the seasoned hair* now that's how my hair looks like now. it's really not the same with the ones i took before because those are pictures straight after my haircut. i had to get used to living with short hair because it's been two years already and i really feel a little uncomfortable here and there. getting used to something is really aint easy.
..so, it took the minimum of two days for me to get used to this hairstyle. the wiggle-style. and it landed me with a much better "combination" with my face. i realised that the wiggle style, is a totally messy kind of look so i decided to give it a go and it look really much better when i just woke up from bed. and this was how i look like:
(spot the make up stains like my eyebrows and eyeliners from work. hahaha.. i didnt wipe off properly. was too tired, please!)
i guess this is pretty much better, aye ? indeeeed. if you dont think so, i do. and yea, that was self proclaiming. hahahaha. let's talk about work..
so far, so good for me now. work's been pretty much alright for me here and there. but sometimes i just feel really lazy to get up and go for work. honestly, i can snooze the alarm clock three times and rush at the fourth ring. well, for a late-night/nocturnal girl like me, it's obvious enough why it's so hard for me to get up for work on morning shifts. hurhur.
but still, all's fine. i'd prefer the afternoon shift actually. i get to get up a little later (only to get scolded by the mother for that) and go home at night. not as if i enjoy the crampy bus/mrt rides back home, but it's the ambience that im comfortable in. i love the night. it's so serene.. so perfect. and if i've got that special someone*, it'll be soo perfectly romantically serene. -dreams away.. well well well..
- let bygones be bygones* rmb rool, breathe the new air in. throw bad air away. NO GOOD! -sigh.
anyways, i'll be doing the extended hour shift tomorrow. as in, today.. i dont know if i've got company because nana's not working. naQ will be doing the mid-shift, ayn im not so sure, meyaa has her azan, qah's working i think. [but she's got hussain i think] and yea.. should be meeting ameer tmrw too. at yew tee that is. hahaha. he misses me! lol. i miss you too, bro. let's catch up on things on our way home, aye ? (:
sometimes it's really good to have someone, whom you can relate to, living so close to you like, across the road. i've got three good friends living near me as in, really near. they're emy, ema and ameer. and of course, my bestie who lives pretty further down the street. i think im lucky.. no, i am lucky. <3!
im still wacko when im at work okay. work deprives me of nothing but freedom to wander around aimlessly. hahahhaa. im still fun! and and.. perky! ..and.. and.. erms.. im still me. so dont worry people, im cool. nurool's only on a different outlook. inwards, im still that girl who craps and laughs with tears of sorrow at the same time. (: no worries, guys! esp nuyul. haha. (sanggup sei tules testi "-i want the old nurool back!" hehe..)
okay folks, i got to run to my bed now. it's 10 kms far now. and i better run fast. i might sleep on the way.. (i told you im still me. xD)
with lots of bee kisses~ `Bee.
- tell me why are you still on my mind even when ive promised myself to give me another chance for a better life ? your face haunts me and i dont want to think about you.. at all.
