fit as a fiddle!

im good! yes, healthy already.
or so, i declare.. hahaha.. (:
im not exactly fit as a fiddle already, though.
just that im feeling SO SO SO much better.
and the feeling just rock so much.
woo hooo!! :D


i fell really ill on tuesday evening.
i was dreading school and the rest of my day, then.
it was so tiring and everything seemed so far.
especially home. >.< -pouts. i felt like as if i was going to die any moment. but i was so perky and laughy in the morning. and i dont know how the damn fever caught me in the end. i was in the computer lab with the rest of my group mates (group 4) doing the ICA work. and i was freezing cold already.
took fana's jacket and covered myself which wasnt
much of a help because the jacket is so small. -.-"
but it's okay.. i quickly rushed out of the lab
and walked skimply, in the effort to exit the campus.
damn, it was hard work okay.
-phews.


so i took the cab home. and it costed me 12bucks plus.
cause i think the apek took advantage of the situation.
he thought that i was asleep so he took the longer way
to drive me from yio chu kang to yew tee!
stupid old man. and it costed me the bucks, hello?!


and i havent claimed the bucks from mom yet.
okay, ENOUGH ALREADY!
at least now im getting better. (:
considering that i went for frisbee training yesterday.
i tell you, it was HEAVEN!
i've been wanting to go for the training since monday
but carisa and nikki doesnt want to because it was raining.
SO, i had to go on and skip training with them.
but i guess it was a blessing in disguise, then. hoho.


because later the evening, sharul and asanul
came down to my school because the gym was CLOSED.
omg, i was thinking what bad luck it was for us.
skipped frisbee and it was raining, and then, gym is closed.
SO So so, carisa and nikki wanted to go j8.
but i was from there earlier in the afternoon,
and furthermore sharul and asanul wanted to find
a place to just chill and sit around, you know?
so yeah..


thus carisa reckoned BOWLING.
c'mon, the grassroot's club is only NEXT to the campus.
hahaha. being bowling-deprived us, we proceeded. :)
and it was fun (skip the 'no slippers allowed' part)
cause carisa made a new friend. hoho.
yes yes, he's cute.. everyone thinks so..
oh we're talking about asanul. hahaha.. okay shush.
SO, gh came and fetched carisa from the alley
and it was left with me, sharul and asanul.


they decided to play pool, at the really small table.
oh my, i must say they're good man.
ppoooowweeerrr..
i've NEVER played pool and ive NEVER knew how to.
but when the table was left with only two balls,
they gave me a chance to try. and i tell you, i SUCK!
hahahaha. the stick's so long and and.. it seems so wrong la.
but crap, it was fun, though (:


met dad (biological dad) after bowling and trashed
out some very very deep personal matters, regarding
his side of family, to him at that moment itself.
i was in deep emotional distress, though.
but at the same time, i felt so SO good.
and i was so thankful that i said what i said and
it's all cleared from my heart, body, ass. (:
amiin~


tap tap tap... it's wednesday.
and i was supposed to be on medication leave.
yes, MC! mc!
can i say that this is officially the first mc that i took
AND, literally absent myself from school, all throughout
my educational years?
yes, right from pri1, to sec4 and til now.
wow, but poly life is different la.
you can skip lectures in the morning and continue
attending the rest in the afternoon and sorts.
okay, so yeah.


i woke up so early in the morning but
i couldnt take it and was told to not go to school
so i didnt. (:
and im so glad i didnt because my fever came
back and i was so fucking cold, even though
i was in my t-shirt, jacket, jeans, and under a
super THICK comforter without the fan on.
it was that bad.. my temperature was 38d.


okok, so that's basically how the days went.
sorry for not updating religiously, guys.
hehe, i just recovered la. (:
though my cough is still lingering, it'll go
away soon i hope! :D


and poor sharul is sick now.
i guess i passed my illness to him.
hahaha. sorry!! get well soon, dude.
(: and take care!


i gtg now.
OH, ive got pictures to post but but but.
too lazy.. the pictures are posted at nikki's
and carisa's blog.
click on their names above to see our spastic
pictures taken like, half an hr ago whilst im blogging. (:


by the way, here are the tag replies! :
anis: hey hey! yeaps, it was so long ago. hope to
see you soon too! it was nice seeing you, really. (:
lela: thanks dear. (: you take care, okay? loveloves.
xiaotian: i miss you too! and i want beancurd..
meet me soon k? i MISS CRAPPING LARH! (:
farnana: HEY, im good. just recovered la dey. heh.
eh, see ya soon too k? miss you! and i hope youre
doing well and fine too! mwacks! (:


hee hee. okay, off for now!


luff luff.. (:
`Bee. (heh, just for fun..)

a sore, sick but fun-filled, saturday!

i woke up at 12.30pm today because
i reached home way past midnight last night.
and it's cool! because we're all at ms tan's
place, chilling and catching up, watching vcds!
concert vcds, okay. (: and i love it.


i finally got my copy for Resonance 1!
and im so proud of it, seriously. =D
even though we had a LITTLE bit of err there,
it's okay man.
c'mon! we're only 1 year old with ms tan. (:
and it's good enough to stage a concert already.
hip hip hurray!


so the day (saturday) was started off with
meeting nana in the early afternoon.
she just ended her tuition and i had to buy
a birthday present for yong-yao.
so we went somewhere near clementi and
looked for it! (i really hope he's not reading this)
okay, i guess i wont elaborate on this bit..


after that, i headed down to clementi and
meet the alumnus for a gathering at ms tans'.
well, i was the late one.. hehh.. sorry guys.
but it was not so late, right!
so we reached ms tan's house and crapped!
oh, her cats are so damn cute!
lightning&darling.
so marvellously cute!
i shall post it another time, though. hehh. (:
ohh.. they're so adorable.


joel was telling us how good these cats' lives were.
24-hourly air-conditioned room for them,
with air cleaner breezed around the room,
and of course, fattened and groomed so well by ms tan.
and ms tan's tlc which is priceless..
they're so lucky!


and i (and rach) was telling ms tan that we
wanted to be her cats! hahaha..
oh by the way, they had to be so pampered
because they're not used to the climate here.
hey, these cats are from australia if i'm not wrong!
and they need to stay in that type of temperature.
and we called it the London Room! hahaha..


ms tan rocks. (:
i dont think i'll ever know the meaning of
true music appreciation if it had not been for her.
seriously, i think the band owe so much gratitude
to her and her helpers as well.
life definately aint the same again. (:
i love you, ms tan!


and of course the alumnus, too.
hey, take credit la.. we WERE the batch that brought
USSBand to that Silver Medal at SYF two years ago.
hahaha.. though not matching the standard the current
band is having now, we were the startoffs!
and we were great, too. (:


remember the meet-up at UnitySS for
ms tan's birthday celebration, this coming tuesday!
dont dont DONT disappoint us okay?
im sure the rest of the band is looking forward
to meeting us as well! (:
so, DO meet up! see ya soon!!
=))*


--------


as for today, nothing really much happened.
oh, just that my cough's became so much
more worst that i almost lost my voice last night.
yes, just like my s4 moments.. oh hell.
luckily today i got back my voice..
or else i'd just go crazy yet again. hehh..


and tmrw there's frisbee! yeay.
something to look forward to. (:
and i hope elective will be boring again
so i can happily skip it and make better use of
my time that's meant for it.
yea? ..yea.


okay guys, it's late.
catch ya tmrw aight.
toodles. (:


`Bee.

sheer madness..

im at the computer lab again.
it's so boring. rahh :(
i hate it when there's so many breaks
in between the lectures/tutorials.
such a bad start to the weekends.
-pouts*


but it's okay i guess.
-shrugs-
school's alright so far..
from where things are now, lectures
are getting more and more boring.
like, SERIOUSLY.
i tend to sleep in lectures and it's bad!
if not sleeping, i'll be doing my crossword puzzle.
and kakak will go like, "ah there she's doing it again.."
yadaa yadaa yadaa.


hoho. (:
but for one thing i know is that, nro6o4 rocks!
and it swear it's true. yipeee!
especially juremy.. oh man, he's the icon now.
hahahaha..


somehow im glad this is happening.
because i think it's true..
i'm faaallliiinnnggg...!!
and dont help me please..
im starting to miss him.
please tell me this is happening!


so anyways.. i had so much fun during
clinicals yesterday! HAHA.
the whole class was practically laughing
their asses off, along with joelle! (:
there was so many things that happened.
haha. i dont think it'll be funny anymore
if i were to type it in here.. so i'll just let it be.


and i just realised that im so lucky to
have joelle as my clinical lecturer.
or should i say, very lucky?
because i heard from other people that
they dread clinicals and whatnots.
oh man, my clinicals rocks! (:


it was bed-bathing/showering today.
and i was the patient. hoho.
sat in the commode chair (the one which has a toilet bowl shape)
and i hope it wasnt used before.. eww.
but anyways, it was fun man..
the feeling of being pushed around.
hahaha. but i dont wna be a handicapped!
choyyy...


argh im feeling so restless.. like, really.. :(


im having an hr break right now.
and a tutorial after this.
then ANOTHER break (wtf, right?)
and then lecture. it's sick la..
with all the breaks.
so damn lame, i tell you.


anyways, met sharul again yesterday.
haha, never got sick, aye?
i think so too! lol.
but initially he didnt want to meet me
because he said he didnt want to make me wait.
that's what he said. i dont know la..
but he still met me of course. haha.
tell me, who can resist me? im hot! ure not! (:


we walked around causeway point
because i wanted to eat actually..
(which we didnt in the end)
but i brought him to 77th Street first.
..to show him the dress that fana and i saw
a few days before, when we were there.
it was nice, man. seriously pretty.. (:
but i cant find a situation or a time to wear it.
honestly, no! omg.
dont ever imagine me wearing skirt okay.
it's not me. SO not me.


c'mon, the last time was when i was out with dee!
and that was because i thought she was wearing
a skirt which she always does!
but i was tricked because she thought i was wearing
a jeans like i always do. hah!
but oh wells, im not/never/wont ever wear a skirt to sch!
i dont know? maybe not now.
please dont force me, whoever you are..


hohoho.. i dont want to be that feminine yet. hehh (:
met lela just now. hee!
well actually i bumped into her.
haha. i miss her actually.. been looking for a time
to chill with her again, but im so stuffed with things.
things which i dont know what and which,
but i still seem so busy!
geee..


lela, if youre reading this, HOLLA ME okay!?
mwacks, miss you lelaGUNDOO. (:


and to meyaa:
i never felt so scared to tell you a secret.
i never felt so shy and afraid to open up to you.
i never felt so guilty doing/telling something to you.
but i dont know why last night was such a burden.
it was so difficult blurting out words to you like i always do.
it was so shitty to feel the feeling i felt when i tried to tell you.
yet it was so painful to keep it all from you.

im sorry if i kept you in the dark.
im sorry if i made you cry and hurt your heart.
i didnt mean to do that.
i didnt see this coming.
im sorry.. if i ever break your heart.
though i know you've convinced me time and time again
that it's really alright and okay,
you know i'll never take in those words knowing you.

i dont know what i'll (have to) do.
i dont know why im even writing this.
or maybe i do, i think it was my phobea.
and you know which was it.
i dont want it to happen to us.
no, never.. even if it means letting go.
and i'll never blame you.. much least, hate you.
please tell me you're fine and mean it, okay?

cause i love you my sis, and i will always do.
i promise that i'll never ever feel this scared to
tell you a secret ever again..
so that between us, there's nothing that's hidden.
i love you, and will always do..
mwacks. (:


and to the rest of the people and some special ones,
i love you, too. <3!


`Bee. imissyou*

officially sick

madness, i think im officially sick.
my voice's evolving into that of a man's.
it's awful, though its not so bad yet.
the feeling of swollen throat/tornsils
just suck big time. :'(


i still remembered during s4, last year.
i had a very bad cough and a terrible throat infection.
it was so bad that i totally lost my voice
and i couldnt talk AT ALL.
oh hell..
it was excruciating for me because i cant express!
i felt like a mute with no knowledge
of non-verbal communication ways.
it was stupid and i was made fun of!


some people thanked god; for the drastic lost of noise pollution
some people made me screamed to "test run" my lost voice.
some even laughed at me when i spoke and nothing came
out except air and my stinko breath. (hoho)


and i hope i dont lose my voice like that again
this time round cause it sucks!
..BIG time, man. :(
oh wells..


SO, today was pretty okay.
quite a fun day actually.
sadly carisa is not there to witness the multiple
shots that we shoot at juremy in tutorials today!
hahahaha..
he's super funny, i tell you.
can i swear to it, as well?
oh my gosh, hahaha. (:
nikki will know why..
he's seriously funny!..
so funny that..


..im going to start being like him! fuck.


ive started to get "melatah"s when people
catch/scare me off guard.
it's so not me man!
but juremy shot his powers to me.
tsk! and now everyone's dissing me!


..even sharul, too.
but nevermind. i shall NOT melatah anymore.
(: and yes, i'll make that sure.
hmpf!*


so frisbee was alright.
mostly drills and more drills.
50backhands, 30forehands and 2 different distances.
and it wasnt that easy, lor..
nikki and i kept dropping the disc and
throwing it in wrong direction or speed.
it's so frustrating!
but it was fun!
hee, frisbee rocks! (:


went to meet sharul after frisbee.
i changed into my white t-shirt because i was
stinking in my red fbt top! hahaha.
oh by the way, it's sarah's 19th birthday today!
so is xiao tian's 17th birthday! (:
ooh, happy happy birthday, sweeties! mwacks(:


went to orchard and looked for nana.
luckily she was working.
and mei hui was there too!
talked a little to nana and also the rest of the store.
hahh. said hi to everyone i knew. hoho.
tmrw's rahman's last day of work before he quits
and checks into his CAMP!
hahahha.. he's dreading it lor (:
good luck hor, rahman...


so chatted here and there and went up
to level 4 to accompany nana for her 1/2hr break.
went to sony gallery and yada yada yada..
and then into royal sporting house..
yada yada yada..
all the way til nana had to leave for work.


and so sharul and i headed down to taka.
walked here and there, round and round.
into some shops and looked around.
then we went home.
i think i missed out one place.
or maybe not? i forgot la.
so yea, then we went home.
i was fucking tired i tell you.
my body was so damn fatigue..


from laughing and training. hoho.
so we took the train to Marina Bay and
bounced back towards home sweet home.
in the journet, sharul and i were like camwhoring.
got ourselves seat and i took out my word puzzle
book and started my word search..


then sharul sebok!
he "helped" me in a way which makes me feel defeated.
so i dont want his help. boo!
and he wants me to say this:
"today sharul i so nice and kind because he helped
me with the word puzzle but i insisted on being mean
and not let him help me.."


which is true! i wna play one, lor..
haha. we played the word puzzle until sharul
reached his stop; sembawang.
i was left alone and i played another
5 more pages before i reached yew tee.
and i walked home.


that's about it.
boring, i know.
what the heck; im fucking tired.


but i had fun with you sharul!
haha, yea we shall go out more (:
wheee~~*


`Bee. [fuck, my stomach pain. TSK.]

its the seasons


new skin! (:
pretty, you think?
no? aww, c'mon..
i realised i forgot to add something.
the archives.
haha, not that anyone bothers.
but i love to reminisce.


the past creates who we are today. :)


im still feeling so much sore in the throat, though.
yes, and the TORNSILS still hurt. (hint: meyaa)
and shucks, i think it's the seasons.
the season where everyone falls sick.
and its so contagious.
but for me, i think it was the rain.


for the first two weeks of school,
i've been training in the rain for frisbee.
and i mean, drizzling rain not light ones.
and its been weeks (almost a month) since
anything has happened to me; falling sick.


i wondered why.
so i guess it's coming now.
yes, coming! move move!!
*shoves*


fana felt sore and sick too.
sharul said he got his giddiness from me. (right..)
meyaa told me she's falling sick.
and carisa was zombified as well..
..now she's officially sick.
poor thing! and she's not coming to school tmrw.
which means, not coming for frisbee as well.
but it's alright.
get well soon gundoo!
faster come back and i can introduce to HOT GIRL!
(:


silly girl.


and nikki better go for frisbee tmrw.
i dont wna go alone! it's so fun.. not.
seriously..


okay i think im tired.
hope the skin's pretty, though.
tag me if there's anything you want to say.


nights, (:
kenneth rocks!

`Bee.

sick.


im feeling sick.
i think im going to be sick.
my thornsills are swollen.
and my throat is fucking sore.
i hate this feeling. :(


it sucks..


and im freezing in this damn computer lab.
it's so fucking cold! brr...
thank god i brought my jacket..
(yeap, thanks to the huge bag ive got)
hehh.. :)


my right thumb is swollen.
omg, why is my everything swollen?
i dont know.. gee.
its really red and ugly.
funny that it doesnt hurt, though.
okay, it does la. but not so bad..


argh, my throat hurts.
but i still ate sambal just now.
hoho. congrats; ive officially worsen the situation.


snorts*


okay im out.
wont be blogging again later.
today's not interesting enough.


hah. okay, peace*


`Bee.

it was a long weekend, indeed (:





my apologies once again for the lack of updates.
it's bugging me, too. i know..
but it's a long weekend and it was the most tiring one.
so many things happened in three days.
and it was so memorable.
c'mon.. it was mother's day. (:


so the weekends had a very good kick start to it.
it was a friday and i already had so many plans.
wow, so much for the much needed rest i plan to have!
but it's okay. all's good. it's all fine, cause i had fun.
tremendous fun, to be exact.
whee*~


on a pretty early vesak day afternoon,
my family had a kenduri arwah,
(a family ceremonial gathering, in general), to attend.
it was at my cousin's place, at jurong east.
and that's where i met nurul and the rest of the family!
WOW, it's been such a long time since we last saw each other.
though not for me and nurul but hey, it's only in times like
this that we get to embrace and exchange words.
it was so warm a family gathering
and i loved the atmosphere.


my family rocks. :)
and although time was really constraint and all,
i never run away from photo-whoring all around.
that's me, baby.
take it or leave it.


im sorry i cant really put a lot of pictures because im too lazy to upload them (:

but that's nurul! my darling cousin of all time. mwacks.


and that's cousin shasha, short for natasha. she's all grown up. (: pretty!


but good things come to an end, they must.
a pretty fast end i should say.
i had more errands to do right after the "ceremony" was over.
we had a dinner reception over at Hajah Maimunah Restaurant
in conjuction with the Mother's Day Celebration they had for us.
so, kissed our goodbyes with one another and fled away.


food glorious food. oo la oompf*
the food looks yummy and i was half-filled.
i didnt eat a lot, though (weird, i know) but
i couldnt stuff myself a lot, then. i dont know why.
hoho.


eat eat eat . chomp chomp chomp .
all the food was gulped down so gluttonously(?).
there was siput, (a kind of seafood with shell. HAHA),
and i tell you.. it was heaven. seriously. it rocks. (:
but my cousins dont know how to eat it!
wastedd. but heck, i feasted on them like never before!



mellissa (caca) & farahlina (nina)


caca (mellissa) was brave enough to try on the siputs, though.
while anna and nina (farahlina) were like fidgeting at the sight of us.
haha. poor nina. she tried one and ended up all teary and puky.
it wasnt my fault! haha. but credits should be given to her, she tried!
not like anna, she merely said that the siputs reminded her of snails
with their green slimy slob stuck on the path that they walk past.


what the hell, anna.


but i still loved the food anyways. (:
heavenly tasty..
yea, i was exaggerating. but oh wells. not bad, lah.



nurool&anna (:


and so i thought the mother's day thing they had was going on fine.
everything was fine, actually. nothing really bothering..
until i was TOLD TO SING.


ohmygod, you can repeat your sutras.
you read it right.
i HAD to sing a song in front of every human being alive there.
and AND AND, it's soo embarrasing because..


..i was full and and.. yea, not in the best shape to sing.
i had to sing a song for the mothers there
(thanks to my mom who requested discreetly)
a song called "Untukmu Ibu" by Exists.
and i tell you, it has high notes to be pitched and imagine
me pitching them.. with my bloated tummy.


lucky i can! wah, if not malu sehh.. boo*



the mothers; aunty narimah, mommy, aunty nazariah and the beloved nenek! (:


granny&i. love her to bits. <33!*


mother&daughter. happy mom's day, momsie! (: loveyaa!


so the day was well spent and it was fun.
all the singins, and laughings and catching up.
yeaps, plus the food too. hoho. it's all going very well.
glad that we had fun especially nenek.
cause w/o her, there's no us!
so she's the queen of the day. (:
with lots of love!


everything ended too soon and it was time to
check into the chalet at downtown east resort.
yes, that night itself. cool, aye?
the night was not so bad la.
though i didnt quite like the people who came
to drop by for a while, they're just so.. eww-ish.
bad? i know. -pouts.


saturday!
we had breakfast in the morning at kfc!
it rocked rocked rocked.
beens so long since i last savoured chicken meat!
and it was heaven. (: rocked so much.
we went to take our rounds after that and
brother and i got stuck in the XBox play centre.
yes, for three solid hours, we were hooked onto
playing XBox like mad people.


yes, how XBox deprived! but it rocks.
i got home all dizzy frizzy mcjiggy! (:
back from gaming arena, we chilled in the chalet for a while.
then when it was late evening, we went swimming!
oh, cool man. it's been super long since i went swimming, too.
fun fun funnn~~!!


was all tired and bushed after that.
(im trying to cut it short here. (: heh)
went back and bathed, then changed and went
out for supper at changi.. i dont know which part.
but yea, satay!~ ..satay rocks. (:
oh, and everyone bought their phone a hard casing.
hahaha, so cute. first it was me, then mother, then dad.
passing trend, aye?
cool la my family (:


sunday came and we had to check out.
breakfast at mcds in the morning,
another hour of XBox-ing after that
and we headed to Escape Theme Park after that.
helluva fun and totally worth it!
maybe it was because its been eons since i last went.
so, everything was fun again. hohoho (:


we got all dizzy and nauseaus.
dad and i was all puky and we couldnt take it anymore.
so we went to Expo Hall to look at Wedding Galleries.
oh hell yea, they were pretty i tell you!
nice nice nice. (:
and lovely models too.
cool. i wna be as pretty as them on my wedding day!


hehh..


got sick of people asking me if i was getting married.
so we got out of that Hall and went into the Metro mega sale.
hoho. and i bought my Hush Puppies Undies! (:
yeay, finally. so colourful and.. niceeee. oo laa laa.
bought some lingeries as well and yea, that's about it.


i guess we couldnt take it anymore and got really tired
so we decided to take a curb and head on home.
i really missed my bed and home.
home sick, like totally!
so home sweet home it was (:

so today;
school was fine. and so was everything.
except electives. shall not elaborate on that.
shucks, freaking waste of time and effort to be there.
oh wells. moving on~
i finally talked to hot girl!
yes, the girl that carisa kept saying, and chanting, "hot girl".
her name's Jess and she's from China.
hoho, she's hawt.
the way she looks at you.. oh my..
i feel so lesbianny already! (:
hehh.


she was in for the re-audition to the foreign bodies, too.
and she was like telling me how dumb she felt,
because she forgot all the steps.
aww, i feel the same way!
and she kept saying ive got that "dancer's look".
hahaha. she's so cute. and hawt.. and woo ~


(: she rocks.
i got to talk to her! (carisa, HEHH!)


frisbee was fun. played full court against the seniors.
and damn, they're powerful. (:
and fuck, kenneth is so fucking cute
i salute them, man! i wish to be like them one day.
i will! i hope soo.. :)


went home straight after frisbee.
met sharul along the way.
hoho. accompanied me for one station only.
but thanks, anyway dude. (:


speaking of which, ive got something to diss
farhana already! yeay. royal blusher la she.


rocks rocks.
`Bee. (:

when two gundoo heads meet each other..



..nothing is ever produced.

what the f*ck?
tell me about it man.
my day was just plain sucky.
not entirely, but still!
oh my gosh.

let's see;

school started later then normal and i thanked god.
it even ended earlier than usual, too. im more thankful to god.
and normally, we'll have frisbee in the evening at 6pm.
so being the frisbee-crazy-girls, nikki, carisa and i
hung around town (city hall) before frisbee started.

i went shopping!!! hurray..

i finally got my slippers from new urban male
that i've been eyeing and eyeing for so long. (:
i bought the white and baby blue one.
white base and baby blue straps. it rocks.
and im loving it! pada pap pap paa..

then we moved onto suntec city to get my shorts.
yeaps, at carrefour. (: FBT shorts, here i come!
bought one M size and another in L.
traded the M size with carisa since she DUMBLY
bought two pairs of shorts in size L. wtf?
she's so dumb and gundoo la sometimes. (:

but she rocks still.

and so does nikki! ..she bought a pair or tops and bottoms
for herself too! haha. we're all FBT fans. hahaha. FBTFanCLUB!
paid and stuffs and carisa bought a red file. *insert lame face -.-*
and then we headed to marina square and went to have snacks.

..kaya toast and two half-boiled eggs.
KILLERNYS, or smth. i freaking forgot how it was spelt.
who cares anyways, you can ask carisa if you want.
if not? ..none of my business. (:
oh ya, guo hua was there too.

..lame..

so yea, done with everything, we went back to school.
well, we had to walk to the MRT station first, right?
so yea, while walking.. i was busy talking to nikki..
as usual, i cant stop talking anyways. so yeah..
then there's this guy. he was walking in the opposite
direction of me as in, i walk front, he's going backwards.
nono, not backwards.. he's walking the other direction.
YEA.

so, he was staring at me.
i didnt see it, but it was a glance.
and from the corner of my eyes, i could see and FEEL that
he was farking staring at me while walking.
well, at a slower pace la.
i simply looked away because i cant be stuffed anyways.
then carisa went like, "nurool! nurool!"
and before i could turn to her, i saw that guy's face.
..it was AMIR! oh hell yea, my dude.
he looks so shagged. so fatigue. so.. poorthing.

and his fringe was straight. *insert another lame face -.-" *
i asked him if he rebonded his hair, but he said no.
so i was like, 'ohh.. oh kayee..'
i was lost for words actually because i was thinking
how he was doing. i mean, he really looked shagged.
and before i could say anything else, he spread his arms wide.
awww.. and i gave him a big warm hug. :)

sweet aye? haha. he's so brotherly la.
he then told me that he was working and that he was from
school.. with his laptop in his bag. haha so cute..
i really pitied him because he seems so tired
aiyo, amir ar.. take care man! see you around soon!
((: miss ya.

okay so then we took the train to school.
as for nikki, she decided not to go to frisbee.
i dont really know why? prolly she's got something on.
but she told us she didnt felt like going. oh wells.
so we separated and took our own routes.

on the way down the escalator,
i saw the train that we're supposed to board
at the platform with its doors wide open.
then i was like, "eh! our train!"
so the three of us, carisa, gh and i
were like chasing the train.
gh was so funny sia.
he was practically saying, "aiya.. cannot make it la.. cannot make it la.."
but at the same time, he was RUNNING to catch that train.

lol imagine that!
'cannot make it la.. cannot make it la..'- and hops into the train
JUST BEFORE the door closes. hahhaha.
he's so lame yet funny.
oh, irony.
whatever..

and OH, know what's the BEST THING for today?


there's NO frisbee. FUCK.
there was a change in the training days
and it was told in the blog but neither me NOR carisa
read that fucking entry. which hence made us so stupid.
WE WERE ALL SET AND READY..

..to be mocked at.

there's this guy who is in frisbee came up
to us and say, "hey.. today no frisbee"..
i was like =O really?
he was like, "yeah.. never read blog ar?"
carisa and i were like.. "err..no?"
then he laughed.. What The Hell!
oh my god.

so we thought maybe the Comp Lab was open.
and we could go check the, entry on the changed
training days, out at the blog they had.
WAH SUAY, the comp labs are all closed.
we took the trouble to go all the way to level 5
and even fought for the lift up with the cleaners,
only to find out that we've got NOWHERE to go.

so being gundoos, we went into the toilet.
to change, of course.. duh
but FUCK, the TOILET STUNK LIKE FUCK.
so in the end, we went to the handicapped's toilet
and SAT in there, laughing, taking pictures and
eventually.. changed.
what a BAD day.
waste time, waste everything. hoho.

so changed already, me and carisa went to j8.
OH THAT'S WHERE I CAUGHT MY EYE ON THAT PUMA BAG.
woo hoo! okay, whatever..

SO..

there's school tmrw and it starts at 1pm.
rocks, right? so late night tonight. (:
chatting with fiQri now. (take credit!)
i know that was totally random but he wants
me to blog and put his name in today's post.
so, there goes your name. :)

want one more time? here; fiQri.
haha. i rock! (:

there's also Foreign Bodies re-auditioning tmrw.
steve's going for it. he doesnt care if he was rejected once.
..whoa, perseverance. :) hoho. he so cute la.
i dno if im going! I WANT TO. but oh what the hell.
i hope i'm going. (:

ok, nights!

oh yar! im going to get that Puma bag carisa got
tomorrow! yipee. haha. I DONT CARE. puma rocks.
so do i! YES YES!

and also there's clinical lab test tmrw on transportation.
hope i'll pass it and not do the following instead:


hoho.

oh by the way! andy says im sexy. HAHAHAHA.
because i wore a tanktop to school today.
"wow.. nurool is so sexy.." HAHAHAHA..
he rocks, too. (:

ok, nights now..
`Bee.

the one and only love* ;

first and foremost, my apologies to all my readers,
loyal or not (heh), for the absence of my updates.
ive been stuffed with school and packed with so many
things that has got to do with school in a way or another.


things like CCA (after-school activities) and even
group discussions regarding our ICA that we're going
to have (and be tested on) in week 7.
hah, as hardworking as it may seem/sound,
my group AND I, haven't started out on anything yet!
hurhur. so much for the staying backs.

but it's true, we're going to be busy bumblebees
once this week is over because it's week 5 next week
and ICA is coming in two weeks time! oh, okay.

..enough crap about ICA already.

currently, im in computer lab 2 of block H.
there's a two-hour break and we've decided to come
here and do our thang, you know? hoho.
i think it's best that i come to school and blog.
rather than blogging at home because as soon as
i turn on my pc at home, i'll be chatting away like nobody's
business and by then, i cant be bothered enough to blog already. (:

there's frisbee traning today and i'm so looking foward to it!
there's this thing/somekind of a force that attracts me to this
sport and im loving it oh so fucking much! frisB rocks! yay.
oh, i bought two tops for frisbee. two sportwear top that is.
it's FBT and it's fucking cheap. hahaha. well, the reason i said it was
fucking cheap was because im broke and i didnt bring the money
to buy those tops last saturday! (when i was out with the bestie, dee)
so yeahs, i got them nonetheless. a black and a red one.
im wearing the red one today! and i hope the people in frisbee wont
mistake me for being in the kayaking team because red is THEIR colour.
hahaha. at least that's what i think. hoho.

but anyways, i had a pretty bad day last saturday.
might elaborate on that later. but for now, i want to tell you
people about my new tagger! ahaha.
naw, nothing big but gee, im honoured man.
i've got a tagger all the way from PARIS!
cool. and i love french men. the language and accent.
ooh so hawt!

minuit, if youre reading this, im implying that i love your country!
yes, i love paris a lot and ive been dreaming to go to paris all my life.
the country is so special to me and i get very envious of my friends
who go to europe for touring during their vacation.
though most of them weren't as crazy as i am to touch the eiffle tower,
they got to go near and took pictures of it! im so jealous!

minuit, bring me to paris! NOW! hahaha. im just kidding. (:

hey, even uncle andrew told me to save up and go touring
all around the world, but europe is the nicest place to go.
..and when ive done so, that's when ive seen life!
i dont know if he's just making me feel even more sore from
jealousy, but i sure do know i want to go touring and see
what HE calls "life", in europe! and jolly well go realise my dreams as well.

oh, im so excited already. whee whee.. oh by the way, minuit,
thanks for tagging at the tagboard, yea?
ive never thought ive got such loyal taggers and one from paris!
COOL! thanks a million, dude. (:

now let's talk about last saturday;
it was a girl's day out for me and my bestfriend.
yeaps, after eons of years and tons of i miss yous,
we finally got to meet and see each other!
i tell you, it was such a relieving sight.
man, she was in jeans and i was in skirt! how ironic!
well i thought she, being the miss girlish, would wear a skirt
like she always do. but no, i was wronged! hoho. she wore a jeans.
read that clearly, JEANS. scary? not yet.

and me? I WORE A SKIRT! now that's what you call, "freaky".
because i'd never dream of wearing a skirt out.
although my school (well, any polytechnics) does not require
any uniforms to attend school, ive NEVER worn skirt once.
not even once, yes. no no no. hell no.
it was shocking man! we were the opposites. and that's PURE IRONY.

so we headed down town to chill. as usual, we got to hereen
and start taking neoprints! oh, it's been ages since i took one. (:
but it doesnt look as pretty, though. it's probably the machine.
hahaha, tell me who blames themselves for the ugly pictures?
we walked more around town and took a bus (WHICH LED US TO OUTRAM)
and literally cam-whored in the bus, along the way. hoho, typical us.
i dont have the pictures here with me now. but i'll post it up soon.

briefly, we went to suntec city to get my top and sat around
the fountain of wealth and took more pictures. from sitting, to standing
and even to squatting. my goodness, we were terribly picture-deprived
thanks to the hectic schedule we have in school, so yeah.

then it was the mother-trauma.
i hate it when she calls up and rush me.
i hate it when she makes me run around.
i hate it when she just have to ruin my plan.
and i definately hate it when she messes up everything.
it's so irritating and it spoils my mood.
i never liked it when she calls me on my cell.
i never liked it when she start to tell me what to do.
i never liked it when she asked me a lot of questions.
oh, just fuck it.

dont worry, people. im fine. im just pissed. that's it.

let's skip that part, aight.

..to be continued..

hey, im back. now im at home, right after frisbee.
and frisbee rocks. BIG TIME. hell yea it rocks!
had super loads of tremendous fun and i enjoyed myself.
what's more, i met hanif after training just now for dinner!
hee hee. it's been eons since i last met him, too. and i had fun.
thanks for the meet and dinner, bro! haha. we're going out tmrw again.
this time with dale. for a shopping spree. haha. (:
but im not going to shop. i'll just go to town and collect my pay.
April's pay! which i only worked for a few days..
i wonder how much i earned. hmm.. must be a little. but it's okay.
something is always better than nothing. true? absolutely. (:

training rocks my socks. we had drills again. but this time,
i hated the group. i hated this drill group. because the people were
either bad throwers or bad catchers.. which costed us our target points.
if you dont know what it means, i'll explain some other time. :)
and so, drills was done pretty badly. except for backhand throwing.
we managed to hit the 10-point target only after a numerous amount of drops.
forehand throwing is bad. oh my god, i suck at it. amazingly, only during drills.
games? i rock! ..okay, bad one.

had a tiff with mother (again) and it's so irritating.
she still thinks im a small girl when im almost 17.
come on, i know 17 is a puny age to be left alone.
but she still doesnt trust me and she thinks im out
with some guy that she thinks is my boyfriend.
oh, she's so narrow minded. frustrating!!! grr..

forget it, ive got no mood to blog.

psst bro: i had fun with you last night. haha. though it was a short while,
i hope you understand my situation yea? thanks! and seeya tmrw! byebye.

ahh! dirbikes craze.. (:



im like, so crazy about bikes now.
seriously.. like, whoaa. dirtbikes
awe me like so damn good man.
100% SURE!! WHEE. ((:

anyways.. did i say tell you?
that im taking my bike license
like what? NEXT YEAR?
oh hell yea!! im rocking now, dude.
honestly, rocking and kicking.
im so fucking happy like a mad bitch.
ive never believe that my dream would
actually come true, more over to be
THIS close. im going to be a bikergirl!

HIP HIP HURRRAYYY!! ((:

SO, i was bike-surfing around on the net
when i came across such a cute, hot racer!
oh my god. and i got his profile now. (:

Stephane Roncada Rider Profile



Birthday: 3/16/79
Height: 5’9
Weight:175 (fuck, is this in pounds or kg?)
Hair Color: brown (oh shit, he rawks!)
Eye Color: brown (this one too! :D:D)
First Race: first pro race-1997 LA Coliseum
Favorite Track: Red Budd
All Time Favorite Rider: JMB
Greatest Moment: 200 East Coast Champion (damn, he's fucken cool)
Favorite Motorcycles: 90 4 stroke
Type of Car Owed: Mitsubishi Evolution 8, BMW 525i, Nissan 350Z
Training Program: gym, riding, stretching, strict diet
Favorite Food: pasta
Race Career: turned pro 1997
Hopes for the Season: win east coast championship & outdoors
Hobby: video games, cars,
Wife/Girlfriend: Carlie Schultz nurool (:

and ive got pictures of him caught in action!
of course, during racing la. you cant possibly
get a video of him having sex with his wife me
posted here, on MY blog, right? it's privacy!! x)



holy cow. madness. im fucking excited now.
experiencing severe orgasms, looking at bikes.
oh fuck, im getting abnormal. but who cares, i loike!
damn, i dont need no boyfie or whatsoever.
just Stephane Roncada and i'm ready to go! (:
voila. he's so fucken hawt. OOO.. MADNESS.

now i really need a bike. a DIRTbike.
a scrambler, oh whatever.

..wait, i need that fucken license first before
i get my sexy ass on that bikes (and the guys)
hehehehehe. 29.10.2007, faster come.
fuck this government who says 18 is the
legal age to take/have a bike license.
oh, i cant wait already!

shit, and all this bike madness/craze has
made me all crappy and shitty because
i cant get no bike license now and all i can do
is ride dad's RX-Z around the carpark PROPERLY
(yes, properly without daddy having to sit at
my back, controlling those damn clutches..)
now that ive learnt to control acceleration and
the steering. (: i.. cant.. breathe.. i.. need.. a.. BIKE..

RIGHT NOW!!

shit, nurool. youre wasting your time.
oh by the way, sorry for the abrupt start to this entry.
haha. im currently in the Computer Lab 2, Block H, Level 5
(wah.. excessive information sehh.. hoho)
during my three-hour break doing nothing but,
go round bike-surfing through the net all over. (:
and i so cant wait.

daddy, i want my bike! :(

..pretty please??

okay, enough crap. im seriously taking my
bike license right after my birthday next year.
as soon as i turn 18, as soon as i am legally eligible
to take a damn bike license.
AND AS SOON AS THIS YEAR PAST QUICKLY!
..that's the toughest part. x(

and now, im feeling rotten.
haiz. jellybeans, anyone? boo.

oh, by the way.. today is the first day of school
for those who are going ITE! hoho. hope their
first day of ITE will be fun.
people like Hafiz, Eric, Fathu, Hasfurah, Ayn,
Farhan, Liyana (kecik) and many more that i know
but i dont feel like listing them down because i dont
really like them, what's more like them. (:

..uhh?? im fucking not making any sense here.. shit.

i'm feeling all perky now. and am ready to pluck pluck
lela's eyebrows later! wheees. my, it's only 12.21PM
and i bet she's still snoring at home. why?
her lessons start at FOUR! how cool is that?
4-6pm. 2 hours only, what the hell?
but she's coming at 2. to meet her andy, and later,
ME (you better remember, lela) at three. (:

im so looking forward to it. yeh yeh.
*shakes ass*
crap.

okay i guess this is enough. too much blogging
will only lead to my non-existance to the world.
what the fuck am i talking about?
..i dont know either. but heck, i love bikes!

daddy, I WANT MY BIKE!!

one that's like this..


or maybe this one, too?


or maybe ALL of these? ((((:


pretty PLEASEE?? mwacks, i love you daddy!

`BIKERgirl, bee. ((:

im just another girl, next door..



..who makes mistakes as well. and its inevitable because im only human. and human makes mistakes. but that also doesnt mean that i can continue making mistakes like i always do.. i love you, LADEN lela. (:

you know what, people?
ive never felt better and more excited
to start blogging right now. (:
because the coast is clear,
the waves have gone in.
the life is good,
and the problems are resolved.

hurray to me! (: hohoho.

anyways, sorry bucketfulls that
i havent been updating loyally,
well yea, i was "caught up". heh.
and as usual, i wont blog.
so that explains it all, aye?
but all's good. all's good now..
thank god for it, im smiling (:
yippeedoos.

so let's recap.. oh btw,
HAPPY FIRST MAY, PEOPLE!
haha. i hate to call it labour day?
..because i've quit my job to school.
but it's alright. because im loving
school so much that i wont even
bother to give a damn about
part time jobs during the weekends. (:
and im meaning it. hohoho.

school rocks.. not because of LJ.
seriously, i think what nikki said was right.
maybe he couldnt be stuffed to look for us,
thinking he's the big king and we, maids have
to look for him and "serve" him. x(
but on a lighter note, maybe he's shy to mix
around with the three of us already.
i dont know. i cant tell..
but he's still cute la.
he's in my wallpaper on this pc, anyways! (:

it's monday, and there's no frisB.
thanks to "labour" day.. hah.
frisbee has become such a big part
of me that im loving it so much!
even carisa got hooked onto it,
well i dont know about nikki but oh wells.
frisbee rocks. especially when there's
kenneth, ben and all oh.. HEAVEN.
:D wheee!! x)~~

i just dropped my phone. ARGH.
and im feeling such a pinch in my heart.
the metal part, is slightly dented.
fuck man. ): so sad.
it's my OWN money for heaven's sake.
though not 100%, but it's still my money!
and the time spent to upload songs into it,
shit, it's so much sacrifice. damn..
my precious lullaby~~ (aper jer, rool..)

i dont know, ive got nothing to blog about.
oh yes, i didnt get into foreign bodies.
yea, did i tell you that?
seems like i did, but nevermind. i think i
told everyone about that, hoho. (:
but it's okay, it's really okay.
i think frisbee is far off better than dancing.
oh crap, i cant wait for wednesday!

till then~
`Bee. (: