life's been superr... madness.

working life is definately something
that is really not easy.
i still remembered, the first day of work.
whoa. i was like, crying for help because
my knees, sole of both feet and my whole
entire legs were just pleading for comfort.
it was hell. but it was worthwhile.

now, i'm entering the third week of work.
..and i just had to leave my MP3 at my
cousin's place, LAR!
so fucking irritating you know.
going to and fro work with only an FM
is soo boring and sucky lar.
no more loud music stuffed into my ears
in the morning to keep me alive.
and going back home with no-connectivity
radio FM just pinches me to the max.
raah`

any-oh-how, im going back for band practice
tomorrow for the Istana performance.
i dont exactly have any idea of it but
i bet its gna be pretty fun.
not sure if mubz and syu are going but i'm
definately going for sure.. i guess.
cause band performances is something that
i missed so fucking much.
all the crappings, lamings and laughters
that i shared with my darling section are
the best memories that i ever have in band.
we're like the best section in the entire world.
shared our joy and sorrows together.

siti, syu, mubs and me.
four crazy lame stupid wacko kick-ass
french horn players.
me ? a snortty-temperamental-lame section leader.
hurhur. i hope they understood my attitude
the last time when i was coaching them.
raah` i miss them. i miss band. i miss my baby - the horn.
)): it's soooooo dented and andd.. spoilt now.
sighhh. poor baby.

..get me a new baby ? hurhur. 3 coloured one pls.
holton 181. silver, bronze and gold.
i.. miss.. my.. horn.. so.. much.. )):

anyhoos. how's life, you ask ?
life, for me, have been.. pretty.. ROCKY.
boo. hate this feeling of "im losing end"
cause every time i feel that way, i'll
really get all stressed up and moody and..
andd.. i dno la. but, sheesh. never thought
i could hide it any better.
because i just realised i crapped with nana
and qah on the way back home more than usual.
aha- something in me, that no one noticed.
heh. im good. you think so too ? heh, i know. (:

i miss NURUL! ..but she dont miss me ):
i always call her. pm her in msn. but she slalu
tk lyn sangat. sedey sei. always "on the phone" la.
ngan aku tknk on the phone. cibei btol.
hey setan! i rly miss u lor. da brape lame sei tk
jumpe. rindu rasa hati tau. ingin ku bertemu dgn mu!
nabei nye bodo. geram aku.
visit pat tmpat keje pon tk!
mentang2 da nk start skola. eh pegi la! jgn nak naik
lemak, babat bertepeks kat uma.
da la mak kao tu aku nye target.
MEE HAJAT SIAK!
raahh` i miss the crayon-fingers-bubble-shampoo-bath
times with you lar.
i wna slp over sei.
HAIZ. nonoks, kau. I MISS YOU la pantat.
see you SSOON MAN.
fucktard.
amek kao!

i miss sriee, lela andd andd.. someone else too.
sigh-
bored la now.
kk bye.

`Bee.