somebody, tell me that im not going to! please!!! omg omg omg. its going to be hell you know. shit. i heard Unity Sec 20% estimation failed english. and and.. i think im one of them! i screwed my english compre. and i screwed it so damn badly, i think. and just last few days, i was looking through the dictionary randomly as a thought suddenly struck me that "im going to fail my english.. (which was why i was looking at the dictionary).."and i quickly slammed the dictionary down.
im FREAKED OUT. like seriously. im totally out of my wits now. and my mother has to add insult to injury raaaaaah` shit shit shit. and 20% is like equivalent TO ONE WHOLE CLASS la! fuckkkkkkkkk.
slap, kick, hit, push, ..kill ME! i cant take this no more. shit shit shit. and all i can say now is more and more swear words.. which is not helping at all!
astaghfiruallah hal 'azim.
ya allah, berilah ku semangat untuk terus berjaya dalam ujian duniawi ini ya allah. sesungguhnya kau lah maha pengadil dan kau sajalah yang tahu bagaimana harus ku teruskan perjalanan ini di dunia yang kau ciptakan, ya allah. berilah ku bimbingan dan rahmat mu. cucurilah ku dengan segala doa doa yang mulia ya allah. kau berilah ku kecemerlangan ya allah. kerana kau lah maha pengadil, lagi maha memahami...
