unforseen circumstances..unfortunately, today's plan to go for my movie marathon was cancelled. :( but it's okay. i mean, there's always some other time to watch it. and its not by intention that it had to be cancelled, so it alright. but i guess, i'll be missing on a lot of the movies that ive been looking forward to. because december im strictly limited to going out often. i have to take care of the little brat.. but it's alright.. it's alright..nothing can be done, aye? so, forget it. :]to cheer myself up, i re-editted the blog. haha. only the "about me" section. well, it wasnt much of a help anyways. just to kill boredom. and let time pass.. today was just another boring day. maybe it wasnt meant for me to go out today, la. who knows god is trying to avoid me from seeing anyone He does not wishes me to see ? well, it's all fate.. and there the story goes.. yada yada yada..anyways, i heard some stories about whatever happened to that person. haha. i dont want to mention who but yeh, just that person. i guess that person is going on pretty well, aye ? that's good. considering that that person is not in the "best of health". oh wells, as long as that person is happy, so am i. actually, whether or not that person is happy, i still am. *dances with the pom poms*my december!! it's burnt and torn apart. :( i hope i still can make it to meyaa's mini celebration on her birthday and her birthday bash itself. i want to go! i want to go! and sleep over. :D yeay. but boo, i have to take care of my brother. of all the months, WHY december?? oh my god. i dont want to blow my top. ..so ANYWAYS, tomorrow is my coffee beans date with nurlela ismiley. :D i tell you, if this date is cancelled, im going to go crazy. this week is super boredom week because all my plans are disrupted. -sighs. and december's this thursday. my oh my.. two more days to ultimate BOREDOMNESS. oh god, why did you make fate this way..oh yes, today's EMA DARLA's BIRTHDAY!wishing you a fantabulous happy sweet sixteen alright. though i only know that you can read this when you're back here in singapore on the 19th, i still want to wish you a joyous, happy happy sweet sixteen. may all your dreams and wishes come true all throughout your life. x) hugsandkisses* i love you. muacks !okay, at least i have like a few weeks to take my time to buy a present for this birthday grrl before she comes back. but sigh- i cant go out in december, how to buy ? gosh. i need OUT MAN. i NEED OUT!` *poof*....im still here. x(nevermind. i guess i'll make a compromise with my mother. everyweek, i need to have at least two days off. but one day will still be fine with me. maybe then, my life wont be that monotonous in december. argh. my youthh. DESTROYED. [whoaa.. so extreme..] oh wells. baaaad day.. baaaaadddd week. :(i guess i'll be off now. it's almost 5 [now] and the folks will be back to their lair wayy soon enough. ive got to keep the house clean and do some chores before they allow me OUT tmrw, you know. and btw, i think mummy doesnt know that im at home and NOT outside. because she hadnt called me since the minute i woke up. oh wells, im SO going to let her know so that i can get ONE day compensation off for this month. which is only left with tmrw. :( i guess forget it la. im locked in a prison and forced to do housechores. argh. fcuk everything la.`poof.
"dee, dont worry about your first job okay? it's going to be so damn fine. just relax and stop thinking too much. maybe it'll turn out to be the best after all. just chill and loosen your screw. yes, it's the first time but i guess the first times are always the wonderful times. so, sit back and let loose. what's going to happen will happen. FATE, rmb? love you..
