oh my god. does any of my blog readers is/are related to the bus companies ? ..TRANSITLINK especially. if you are, this is for YOU..
firstly, i am SO disgusted by the cleanliness of your buses. especially service number 302. THREE ZERO TWO/tiga sifar dua/san ling er/amadehinggavoo. seriously. the bus are all dusty and stuffy. not at all convenience for me, as a passenger. and the MOST disgusting thing is that, THERE ARE COCKROACHES in those bus! OH MY GOD! what could be more horrible than THAT ? ew ew ew ewwwk. im totally peeved my wits out. my ass out. oh, anything! just what are the drivers doing ? dont they realise how dirty the bus they're driving is ? and and.. there isnt just ONE or TWO roaches you know. THERE'RE HEAPS OF THEM!
a brief recount on what happened: i was sitting in the bus, all cranky and tired from a day's work. and i was on of the first in the line to que for the bus (i was in the interchange, you see) and as soon as i got the bus, i got myself a comfortable place to sit in for the rest of my ride home. and to my fucking disgust, i saw TWO bloody roaches crawling out of the window (rubber) pane. EWK. anyways, that's horror #1. there's more.
and to refrain from PUKING, i leaped myself to another seat. and by then, i was fucking conscious of the creepy crawlies that's surrounding me (and everyone else) in the bus. so i kept looking all arnd me to see if those two dickroaches are anywhere near me. and i looked everywhere else except the seat NEXT to me. and HORROR #2, there were THREE OF THEM! omg! family combo! i was sooo fucken freaked, i jumped out of my seat. i mean, they're ON the seat next to me! what do you expect ?! fuckkk. and i purposely got down the bus at yew tee mrt. oh noooo.
SO, TO ANY BUS-SIANS OUT THERE, please! DO SOMETHING!!!!! i hate roaches and i know they hate me too! (oh btw, i just stepped one in the bus just now. ewk! squashed*) please please, do something. I HATE COCKROACHES. ew.ew. ewwwwwwk. *pukes*
so, horror # 3 was when i walked home from yew tee mrt, a RAT (fat one) just ran across me, almost running OVER my feet. arghhhhh. shit. its fucking disgusting. fuck. shit. toot. i was phobea enough to have one fat-TER rat running across my feet at bukit batok la. i felt his weight, slugging across my damned feet. omg. it's utterly horrendous. ewk.
argh. and for the whole of today, im down with ultimate boredom. first, it was dee, then xiao tian. THEY QUIT THEIR JOB. and now ive got no friends to talk to. grrrr. bored LOR! and.. next it was a lonely lunch for me. then, the woman (at Sony Ericsson Gallery) made me go through the hassle of queing up to collect the repaired phone (putra's) but in the end ask me to come tomorrow. what the hell! then the rest of the day was fucking mundane la.
on the way home, my mp3 has no BATT. the FM batt i had, DIED too. then it was my PHONE. oh my gosh. unlucky me. IM SOOOOOOO....
...nevermind, shove all those ugly/fugly/irritating/horrendous thoughts aside. i just felt like, people arent appreciating what they have until they lost it. yes. it always happen, doesnt it ? it's always the case. and i guess it takes a lot out of oneself to really shove the thoughts away. more like the urge to amend what's broken and left abandoned the last time it shattered. im not saying that i miss my ex-boyfriend or something. but well, being so used to having a boyfriend the last time, i guess im just used to having a confider in me.
and now that im single, i find that times when im alone, really is fatal. i mean, boredom used to be my foe. but now, things are just so different without someone whom you once gave your promise to, (a boyfriend, in this case). and lonliness cuts deep within. sometimes, it's so dreadful that you just cant help feeling really inferior when you see couples together. well i guess its normal. the sorrow will just go away once your boredom is killed.
well what im trying to say is that, feelings are for sure something we cant hide. but doesnt mean that we feel something that we know we cant explain, it means that we're despos or feeling all remorseful for what had happened in the past. well i guess time doesnt heal all wounds that well, as the saying goes, afterall. well, it did say that time will heal all wounds. but what it didnt say was time would heal all wounds thoroughly. bits and pieces will still remain. ..and surprisingly, those are the ones that hurt.
`Bee.
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TAG REPLIES: (i know i always ignore you taggers. but here's your reply! im really really sorry! :D)
fyra: hey babe! im doing good. :D how about you ? i miss you girl. catch ya soon alright. loveloves!~ xD asoul: hey, the choice i made was not really wisely chosen. but i hope it'll somehow bring me somewhere. ahaha. thank you man. :D riah: hey darling, thank you! im proud of myself too. hahaha. love you and catch ya soon!! mwacks! <3! yul: hey! me ? hot ? mampos. hahaha. TIAN: DONT HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME. hahaha. nawh, i still like your phone la. so i think i still gna buy it lor. BLUEK! anyways, i miss you girl. :( boo hoo.. lela: helo makcik! aku rindu sama kau. swensens bile ar ? haha. (padehal aku yg blanje). ape ape, hantarkan sms kepada ku iyer.. slamat! naQ: HOT ? haha. what's with YOU PPLE! lol nawh. u look prettier than me! BOO. hahah. love you. SEE YOU SOON TOO! missyou la ngongs. :D (mampos byk siak tag aku) meyaa: well you seldom update your blog what. so i kindar didnt read your blog la. sorry laaaaaaaa. haha. but i know you bought cheap bags! hahah ? lol okay. LOVE YOU STILL! siti (ah-ti!): I MISS YOU LA MAK NENEK. see you soon in band k. if im coming la. hehe. more gossips coming! and yeaps, will link you soon. xD rUL (cousin darl!): i miss you too asshole! u plan an outing for us la! nenepok. mar: lol i'll link you soon. :D dee*: HAHAHA! she havent seen my short hair right ? lol! ur mama arh. haha. tell her my hair's growing. so i wont freak the wits out of her when i go over to your place sometime. HAHA. xD anyways, I MISS YOU! :( FiR: AHHHH. finally :D heheh. tag more ar! must wait no matter how long my blog loads. hehe. PEACE!
