nirvana

the state of nothingness. where you dont feel anything; pain, hunger, love, fatigue, anger, etc. all you do is good. do good. nirvana. mm.. actually, i have no idea why today's topic was nirvana.

so.. how was poa ?

nonono.. dont ask. bad question there. i really thought it was the one-hr mcq paper. but it wasnt. ha-ha ? it was the 2-hr draagg poa paper 2. wtfh ?! and i thought i could sleep for fifty five minutes. this is the result of assumption AND not looking at the white board behind me, carefully.

yes, that's where i wrote all the dates of the examinations. pretty enthu, huh ? naw.. just self confidence. (in whatever way that helps, that is..)

im starting to have no hope in my O Levels. honest. okay, so today's poa paper 1 (the REAL one) and f&n paper. oh bother.. f&n ? it's so much of a common sense thing. but also so much of a memory thing. memorise the vitamins.. minerals.. the deficiency disease.. and EVEN, how to store a fish. (like, wtfh ?!)

okay so i heard rumours about this year's paper (for f&n that is) is not set by cambridge. but, by the singapore examination assesment board (seab). but it's not confirmed. i've checked with my mates and they give me two very different views.

one - "my teacher didnt tell me this year's paper is set by seab. how come he didnt tell me ?" -well, ask yourself, dudette. ;)

two- "correct. really, ** knows it lah.. she's the teacher what.." - so what if she's the teacher ? teachers give wrong infos too.

take the social studies exam for an example. MY teacher spotted all the other topics EXCEPT those that came out. see ? teachers DO make mistakes. and teachers make MAJOR mistakes.. still have the cheek to nag at us for doing mistakes. BOO !!

so, the moral of the story is, just do what your heart follows. if you're unsure, ask around. and when set, BE CONFIDENT. yes, i wish some one had said that to me before MY papers begun. (okay i know i couldve said to myself. but i didnt think of this, waaaayy back then) pfft.

anyhoos, yesterday, we got back our pikchas*! yeapps. graduation picture. the one that's in 6R, all lamintaed and nicely done. :) i look like a dork under the mortar board ! ahaha. laugh out loud, man. i was talking about the formal picture, though.

BUT you should see my informal one. ohmigosh. i think i looked the HAPPIEST there to be graduating from Unity Secondary School. *feels proud* okay, but hey. i smiled so joyously and i never thought i would smile like that ! wow. with me throwing the mortar board up to indicate two things; one- i'm out of the school ! and two- yeay ! fuck you, mortar board. my hair's RUINED.

*beams* ooh i love graduations. :D

oooh ! and, in that informal picture, i think i yeay-ed too much and raise up both hands too high, looking all dorky, i showed my tummy. hahaha. it's even dorkier isnt it ?! wait til my friends sees it. they'll laugh like hell !

aww man. too bad srieee aint with me to bitch about the picture. okay, back then it was our class picture. hahaa. "omg. look at chee fong.. he looks as if he's holding his fart ! and andd. see? *points to the informal picture* he spread his arms so wide with that big grin. god, he must never have felt better after releasing the fart man ! hahahaha."

and that was sec two. ahhh ! i miss srieee. and all the other assholes back in peirce. yea, i think that of all the classes ive been in, 2e1 (2003) was the best. :) i love you people, assholes ! hahaha.

oh wells. i think im going to bath and then start reading through the f&n textbook. maybe i'll get to stuff something into my brains. :) toodles !



anybody wna join me for prata ? ;)