it was great!!*

hanisah's birthday party rocks!
yes, partially because the MBs (well, almost)
got to reunite with one another,
like finally!
phewws. i miss them girls. (:


it was pretty pretty at first.
and it got pretty ugly.
soon later, it got ugly ugly
and some things cropped up.


was stressed like ever since the weekend
started on friday, and i was choking.
)'=
had a stressing day with the mother,
and my mind was twirling all around,
drained and paranoid.
i was hoping for things to brightened up
when i meet my girls, the MBs.
but somethings cropped up and
oh wells.. yada yada yada.


well i admit i was very silly and freaking
slow to realise my mistakes but i was just
being me la, the plain dumb toot.
sorry if ive been hurting you all these while.
but you still stuck by me, and remained
my dearest bestfriend.
i hope MY BLOODY mouth can switch
with someone else's.
maybe mariah carey's?


okok crap.
but im sorry k?
really am.
and dang, i dont wna start all over again.
cause it's all good now.
and thank god for it.
(: i love you bestie!


SO, the party was rocking.
met up with the rest, esp XT!
i really missed the working times we had.
beancurd-ing and stuffs.
oh man oh man.
but xt, you still looked good! :)


oh, can i name the people that's there?
okay, here goes!:
MBs! -> dee, susu, naq, yana, fyra,
asyraf, simseng, xt, nizam, shahril, bah, faizal
erms.. and a few other friends of hanisah.
haha. i know that's random.
so... yeah.


im in school now.
and its freezing cold.
i was talking about the computer lab.
because i adjusted the temperature to 10degrees
hahahaha. and now we're all freezing.
im too lazy to readjust la,
though i sit the nearest to the controller.
(: let me see how the whole room likes it.
heh heh..


met sharul just now! :D
two whole days of no news from him kinda suck.
he's busy, yes i know.
but but but.. okay, forget it.
so i was saying? i met him? yes.
and it was gooood. (:
i didnt had anything to say at first.
so i remained quiet like in the 'first half'.
no, i wasnt unhappy or anything,
but i dno.
prolly it's the feeling to excitedness
plus plus a lot of different emotions.
what is it called?
mixed feelings?
ah.. yes.


but the 'second half' was better la.
:) and i shall not elaborate.
it's for me, me, me and me only.


shit, i think i saw this girl from school and i think
she saw me too, well duh, she was directly in front of us.
geee.. i dno why, i feel so insecure.
hoho.


-snorts.


there's frisbee today and and and
nikki & carisa's not going.
-frowns.
i've got no company!
and it makes me feel like skipping, too.
but nono, i shall be good and not skip.
as for nikki, i understand her situation.
i mean, c'mon, her rash on her thighs
and hands are SPREADING!
omgomgomg.
it's pretty gross actually but so poorthing!
she needs to go to the doctor and i hope that
sebastian BRINGS her to the doctor's quick.
tsktsktsk..


and carisa gundoo wna study for socio ICA.
at AMK library. hahaha. funny lor.
but nevermind.
let them go. im the guai one!
i hope amy's going so i got company.
okay okay okay??


..okay..


blablabla.
im bored.
and ccc ooo lll ddd..
brr.. brr.. bzzt.. pfft.


`Bee.