forgetful freak!



i dont know what the hell has gotten into me.
i've been bringing wrong manuals/books ever
since the start of the second week now! OMG.
see la, the result of being so fucking lazy to re-write
the weekly timetable for this week. tsk.
and it's so irritating, like to the core.
i got so pissed with myself because i was feeling
very helpless for once!
really really helpless, that is.
without a book, i can understand no shit from
them lecturers and it's totally useless if i stay
in that lecture hall la. you know what i mean?

..besides sleeping that is. so i took the alternative
route and slept my whole of the practice and processes
of nursing (PPN) lecture. and it's so damn shiok la.
especially with the air con so cooling and the
bloody fatigue body that's sitting at the back most seat
in the lecture hall, sleeping is the ONLY solution. :)
hey, i'm only fully utilising the moment of bliss.
it's not like im tired every single day and can get to sleep
so soundly like just now, right?
well, i DO have a choice if i wanted to. =D
but it's okay. the lecturer didnt notice me. and that's that.
i already slept!

but everyone else noticed!
including andy aka dong fang aka bi li.
oh gosh, he was like, "(in his super thick chinese accent)
did you havvah a very sound sleep?"
and all i could do is laugh AT him. ..omg his english. xD
but he's cute la. though i really hate those FACIAL HAIR
that's sticking on his face like hanging bats. eww.
im exaggerating. x)

and today is the most tiring day of my poly life!
(whoa, i speak like as if ive been in the school for 3 years already)
but heck, after sleeping during lecture just now,
i couldnt stop sleeping whenever im alone.
in the mrt, in the bus, in the toilet.
and almost, now, while blogging.
stupid man. i think it's the frisbee yesterday.
and shit la, the rain added so much more strength that
needs to be used than normal, while playing that game.
and to think there's frisbee and touch rug tmrw, consecutively.
let's see how i'll survive..

seriously, i need to get more sports top now that
im in a sports cca. and of course, SUNBLOCK LOTION!
i'm already so tanned, i dont want to get any darker.
i dont want to be any darker. any blacker. any.. okay yea.
good thing ccas are in the evenings, where the sun's setting
and it's not so scorching hot like in the day.
save some tan, i must!
i dont want to be tanned.
OKAY SHUT UP!



oh yes, im going swimming with ema this friday!
nikki's got golfing and carisa's not interested. haha.
we'll be swimming in the evening la, most probably.
she doesnt want to get tanned too. and i dont want to
start chanting my "i dont want to get tanned" sutra.
but it's going to be cool, i hope.
maybe lela can join as well? which i doubt so, because
lela's not really much of a swimmer, right lela?
hoho. i wna see you in bikini. HAHA.

speaking of bikinis, lab was fun today. x)
we get to play with stethoscopes and listen to each
other's heartbeats. and i got a stupid faulty stethoscope.
bodo. *fumes*
but of course i didnt dumbly continue using it la.
i swapped with ding ding (what a name. :D) and let her
use the mighty faulty one and ignored her when she
kept asking me why she cant hear her heartbeat.
luckily i never said, "youre dead la.." mampos aku.
and joelle was explaining where our Apex something is.

"for girls, you might need to shift your bra and lift your breast
and place the stethoscope right under your 5th inter coastal space.."

".. and you'll hear a lub-dub sound which indicates one respiration rate.."

"but sometimes, the heart may have heartbeat murmur and sounds
alittle bit weirdly, lub-dub shh.. lub-dub shh.."

me: "WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA.."

shit, you got to see her reaction while she was explaining
that heartbeat murmur thing la. it's so fucking funny. and i
couldnt stop laughing at all. and my laughter only led
to so many other laughters within the class.
and and.. i fainted finally stopped.

joelle so cute la sometimes. SOMETIMES..

the rest of the time?

*feigns ignorance*

x) oh boy, it's so funny. lub-dub shh..
sounds like the heart's peeing or something.
holy crap. madness. :D

well i guess i need to go catch up on my revision
of the PPN lecture that i slept my way through.
cause there's hippo's (ambel) tutorial tmrw and i'm
going to be dead if i didnt complete my tutorial and
understand today's lecture.
..but it's none of her business, right?
hippos aren't supposed to be busy bodies anyways..

oh wells, special hippo. educated NURSE hippo.
good luck to me, x).

! note ! : NR0604, please dont wear slippers or
sleeveless tmrw okay. that ambel is going to nag
and nag like a fucking machine gun till your
slippers tear and your sleeveless shatter.
okie? and cari&nikki: 8.45am tmrw! :D

peace, love and joy*
`Bee.

NR0604 rocks.



yea, we rock like super big time. :D hohoho.
what do you expect? the "most enthu award"-ed class ley.
:D:D im so loving it. the people are so fun.
so cute, and so lame. ceh ceh. including me la.
but im lame in a cute way. :D oh, you know me. ^^

so, had frisbee orientation today. i thought it was going
to be so damn lame and boring la. i mean, c'mon, i've
played frisbee for like 1 whole term of my s4 life la.
but hell no. frisbee, just like captain's ball, never fails to
ROCK ROCK ROCKK!
and it's so soo cool. :) especially with the cute guys they
have in Ultimate Frisbee? what's not there to be fun about?
HOHO. this is so rocking my life la.
and guess what? carisa's planning to stay in on it!
oh oh, ive got partners. :)
wanky doodle doo.

and joining Ultimate Frisbee, it has brought me to a point
whereby i realised how fully deprived i am from the sporting
world ever since i joined band when i was like 13?
not that im trying to say i hate band now la.
but gee, ive always been an adventurous girl,
a girl with big dreams, huge passion.
not only for music, but the rough edge side as well!
you guys might not know me, but im actually a toughie
in sports like badminton, soccer!, frisbee :):)
and of course, swimming. it's all in the blood la.
my dad's a veteran bike racer, man!
how cool is that? and that explains pretty much why
i'm so damn into bikes la. ESP SCRAMBLERS! :D:D

oh, did you know that my name, Nurulhuda, was
named after a Malaysian swimming Champion?
a-ha. and ever since young, ive been like a
water-friendly kid, who likes to soak and play with
the water/sea/pool in all ways. any ways! you name it!
:D:D:D . :):):)
and most probably, i'll go swimming with nikki this
coming friday. i dont know about her because she hasnt
replied to my text yet. but if there's anyone who wants
to go swimming with me come this friday, text/call me!
i'll be waiting for the buzz on my phone, aight.
LOVES* :D

oh, and during Ultimate Frisbee orientation, it was like
raining mildly, but the lightnings are fantastically cool.
and we were practising/orientating in the hockey pitch.
and it's patched with fake grass, which means all the rain
water will be puddled on it, right? hohoho, and then comes
trouble. :D the three of us, nikki carisa and i, were like
going crazy. like, practically! ..chasing each other
and splashing puddles of rain water with our BAREFOOT.
ahahha. it's just so fun la. and the weather's so nice.
soothing and merciful. :) hoho. thank Allah.


but frisbee only ended too fast. boo. but it's okay!
there's frisbee training this coming wednesday. :) yay.
and im so looking forward to it. let's just pray it doesnt
start raining on that very day. it'll be so wet la. eww.
oh ya! there's touch rugby orientation this coming weds, too.
how cool. and the timing's like perfect la.
Ultimate Frisbee = 4-6pm,
Touch Rugby = 6-9pm.
ohoh, so cool. :)
but most probably i'll not join touch rug la. it's a bit too
tiring, to have my weds be PACKED with cca. oh wells.
let's just see how the orientation goes before deciding. :D

and btw, the captain of the touch rugby team is actually
in Ultimate Frisbee too, you know. how cool! they're a
team. hahaha, indirectly la. but it's really cool. :) i loike!

im hungry. but i nd to sleep.

which is more important? im still farting, thou. ewk.

`Bee.

it's all about love :)



in a few minutes time, i'll officially be single
for exactly half a year. and the satisfaction,
so soo rocks. IT'S MY FIRST TIME!
first time in so long.
first time after a serious relationship.
first time of enjoying pure singlehood bliss.
oh, so cool. :)

never thought i'd be single this long
ever since fathu and i broke up last year.
hoho. and im definately proud of myself.
but oh wells, let's just see how long i can
stay this way; stay single, that is. :) hoho.

satisfaction guaranteed!

..c'mon, it's just the beginning of school.
ive got years to come ahead of me.
and more to experience as time goes by.
:) and im anticipating patiently.
every minute, every moment of it!
yiipeeeee.
okay okay, let's not get too into this.

oh and btw, thank hans for congratulating me!
love ya bro~ :)

so, today was treat-the-family day!
like finally, after so long i can make time for
this very day. sorry aunts/uncles/granny!
went to lau pa sat to have our dinner.
my treat! hoho. felt so happy that everyone
was eating food from my treat. :)
so satisfying. wheeee.
esp nenek, i could see her enjoying her rice
with the kangkung vege, and egg omellete.
whoa, it was a real blisful moment.
alhamdullilah. xD

too bad anna and mellissa (with aliff and baba)
couldnt make it to the small gathering we had.
pretty sad cause was looking forward to meet
anna actually but oh wells, cant blame her.
she's got her exams coming and i guess it's fair
enough an excuse la. :)
anwyays, good luck cousins! of course,
to mellissa too la. all the best!

headed on to my house for a mini celebration
for both my dad and cousin aji's birthday! :D
so cute la my family while singing the boys
their birthday songs.
aunt rina especially! hahaha. conductor.
madness. took a video. i'll upload if im not lazy. :)
and the rest of the night was normal.

school's tmrw and im so excited.
well one, because im signing up for the elective;
appreciation of the arts (H4108) that i've
been eyeing on since orientation. :)
and secondly, there's frisbee orientation tmrw.
cool. dno if nikki's aware of this but im so going
to pull her in la. i want her to come as well!
frisbee rocks my socks and ticks my tocks!

okay, not making sense here.

OKAY THIS IS FOR NURUL.
eh makcik! when you wna meet me ar?
KO LA! tk tau nk plan. asal plan jer mesti ade
bende yang tk kene, yang tk boleh.
abe last last jadi salah aku! sial ar kau.
musibots. aku da rindu kau gyler mauts ni.
lagi nk postpone postpone kite nye date.
tetek bulat btol kau. haiz.
cpat cpat la jmpe gue.
smpai terkentot kentot ku tunggu appointment
kite due tau. tk kesian kan pantat ku ke?
sampainya hati mu~

i miss you! bitch.

ah okay. jgn ckp ku tk ckp psl ko ok.

so yes, where was i? oh yes, frisbee.
and last but not least, im gna see LJ tmrw again!
yeay. yeay. yeay.
so cute. so cute. hoho.
okay shuddup.

shit lar. ive been farting non stop sia.
and they smells like EGG.
omg. im so sick.. in the ass.
sigh. and my body's getting alittle better only.
my tummy muscles are still aching a lot.
probably the packs are on their way?
hohoho, i'll tell you when they're out already.
like, in a decade's time?
yeaps keep waiting, people.

and happy 51st birthday, ayah. love you*.

`Bee. (:

sorry for the really long absence man, people.
ever since school started, life's been pretty hectic.
at least for me, it is. hoho.
i've got so many pictures to post up!
wait for em, aight.
i know, i know. you'll be going like, "you're so LONG!"
but im sorry okay?

it's like 4:16AM now and im still not asleep.
that's the problem im having nowadays.
sleeping disorder? insomia?
nonono, maybe it's because i slept almost
the whole afternoon just now.
so, yea. and how did i manage to shut my damn eyes?
(besides from being sleepy, that is)
it's because my whole damn body is aching.
just like lela said in her blog,
"every muscle that i never knew i had is aching.."
and it's terrible.

thanks to the foreign bodies audition,
that im now partially immoblised.
but it's okay. i badly want to join the fBs.
as much as i want to say, "it's not that i'd die for it"
but it's somehow true. hehh.
its been so long since i last danced.
and being a passionist (?) in the performing arts,
ive been wanting to dance and act so that
i can complete my all-aspects interest in performing arts.
like, dancing, singing, acting, music, etc.
it's been in my passion all along.
my blood, my soul, my all.

but somehow, not all people understands it.
it's okay though. perceptions are all around.
from all sides of the dimensions.
and we got to learn how to accept it.
at least i know how to accept it already. :)

okay, so let's talk about school. NYP. =)
first day of school, it was so cool.
what is? i dont know. the atmosphere, i guess?
it was madness, i must say.
freshies (freshmen) everywhere with their
small little groups that they meet up with.
the tiny tiny cliques that are in stage one.
so cute lar seeing all of them like that.
as for me, i've got carisa. :D
and nikki, a new friend whom we've seemed to
know each other like for a decade already.
cool. so damn cool. :)

the rest of the day was cool too.
except introductions. i hate intros.
as in, module intros? some may be fun.
some others? totally bullshit. hoho.
first day of school and nikki found an eye-candy.
HOW FAST! her eyes are so sharp la. cool. xD

so, second day went fine as well.
now, the freshies are looking a little bit more
comfortable and happy with their tiny cliques.
i cant help but noticing them smiling in the early
morning of school. haha. so cute la.
and it was today the us, three, nikki cari and i
got a new chill-out place! yee haww.
it's the cheers store, in the shopping arcade.
cool. and ever since we stepped into it,
ive found a new addiction; APPLE JUICE (with aloe vera)
it's been my favourite all along.
but gee, it's going to be my ONLY drink from now on! :)

third day,
it was cool. started to get used to school already.
initially waking up was helluva madness.
cranky, irritating noises from me and the phone/parents
(who, apparently, make good alarm clocks/people).
but waking up was fine today. cool. :)
lessons were as usual and we started studying already.
bio science. my new found glory.
(seems like everyday i've found a love, aye?) COOL.
though it's seemingly hard, i fell in love with it.
that subject, that is. so cool. so fun. the lecturer?
hoho. CELULALAR. TISHO. HIP BONG!
those are the terms she used, to pronounce
cellular, tissue and hip bone.

goodness. she's such an entertainer!
..in a bad way, if you havent realised my sarcasm.
so, i saw (or rather, the three us saw) A CUTE GUY!
okay, another one for nikki that is. :)
and he's LJ. and he's from china.
lela also agreed he's FUCKING cute. ohmygoodness.
simply madness. simply cuteness.
who cares if he's from china?
or speaks with super thick chinese accent?
or is the only son?
or shy, like most of the time?

he's so cute! and he's fucking MINE!
i wish. hoho. yadaa yadaa yadaa.
school rocks more, now. :D

fourth day.
i guess it was LJ who made me love school.
i got to sit next to him during lecture!
and i was so damn happy. :D
who's not? he's DA BOMB. cool cool cool.
we'll be either sitting next to him,
or somewhere CLOSE to him, farthest.
now, how cool is that?
of course, there's andy who makes the
ultimate exposure for LJ.
'cause he's been the one telling us about LJ
which LJ himself didnt tell us.
okay wait, since when did he even do?
hoho. DA BOMB! *farts.

fountains. :) oh and b&j's!
ben&jerry's rocks.
nikki was like, "shall we go cheers? i wna eat ice-cream."
of course, i willingly agreed. it was scorching hot.
okay, i was in my ambercrombie (jacket). my bad.
at first, nikki and i took different sort of ice creams.
you know the one from the ice-cream freezer?
yea, nikki got herself a green apple&peach ice cream
and i got myself some ice-cream that ive never licked before.

then we past the chiller and saw B&J's!
(oh god, reminds me of lela. bee&jaa. missyouLELA!)
we turned to each other and went, "omg, ben&jerry's!"
and tossed the initial ice cream we took, on the floor.
hahahaha, not that extreme lar. :D
paid for it and indulged madly. cool. COOL.

oh of course, met lela during our break
and i introduced her to cari and nikki.
:D now she has nikki's hairband with her.
im going to be dead if i dont return to nikki.
LELA, RETURN IT TO ME AND I'LL RETURN YOU
YOUR HAIR PINS. I'M DEAD IF SHE FINDS OUT. :D
(sempat aku smile)
so yea.

friday was cool.
tgif? oh not really.
fB audition was today and i was so not prepared.
who cares? we had cms learning first thing in the morn.
rajale. what a name. nikki says he's gay. or was it cari? hmm..
so we toyed with the pcs and sent each other emails.
which was dumb yet fun. oh tell me what's not fun for
the three of us? like everything is.
from ambel, to celulalar, to trina is. :D

oh btw, met trina for a mentor-to-student interview.
pretty cool. trina talks like malay. i mean, she has this
immediate switch of accent when we talked.
and she rocks. super super big time =D.
i love trina. and of course, NR0604.
NOT FORGETTING, LJ!
shit, even trina knows.
damn, im smitten! :D:D:D

LJ loves Bio Sc too. totally uncalled for! hoho.

hush okay, you guys. woohoo.
okay so, basically the week was fine.
and my body is still aching.
oh, the audition? i think i performed like so much
better during the practice before the auditions
than the real thing itself. i got a cold feet, man.
and not only that, i got a cold, injured foot.
and it's really OUCHY.
how unlucky can i get.
some of the people who auditioned were pretty good.
some gave up like halfway through.
I WAS THE SECOND TO BE CALLED after lela.
and shit, it was horrifying. SO FAST AR?
tskk. then kanchiong. hoho.

it was madness.
even steve aka phyo min (his name is cool)
was in for the auditions. and he was totally
rocking himself down la. COOL.
but he abit too skinny la.
when he bounced, he was like a stiffen board)
hahaha! im mean, sorry steve.
but you were great. so enthu and stuffs.
and i still hope to get in.
oh my. it's in a week's time. the results.
ONE WHOLE WEEK (or two) OF butterflies in the
stomach la. so long lor. HAIZ.

but its okay. :D okay i guess.
and btw, trina is our mentor.
0604's mentor. and she's the coolest!
next to LJ, that is!

LELA, LJ IS SO DAMN CUTE.
why not we kidnap him?
you : pull his shirt, and
me : pull his pants.

wait, that's not kidnap. that's RAPE!
oh shit, plan B lela..

..NOW.

`Bee.

retail theraphy!



oh my god. shopping was uberrr madness.
MADNESS. SUPER MADNESS.
cool. cool. fun. fun. yeay!
im still not satisfied.

boo.

well, it cant be blamed because meyaa and nana
had a show to attend and they were late!
because of me. hoho. man, it wasn't enough.
the shopping is! my my.. i bought so many things
yet i havent had enough!

hoho . let me see what ive bought :)



a) Ambercrombie Jacket ! (im loving it. oomphs)
b) Orange Zinc bag . (eye-candy)
c) LP Zone slight off shoulder tee .
d) Brown off shouler long mini-dress .
e) Samuel & Kevin t-shirt .
f) Staple Wear Top . (nana&meyaa's choice)
g) LP Zone tank top . GREEN !

and and . that didnt include the shoes
and The Face Shop's eyebrow pencil .
oh ! and not forgetting Outfitter Girl's
wallet/purse ! its the same as nana
only that hers is the longer one .
ooh , im loving it . yeay .

sad thing is , i didnt get to buy any bottom !
neither skirt , nor jeans , nor sailor pants .
oh wells . at least ive got my ambrcrombie !
yippeee !



ooh la oompf . im loving it . so soo loving it .
yankee doodle doo .

oh anyways , i finally bought a new watch !
that smash! watch . that damn watch that i've
been wanted . wanting . wantesting !
wheee . here we goooooo !



isnt it gorgeous ? ooh la oompf .
madness . i know im such a bad photographer
for this picture but damn , the light goes off
so damn quickly . so i abit kanchiong lor .
hoho . merry christmas . SO DAMN NICE !

heh . im loving it . wheeee :D

i need more shopping sprees man .
like honestly , i havent got enough of today .
i need shoes . i need bottoms . and i need ..

a HANDPHONE CASING !

hoho .

`Bee

look at me*



i cant believe it still. the orientation.. is
TOMORROW. can you believe it, lela?
ema? carisa? nazurah? and all the other
bloody nurses-to-be?

for sure, i cant.

what do i have to wear?
what must i wear?
what must i not wear?
grrrr..

my wardrobe is half empty.
and ive got no idea how to
match those old clothes.
dig them up, first.
they must be there, somewhere.
or probably, do the last resort.
MEYAA'S HOUSE. :D
well she reckoned it!

oh yes, tell me about it.
the introductions! the ultimate
hatred that all of us have towards.
so cliche. so fake. so have-to..
and what have you.
i hate it when i have to fake a smile,
and then go:
"hi im nurool. sorry? oh yes,
im from unity sec. what? you dont know
where's unity? erm.. it's at.. you know.."
i wna skip skipp skipp all that!

so anyways, was out the whole of today.
minus half the day gone sleeping.
(damn, i woke up at 1pm. pig!)
nana couldve been late had i not let her
have her lunch first, waiting for me.
i was late. ..as usual. but heck,
im da princess! ..one that's clotheless.

SO, had lunch with her since she was on it.
and we talked and talked. ..and talked.
til we finally finished our food.
then we went in to the HR office.
well, to refund my nametag/badge/whatever.
but susan wasnt there! bummer.

thus i took the escalator down and
looked around at the same time.
nana! there's outfitter girls la!
sorry bout that, :D
then i finally reached basement 1
and i saw him him him!!!!
i didnt realise i owe so many people
so many things.
from hair clips, to punch cards, to CHOCOLATES.
..and to money, of course.
and that.. that.. HE.. said i dressed
like minahrep.
ew! i was totally shuddered. boo!

maybe it was because of my three quarts.
but that's no excuse! booo!
oh wells, i got a grip and met lela
(who was apparently obliviously LOST)
and went to watsons to get chocolates
for my ex-work mates. :D
got tobelerone for mei hui,
dairy milk choc for nana&sarah,
almond FAMILY BAR for rahman&rahim.
coolness. :D

so, chat chat chat.. we left the place.
of course, lela and i had chocolates to
ourselves too! we have craves to satisfy
and brains to get one for ourselves! :D
we heade on to level 4, food republic
and got ourselves seats to indulge in the
richness and the heaven of the lovely
Cadbury Dairy Milk bar. ooompf*

then it was 5.30pm. and we had to leave.
at least i know i had to leave.
got into the train and snaps!! ooh my.
we're not called girls for nothing. :D
and we're not roOl&Lela for no reason!
mmwacks, i had fun with you ismiley~*


we're not beeJAA for nothing! xD

ohhohh, lela? i wanted to tell you
something, right? yesyes, and here
it is, im telling you.. as well as all to
the other readers. :D

so, as soon as i sid goodbye to lela,
i saw this couple hugging in the
middle of the bloody cabin.
okay, first impression?
'man, youngsters nowadays just
dont know when to do what at
the right timing..'
i mean, hey.. it was really an eyesore
looking at them.

they were like so intimate.
so intimate that they're practically
rubbing their lower bodyparts
against each other's.
bite that, RUBBING.
and you know what i mean when i said
lower body parts.
cause i dont think you people are
THAT clean minded people.
so, yeah.

i didnt manage to get a shot
of them clearly getting 'high' with
the friction they made and of course,
the a lot of attention that they're
getting (the whole cabin was clearly
aweing at them. or rather, oogling.)
and to my ultimate shock, they turned
around and holy sh*t,
they're no youngsters!
they're forty plus, near fifty i reckon!

take a look at this..



and from where i was looking/taking
this picture from, that guy looks as if
he's almost grabbing her tits as well.
god, the perfect example of eternal bliss.

oh, not forgetting "true love". :)
wait, they probably just met each other.

a-ha?

`Bee. -i love you lela. xD

i just had to blog this out :D
this is the one lela said was the: Quick and Painless Enneagram Test. :)
maybe for me, not that surprising but just appalled. heh..

1. How to Get Along with Me
   Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
   Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
   Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
   Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
   Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
   Don't tell me what to do.
   
2. What I Like About Being a Seven
   being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
   being spontaneous and free-spirited
   being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
   being generous and trying to make the world a better place
   having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
   having such varied interests and abilities
   
3. What's Hard About Being a Seven
   not having enough time to do all the things I want
   not completing things I start
   not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
   having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
   feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship
   
4. Sevens as Children
   are often action oriented and adventuresome
   drum up excitement
   prefer being with other children to being alone
   finesse their way around adults
   dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up
   
5. Sevens as Parents
   are often enthusiastic and generous
   want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
   may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive

cookies&creams


just exited the NYP's website.
went there to find out about my
tutorial grouping which i was posted to.
and now im not happy with it.
cause im not in the same fucking group
with nurlela ismail!


and neither fatimah!
booo. this sucks. this really suck.
and the time table?
shit, i dont wish to talk about it.
everyday is totally boredom day.
with long breaks in between.
like, randomly period after period.
what's up with that?

im totally upset.
my timetable sucks.
and my tutorial group is not what
ive been expecting.
:( this is totally unexpected.
how the hell did they group us in?
choices? hah! i wish. :(

but hey, at least carisa's in the same
tutorial group with me.
and that's not so bad.
at least ive got company.
and i guess we've got loads to catch
up on as well.
we weren't exactly close, then.
brighter note, at least i dont have to
start all anew with carisa.

she was in 2e1 before!
saves the foundation trouble. haha.
crap. but on a grave note?
my breaks are totally the opposite
of lela's breaks.
god. why is this so?

i dont like to make new friends.
well, at least i know why they have
orientations for.
but i cant possibly get used to them
and know them just by one day,
from 8.30am to 6.00pm, right?
no fair! bummers.

# lela, we'll still be best coursemates, aye?



love,
Bee.

the french horn-ers. :)

good day, bloopers! it's been so long. :) been so long since i last blogged. let me count, last i blogged was on the 3rd, right ? that makes it 8 days of absence! hah, i bet no body cares. because i dont find readers here, anyways. if you do, tag me! :D

oh anyways, ive officially quit my job. :) i dont know if im really quitting it. or should i say, left the job. but i guess no. haha. im not sure myself! who knows i might need the job back once im filled with super boredom of the school holidays once school reopens? a-ha. well okay, that's besides the point.

my point here now is that ive left the job, to venture out for my long-lost life! man, i seriously need to do lots of shopping. hey, the orientation is like what, two days away? not that it's a big deal even if i dont shop. but gee, i need new stuffs! :) and i really mean, new stuffs. i cant be putting on those fake hello kitty watch from bangkok anymore! im not being unappreciative, here. just that, i need to upgrade. :)

..and of course, to satisfy my retail pleasure. ooh, ive got so much on my shopping list which i dont think, even if im given a million dollars, i could stop right there. wait, a million dollars? heck, i dont have to plan no more! hah.. i wish. so anyways, the plan was supposed to be window shopping with nana tmrw.

note: window shopping.
reason: mom's in bintan (she left today! :'[ -boo) and my pay cheque is with her.

and she'll be back only on friday. and look at my events section, my week is PACKED! which means ive got no time to shop by the time i get my money when mother comes back. and THAT's the reason why im going to window shop, first.

at least, i get to see what i want to buy. keep in mind and recci further. :) planning!! isnt that what they're stressing on, now? i wonder who follows them.

did i mention that Resonance 1 was a success? i didnt? oh, now im talking! RESONANCE 1 MADE IT TO THE CHARTS A MARVELLOUS SUCCESS! owh, damn! ive never felt so happy and so memorable until resonance 1 made its mark in everyone's life. god, no words could express the gratitute i have for the instructors (and everyone else) who made USSBand who they are today.

i feel like a dream, already! heck, i dont care. THIS IS REALITY! my goodness, thank god. thank everyone who made this a success. stick with each other, guys. and let's hit resonance 2! :) (err, guys? set up alumni band!) ooh la la la la.. :)

okay, so.. we're going to have a celebration this coming saturday and by tradition we're going to hit CDANS bowling arena after that. hah! how's that for fun? :) the band felt so glued together. and that's pure bliss.

the best gift for us cannot beat the most expensive things money can buy.. and that's you (USSBand) - ms tan.

and now, i miss the band already. exam breaks are going on and the next gathering would be after the mids. that'll be the preps for balloon hat festival. :) cool. that, the alumnis wont be interfering. ahaha. let them juniors have fun with their own gimmicks. we'll just support them all the way!

USSBand rocks. :)

oh, by the way, ive been good. what about you? been good too? keep yourself fit and healthy aight. it's the sickly season now. got to learn to fight away all viruses. :) [damn, i dont know where the hell did that came from.]

anyways, dee wants me to wear my brown skirt to her party. or, mini-celebration. ahaha. :D i will! but i dont know what to match it with. the theme's retro. wow.. never thought she'd think of such a theme. normally she's all girly and feminine. ahaha. aww.. my girl's evolving! :) okay so, i dont know if i should dress up all retro. because if so, i might need my shades! (its with nana btw)

and my earrings.. and my.. okay you know, girl stuffs. but i see what i can do. and oh yea, 10-men tent. shucks, i'll ask dad about it again. :)

i need to bath now. im stinking.. are you?

`Bee.

two crazy promoters @ Isetan Orchard. :D

working with nana is super madness. i had a good time laughing with her. in fact, every time we're together, we'll start cracking jokes and *rolls on the floor laughing*.. it's so cool. so distressing. so, happy. :) aww.. we rock. and sometimes when it gets soo bored, we'll sing and sway (sometimes, dance) to the 'sisters song'. ~when will i see you again...~

hahaha, nana just so so rock. :) cool girl. one of the best girlfriends i've ever known. ironically, i cant wait to quit this job. well, besides the fact that the way the pay is given now is so fucked up, i think working at this age, for me at least, is no longer a fun thing. the only "fun" element now is that i have nana working with me. and, for the rest of this week, im going to be working with nana for just one more day ONLY. and that is this coming wednesday. :(

sad but true, i wont get to work with nana til my very last day there. oh wells, i make sure i'll fully utilise my time that i have left with her this wednesday while pack, pack, packing our stocks! mwacks, i love you girl. :) ..though i know, you wont be reading this.

life's pretty boring without a crush - hans. you think so ?

hey, i do think so. i mean, give a thought at it. it's pretty true, aye ? it's like, you dont have someone to think of, and look forward to something. i mean, you get ma flo ? i dont know, but that's how i feel. im not saying that youre not thinking of your loved ones (meaning family, friends) but sometimes, we just want to get out of our small little circle and.. like someone else.

hoho. but apparently, having a crush is damn hurting too. im not saying this about anything or anyone. it's general. tell me, who havent gone through this before ? you like a guy/girl, but he/she's got a girlfriend/boyfriend. or maybe, he/she likes someone else. oh this is so cliche. i hate this. and its true.

im starting to find him really irritating. mr charming guy. ha-ha. but his charms still do stand, though. maybe i should just admire him from afar. adore his charms.. but never talk to him. because once i do, his charms are all gone and he starts to get sarcastic and sorts. and THAT, is a total turn off. oh wells, no more likings. just adore.. adore his charms. and that's that. :)

all those craps aside, please. now, it's left with exactly five days to Resonance 1. and sooo many things have happened. we're all tensed up. all stressed and tied down. and things, more things i mean, will tend to go wrong. but i dont think giving up is a good especially in times like this. it just.. wont help. i really dont know what to say, but i must say that i can feel the pressure gushing through the whole band.

even me, i felt pressure too. and it's really tense. we try to be at our very best all the time though sometimes our focus tends to falter but we're still trying. people get distracted. and so do we. but i hope things will get better soon. EVERYTHING..

we still want to give a good performance, we still want to make a name for ourselves. being held against, for as long as the school's age now, is way too discouraging. we want to improve and make ourselves better bandsmen. and we need hope. we need another chance. its still not too late now. and im sure, the band will prove everyone else wrong. even the school..

all the best, band. make April 8th, the best memory we're going to have.

Love,
Bee.

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# oh shit, how can i ever forget to add this bit in!
I'VE BOUGHT THE PHONE! THE PHONE THAT IVE BEEN DYING FOR! THAT PHONE! YES YES! MY BELOVED N3230. YEAY YEAY YEAY! WHOOPIDOOO. AND IT'S MY OWN MONEY!!! im paying my mom back for using her money firstWHEEEE! LOVE ME! KISS ME!! I LOVE MY PHONE!!!!

phews.. never felt better. :D
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