mother why did you leave dad? why did you have to make things difficult? for me, you and dad? i was young, and i knew nothing. you were a lot younger, and probably.. ..immature..
father why you leave mom? why did you have to make things difficult? for me, you, and mom? i was very young, and i knew nothing. you were a lot younger, but i knew, that you knew something..
tell me things cannot work out anymore. tell me you guys weren't fated to stay. tell me i was the unlucky victim, of your broken love, your broken chamber.
you blame each other when things go wrong. you make me the subject of each other's anger. you treat me like i dont feel any pressure. and you think i'm taking it easy when deep down inside i dont, and i can't.
parents, dont do this to me. both of you have got your own families. and you are free from each other's clutches. but i'm not. im what that makes us, once a family. im what that bears and carries your blood. im what that keeps you guys going. im what that you called 'daughter'.
parents, if you love me like you do before, please stop all these nonsense. i'm still young, and im still growing up. i dont want to feel so tired of growing up. i dont want to feel so sick of living. i still want to move on in life. and i want you to do the same.
help me get away from all these, god. cause there's no one i seek in besides you. only you can help me now. no one can understand the feelings i feel. you created this, god. you made my fate go this way, now you show me the light exiting this, ugly, bad, and painful fate. please..
