stay out late and be back
before nine pee emm.
that's a little too early for a grrl who's
indirectly grounded for the month of dec, you know.
but it's okay. at least i got to spend the time
with you which makes it all worthwhile
to make a good end to my busted year and welcome
the horrendous month-end of the year.

baaaaaaddd day, baaaaaaddd week.
and, baaaaaaddd year. it's all bad. bad bad bad.
forget it. i'll try to stay happy for as long
as i can alright. PERSEVERE! (i thought the Os
were o-v-e-r. but this is as stressful as the bugger Os.)

okay, new colour family. so refresh your minds.
SOO, wan told me that there's been some pictures
passed around in the internet. and it's taken by this
poly student in the bus.
"what is this", you're asking ?
well, these pictures im talking about here are
pictures of GIRLS' boobs being taken on his
mobile phone. and gosh, it's not only just pictures,
he took videos too !
how RUTHLESS?! i mean, even if he was sexually
deprived, dont take it out on innocent grrls and
expose their most sacred parts to the people
OUTSIDE THERE who do NOT need to know.
give them a break, you peeping tom!

and oh my.. the video even exposes the girl's
identity by recording her face in too.
and its not just ONE girl. almost over 30
singaporean girls were caught and made this
inhumane guy's victims.
its uber sick you know. i mean, and because of
THIS, we girls have to be more cautious of
what we wear and dress so as not to fall into the
terrible cameras of people like this poly dude?
doodie! [which also means, crap..]
im so madd. i mean, i myself is a wearer of low
cuts and v-neck tops and because of this,
my sense of dressing is affected ?
IMPOSSIBLE !!
hey, low cuts and v-necks are not worn
to flaunt those little boobies we have in there, okay.
they're just what that suits us best.
but it doesnt mean that you beasts [okay, spare the others],
specifically that poly ass, can go round
videoing the contents underneath that piece of
cloth we wear to hide them.

raahhh!! oh yes, how does this creepy freak
actually does it; videos and takes pictures of his victims?
answer is easy; girl sits down in the bus, he stands
beside her [of course, a carefully chosen victim]
and pretended to use his phone only to know that
he's video-camming her insides !
ffrrrreeeeaaaaakkkkk.
what in the world are guys coming to ?!
would you please, make this place a better one to
be in, instead of giving us threats to realise
what else you freaksters are capable of doing.
im sorry if i generalised. but its especially going
out to those GUYS [who brings shame to manhood]
by doing all these craps. doodies !

i SO hope that this guy gets caught soon.
oh gosh, i forgot to add. he even got the videos
of girls's NIPPLES in his camera.
MY GOD ! that's what makes me raging flame now.
tell me what's next; i want to prepare.
maybe all girls should start wearing baju kurongs
and scarfs, to hide away all those sexually-attractive
body parts that are prone to get horny, sexually-
deprived guys HIGH by looking at them.
EEEEEEEEEKS !!

`poof!

[nurul's not online; band camp. lily's not online; sister using the comp. lela's not online; prolly snoring away..]
rahhh!! baad baaaaadd day. -pouts.




th queen.



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