im bored. goddamned bored..

it's poa paper 2 tomorrow. what am i doing ?! doing nothing. im literally stoning with the poa tys flipping through by itself.

by itself ?! i mean, with the wind of course.

and i swear i cant absorb any poa shiet into my FULLY packed brain cells. and there's practically like an "out-of-service" sign stuck at the entrance of my brain, in between the head itself. it's so jammed. fucking jammed.

..with what ? beats me. -shruggs.

i dont know what ive been thinking and stuffing my brain with lately. been procrastinating ever since last friday since i didnt had any more papers til tomorrow. and oh yes, ive been dreaming, too !

in my sleep of course. i dont daydream. of sandcastles and palace.. and cars.

.. made out of sand.

nono. i dont do such stuff. it's just that. it's been quite a while since i dreamt. and it's pretty cool.. to dream again. :) yeah... planet drool. okay, quit it.

i dreamt about him, i dreamt about jia yi, i dreamt about being lost, i dreamt about fnn exam, i dreamt about nothingness. nirvana. woo. cool.

and i swear i dont remember a shit out of them.. :\ that's when all the fun falls out. like an overloaded weighing machine, its springs all shoot out.

anyways, did i tell you guys i had a haircut ? awww* yea, i did. i couldnt remember when. but, yea. mummy told the man to cut three inch off my original length. -gulps* ahhh ! what was she thinking ?!

but before i could scream, yell, shout, cry or even pull my hair, the man already strapped me tight with that plastic-y cloth over me around my neck. shootz.

but hey, three inches didnt seem like three miles. :) despite the fact that that was my longest hair kept, ever. by yours trully. honesly, i have never had such a long hair in my entire life.

and three inches off at one time was like, slapping me hard with a turtle's shell. owwwwww.

okay, that didnt jive. but wth, you got me. :)

mummy bought the eyebrow pencil refiller. like finally. i was almost going crazy with her stupid old eyebrow pencil this morning before going to school. it kept breaking and i had to sharpen that goddamned thing. sickening sharkening..

now that she bought it, my brows are at ease. :) haha. no more erasing off for being too dark or crooked or yea.. "tu lar.. gatal nak cukor kening sangat.. kan da merana.." haha. mummy.. i love you. :)

the folks are out. the brother is out. my television's switched on. and my butt's stuck to the computer chair. tell me what i got to do ! i dont have any material to study with for poa. ahh. who cares.

i think imma look for chocolates. :)



*dee darla, glad youre fine now. dont get stressed up ! :)