okay, firstly just to ease my very disgusted and irritated soul, i want to say something. when you know someone, well you used to hate that someone. ..and scruntinize her, but now things are somehow "better" and the hatings are not going around anymore, (well not at least that i know of), your friend starts to get closer to you. because initially.. it was because of her that you scruntinize that someone. and when your friend gets closer to someone, and is, or maybe not, quite on good terms with that someone, you want to settle down along, too.
..okay you guys going in my rythm ? i hope so. let's still carry on.
but little that you know, that the way you "want to sortarf reconcile" with that someone, disgusts her (that someone, i mean). you always walk past her workplace with your friend (that you stood up for to go against that someone) and even tried to get a closer look. then suddenly, as if it was "fate" (eww..), you bumped into her and said, "eh.. i've seen you around. right? you seem familiar.. no? oh, i thought i've seen you around.. oh okay.." and it totally DISGUST that someone to the maximum. yes, m-a-x-i-m-u-m. EW EWW EWWW. *pukes* SPITS* EWWW.
yes.. that disgusted.
because.. she obviously KNOWS who that someone is, because she had already SAID SOME BAD THINGS ABOUT HER, and she dont have to act for that someone to see RIGHT THROUGH HER. ohmygod. holy shit. i didnt think that people can be SOO fucking hypocrite to the core. and they act as if it's nothing to them. oh fuck. this is getting on my nerves. ewwwww..
*breathe in.. out.. in.. out* -okay, that was for me and me alone okay. but to those readers who feel that ive "offended" you, come and settle it to me, one-on-one. :)
ahh.. never felt better. :D now i can blog with ease. so, let's do a little recap for the days that ive missed. hmm.. okay let me tell you busy-nosey-wanting-to-know-my-results people. i did fairly well. at least i thought i did. but it's to my ultimate dissapointment that i.. okay you know what ? just ask me in msn when im in the right mood, okay ? i dont want to talk about it. at least i dont want others to know. :)
so, bla bla bla.. my life was pretty unstable. not mad, nono. just very rocky. i was going through the lowest point of life and that was why i didnt blog. well i didnt want to over-express myself online, thinking that nobody reads my blog like i always do. but i thought this time, it had to be kept hush hush. even you asking me what my problem was in msn wont help. :D
anyways.. work was getting boring and boring every single day. maybe it's because they're waiting for today. well, im not supposed to tell you why. but i know when i go to work today, it's going to be HELL. im going to climb up and down, round and round. i tell you, i need to prepare my panadols and aspirin. i know im going to get headaches, lose my balance and stuffs. people walking through my legs. hahah. okay, not relevant.
but yes, it's going to be busy busy day for me. and for the next few days, i think. but i hope sales can really shoot up this time round. we're under performing for daily targeted sales. so up, up and away we go~ wheeee..
it was fadli's birthday yesterday. haha. and liyana's birthday on the 4th. and i forgot to wish her! how could i ? omg. im so sorry dear. i sms-ed you but you didnt reply. i hope you got my message. sorry sweetie pie! and to both of them, happy belated birthday. may all your dreams and wishes come true. :D loveyoupeople!
and my mom's birthday is coming soon. and ive planned to get her this pretty pretty Guess bag and a matching Guess wallet. which will cost me three quarters of her very much wanted, close-to-400-bucks-Bonia-bag. im proud of myself! but i dont know about mom. i really hope she likes it. because it's almost a bomb that im going to spend on. it's okay.. i hope she love it. no, she's going to love it. :D:D
anyways, met fathu after work last tuesday. and i saw that guy from my class with his girlfriend! wait, what's his name ? SHIT, i forgot his name. it's X.. something something. OH YES, i-xuen. xD and his girlfriend. i didnt really see her but i can see she's pretty petite and cute from the back. dont know bout the front. :D heh heh. but yeaps, now i know he's got a girlfriend, and not mr desperateguy89 already. HAHA! okay im so sorry i-xuen. i was kidding. :D:D
fathu said i appreciate his type of songs. but it's only a few songs that he likes inside my mp3 (which was his, initially. haha). because the rest of the songs in it are all "lagu memekak kan telinger" like he said. well too bad, boy.. it's my mp3 now. heheh. naw. kidding. so yeaps, been a long time since we met and yea.. crapped. he and his cute cold jokes. (ceh, irony..) and his silly faces. i find that being friends with him is always the best. because when we were together, things always go wrong half the time but when we havent get together, nothing could be compared to that friendship we had. (my little secret spilled.) haha. okay crap. :D
let's blog no more. i need to rush to the toilet and OUT of the house. im getting late and and.. i hope i'll blog soon. heh. :D okay then. bye for now!
oh yes, lela. i'll plan our swensen's date soon k! (psst: my pay's OUT! :D:D:D)
