what does it mean.. if you cry when that special someone who was once in your life came up to you again and tell you that he still loves you ? what does it mean.. if you cry when you hold and took out the necklace, even though its already broken and all rusty but you still keep it nevertheless ? what does it mean.. if you dont know what to say to that special someone who was once in your life when he told you all the things that he went through to forget you ? what would you do.. if that special someone tells you that he's still waiting for you, but you yourself is tangled up in a big big mess that is still unsolved ? what would you do.. if he tells you that he cant ever forgive himself for letting go of the girl that he cherished and loved the most and was once his ? tell me what do i do ? tell me what do i feel? im such in a terrible loss. i feel so guilty. i feel so afraid. what would the others think ? till when should i continue hurting others ? till when will this all end ? till when i would just stick down and root myself to the ground ? just till when ?
i never thought things would go this way for me. something's wrong. something's not right. i was given too much responsibilities at one time. it's too much to bear. too much to handle. i cant take it. i really cant. what was god thinking ? im not strong. im totally not strong. im weak. so, weak. very very weak. ):
