two crazy promoters @ Isetan Orchard. :D

working with nana is super madness. i had a good time laughing with her. in fact, every time we're together, we'll start cracking jokes and *rolls on the floor laughing*.. it's so cool. so distressing. so, happy. :) aww.. we rock. and sometimes when it gets soo bored, we'll sing and sway (sometimes, dance) to the 'sisters song'. ~when will i see you again...~

hahaha, nana just so so rock. :) cool girl. one of the best girlfriends i've ever known. ironically, i cant wait to quit this job. well, besides the fact that the way the pay is given now is so fucked up, i think working at this age, for me at least, is no longer a fun thing. the only "fun" element now is that i have nana working with me. and, for the rest of this week, im going to be working with nana for just one more day ONLY. and that is this coming wednesday. :(

sad but true, i wont get to work with nana til my very last day there. oh wells, i make sure i'll fully utilise my time that i have left with her this wednesday while pack, pack, packing our stocks! mwacks, i love you girl. :) ..though i know, you wont be reading this.

life's pretty boring without a crush - hans. you think so ?

hey, i do think so. i mean, give a thought at it. it's pretty true, aye ? it's like, you dont have someone to think of, and look forward to something. i mean, you get ma flo ? i dont know, but that's how i feel. im not saying that youre not thinking of your loved ones (meaning family, friends) but sometimes, we just want to get out of our small little circle and.. like someone else.

hoho. but apparently, having a crush is damn hurting too. im not saying this about anything or anyone. it's general. tell me, who havent gone through this before ? you like a guy/girl, but he/she's got a girlfriend/boyfriend. or maybe, he/she likes someone else. oh this is so cliche. i hate this. and its true.

im starting to find him really irritating. mr charming guy. ha-ha. but his charms still do stand, though. maybe i should just admire him from afar. adore his charms.. but never talk to him. because once i do, his charms are all gone and he starts to get sarcastic and sorts. and THAT, is a total turn off. oh wells, no more likings. just adore.. adore his charms. and that's that. :)

all those craps aside, please. now, it's left with exactly five days to Resonance 1. and sooo many things have happened. we're all tensed up. all stressed and tied down. and things, more things i mean, will tend to go wrong. but i dont think giving up is a good especially in times like this. it just.. wont help. i really dont know what to say, but i must say that i can feel the pressure gushing through the whole band.

even me, i felt pressure too. and it's really tense. we try to be at our very best all the time though sometimes our focus tends to falter but we're still trying. people get distracted. and so do we. but i hope things will get better soon. EVERYTHING..

we still want to give a good performance, we still want to make a name for ourselves. being held against, for as long as the school's age now, is way too discouraging. we want to improve and make ourselves better bandsmen. and we need hope. we need another chance. its still not too late now. and im sure, the band will prove everyone else wrong. even the school..

all the best, band. make April 8th, the best memory we're going to have.

Love,
Bee.

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# oh shit, how can i ever forget to add this bit in!
I'VE BOUGHT THE PHONE! THE PHONE THAT IVE BEEN DYING FOR! THAT PHONE! YES YES! MY BELOVED N3230. YEAY YEAY YEAY! WHOOPIDOOO. AND IT'S MY OWN MONEY!!! im paying my mom back for using her money firstWHEEEE! LOVE ME! KISS ME!! I LOVE MY PHONE!!!!

phews.. never felt better. :D
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