officially sick

madness, i think im officially sick.
my voice's evolving into that of a man's.
it's awful, though its not so bad yet.
the feeling of swollen throat/tornsils
just suck big time. :'(


i still remembered during s4, last year.
i had a very bad cough and a terrible throat infection.
it was so bad that i totally lost my voice
and i couldnt talk AT ALL.
oh hell..
it was excruciating for me because i cant express!
i felt like a mute with no knowledge
of non-verbal communication ways.
it was stupid and i was made fun of!


some people thanked god; for the drastic lost of noise pollution
some people made me screamed to "test run" my lost voice.
some even laughed at me when i spoke and nothing came
out except air and my stinko breath. (hoho)


and i hope i dont lose my voice like that again
this time round cause it sucks!
..BIG time, man. :(
oh wells..


SO, today was pretty okay.
quite a fun day actually.
sadly carisa is not there to witness the multiple
shots that we shoot at juremy in tutorials today!
hahahaha..
he's super funny, i tell you.
can i swear to it, as well?
oh my gosh, hahaha. (:
nikki will know why..
he's seriously funny!..
so funny that..


..im going to start being like him! fuck.


ive started to get "melatah"s when people
catch/scare me off guard.
it's so not me man!
but juremy shot his powers to me.
tsk! and now everyone's dissing me!


..even sharul, too.
but nevermind. i shall NOT melatah anymore.
(: and yes, i'll make that sure.
hmpf!*


so frisbee was alright.
mostly drills and more drills.
50backhands, 30forehands and 2 different distances.
and it wasnt that easy, lor..
nikki and i kept dropping the disc and
throwing it in wrong direction or speed.
it's so frustrating!
but it was fun!
hee, frisbee rocks! (:


went to meet sharul after frisbee.
i changed into my white t-shirt because i was
stinking in my red fbt top! hahaha.
oh by the way, it's sarah's 19th birthday today!
so is xiao tian's 17th birthday! (:
ooh, happy happy birthday, sweeties! mwacks(:


went to orchard and looked for nana.
luckily she was working.
and mei hui was there too!
talked a little to nana and also the rest of the store.
hahh. said hi to everyone i knew. hoho.
tmrw's rahman's last day of work before he quits
and checks into his CAMP!
hahahha.. he's dreading it lor (:
good luck hor, rahman...


so chatted here and there and went up
to level 4 to accompany nana for her 1/2hr break.
went to sony gallery and yada yada yada..
and then into royal sporting house..
yada yada yada..
all the way til nana had to leave for work.


and so sharul and i headed down to taka.
walked here and there, round and round.
into some shops and looked around.
then we went home.
i think i missed out one place.
or maybe not? i forgot la.
so yea, then we went home.
i was fucking tired i tell you.
my body was so damn fatigue..


from laughing and training. hoho.
so we took the train to Marina Bay and
bounced back towards home sweet home.
in the journet, sharul and i were like camwhoring.
got ourselves seat and i took out my word puzzle
book and started my word search..


then sharul sebok!
he "helped" me in a way which makes me feel defeated.
so i dont want his help. boo!
and he wants me to say this:
"today sharul i so nice and kind because he helped
me with the word puzzle but i insisted on being mean
and not let him help me.."


which is true! i wna play one, lor..
haha. we played the word puzzle until sharul
reached his stop; sembawang.
i was left alone and i played another
5 more pages before i reached yew tee.
and i walked home.


that's about it.
boring, i know.
what the heck; im fucking tired.


but i had fun with you sharul!
haha, yea we shall go out more (:
wheee~~*


`Bee. [fuck, my stomach pain. TSK.]