Monday, February 6, 2006
11:17 AM


dreams.. what do they mean ?

i realised that i havent been replying to the tags that the blog readers of this blog dropped. im so lazy, you say ? ah yes. im a super lazy girl who doesnt even bother to update my "Events" section on this blog. simply because im a lazy freak. and i dont know why. i hope this lazyness will get the better out of me someday.. i wish. hahahaha.

so here's my tag replies to those who tagged, aye ? (the SUPER late ones, that is) *grins.

nuyul: rool have fat cheeks just like me! AWW, CUTEEEE! i miss u. / oh btw rool, i'll pray for u okayyy! THINK POSITIVE, U CANN GET THRU THIS! heheh (: and its been ages since u tagtag ME!
roOL; fat cheeks ? like YOU ? NO!!! hahaha. naw, just kidding. i have fat cheeks because im fat. (: my cheeks are just growing like me la. i tend to binge a lot nowadays. ah wells. will tagtag u soon k! im a lazy bummer, RMB THAT! nyahahas. (:
emy de great: good luck 4 ur result alright!! must let me know kk!! smile!!!
roOL; since when were the "the great" ? ahh.. anyways, thank you! will let you know if i pass. if not, find me in my graveyard aite ? next to michael jackson's. :D
rul: looking forward to tmr's picnic. i miss you cousin. cya tml k. bbye. DIGICAMSUNITE! love love!
roOL; well, we WENT for that picnic already, aye ? and i must say i miss you so damn much! will send you the pics soon la k. (:
meyaa: meyaa has her azan??????????
roOL; yea, duh ? hahahah...
riah: dahhling! my lovely priest (: thanks for your work tonight hehe. i miss miss you loads loads baby. meet up soon with lotsa hugs and kisses! -shmuacks-
roOL; hey mubz's girlfriend-that-i-legally-married-the-both-of-you, sure no problem. i miss miss you you shit trucks too! shit, in a nicer meaning. (: and.. didnt get to talk much with you on Istana day.. CATCH YOU SOON! (:
dee: yes, you guys embarraased me on the MRT. omg. i wonder wad that nice chap tink of us now. =X
roOL; dont worry, dee. he must be thinking how friendly we were and that he must be the luckiest ass to know girls like us! BE PROUD. nyahahas.
rul: eh.. bias sah.. never blog abt our picnic last sun.. lupa sedara kape!
roOL; lupe sedara otak kau! aku nk blog tapi malas uh. penat dongs. tkd irama yang merdu bagaikan awan yang berkepul kepul dapat mengiringi aku la. kao, mrepek.. xD

ahh.. so, i apologise again for the late replies, aye. just keep tagging aite! will reply asap this time round. (: nyahahas. anyways, ive been having funny/weird/unrealistic dreams these days! hahaha. some were cute.. and some were freaki. but i think i only remembered the cute ones. okay okay, let's recap :

so, i think two nights ago, i dreamt that i was in a lecture theatre. well, studying of course. then the bell suddenly rang and we we're separating for our break. so i was sitting down with a group of friends, simply talking and passing time. then suddenly, there's a bomb explosion in the room. like, it went right through the roof of my lecture theatre and exploded right there... next to me. i tell you, i was FREAKED out.

it was so real. i was practically praying to god to keep me safe and sound. i kept repeating the "dua kalimah syahadah" so that at least if i die, i get to say those words and still die a muslim. however, while the explosion all begun, i had this flashbacks that showed my sinful deeds. my bad side, my ugly side of life that god has never approved. then i thought, im so afraid to die. i havent repent.. and i cant die, yet. i was crying.. and then i woke up.

freaki.. aye ?

and i think i can rmb there's a similar dream to this. about death.. but im not sure whether it was bomb explosion or what. all i could rmb was i was in my last stage, awaiting for death. and it was like, in that stage, i had this "letter" that was sent to me. you know, a rolled up letter like in the past.. it said all my bad deeds and how i should be punished accordingly. and as soon as i read it, i was struggling to live again. but i couldnt.. i saw my vision fade away as my soul struggle to live on but i was... dead.

but that was not the end.. as i lie there on the bed with many weeping relatives, i suddenly jolted up from death and live again.. it's as though god has given me a chance to repent before he really take my life away from me.

and now im afraid. what do these dreams mean ? am i going to.. die ? im not prepared. i seriously am not prepared. ):

but anyhows, ive got cute dreams too. i dreamt that i met a princess. and it was like a "dream come true" in a dream.. you get what i mean ? she was stunningly beautiful. and she was so hot and gorgeous. i remembered looking at her picture in my pc before i leave my house to this "disney land" sort of place and literally meet this princess. and later in the dream, i dreamt that i brought her along the streets of singapore.. to hawker centres and sorts.. and, she wasnt that pretty anymore. HURHUR.

so, yea.. i was pretty happy and excited about this dream but it ended so soon. and the princess was gone. and the next i remembered was me washing my undies because Mrs Red was spilling all over my pants. and, that pretty princess was beside me, only a different character now. LOL, CUTE!

and and.. suddenly i was with sriee and meyaa. we were talking about getting our paychecks. sriee told me that she earned around $1,800 dollars. i was like, ARE YOU SERIOUS ? and she could tell me that her first pay was even higher.. $2, 002. and she wasnt being sarcastic like she always is. and i was totally jealoused of her. and then i woke up because someone called me to say "goodbye".

oh gosh. dreams are dreams. sometimes theyre extremely unrealistic. sometimes theyre just so real. ah wells, i hope my dream entry didnt make you slam your head into the wall out of boredom. until then, im off to work! take care, homies. <3.

`Bee.
lies are lies. we cant help it that they seemed so real. but ive got brains. and mine's better than yours. LOSER!




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