my week has been rather eventful, i must say. heck, it was one busy week. sad to say, i hadnt had the time to blog, so it explains why my entries are not there, ahahaha. duh, nurool.


for the past week, life's sort of hectic for me. presentations, assignments, datelines.. okay nothing's new but they're THERE, on my schedule. so i cant run away. im glad that most of the presentations are over now. except that 1028 one that's due in wk16. please tell me that the group does not go wrong this time.



okay, so i passed my clinical. (: YEAH MAN! it rocks la. the feeling is just so soo relieving? gosh, i was really frightened by the number of failed students last week and this week. especially by that Mdm Norain, or whatever her name is. THANK GOD, i didnt get her. i got Bella! and lucky enough, i passed.
maybe not so lucky. THANK MY TALKATIVE MOUTH! (:


everything went fine except my TPR questioning. and carisa! she's so nervous (for me, i guess) that her heartbeat was so fast and thumping so loudly. whoa, it made MY heartbeat doubled up, man. in the second TPR attempt, Bella told her to close her eyes, hahaha. luckily she cooled down a little. wheeee! thanks carisa for being my specimen. hehe.


and thank you guys, all of you who gave me support and believed that i could pass. (: hee.. thanks everyone. LOVE! x)


so, simah and mai passed too. thank goodness. well, they're ENs anyways, it shouldnt be much of a problem to them but good thing they passed. (: MAI is so funny! hahaha. she likes to imitate Ambel, our lecturer and the way Ambel speaks and gestures. hahaha, she's just so cute lah, MAI. wheeeee.


happy happy us went to far east for dinner! yay. feasted quite a lot. haha. butter prawns, fried wantons, our own ala carte. wow, nice. chat and chat and laughed. i feel so comfortable. (: after dinner, we walked around and alas, i head home.


there were THREE events that make me realise how Singapore is as a nation. and how it's citizens is not so courteous or even HELPFUL at all. this is so sad, man. i mean, HEY, hello? OVER HERE? when there's a man in need, where's the help? gosh..


well, #1: i was in the train and it was packed. c'mon, orchard road.. what do you expect? and there was no available seats, which means to say, alot of us were standing. so yeah, i stood. listened to my mp3 and stoned. when we reached toa payoh, i got a seat. and i think there's this guy who boarded the train. i didnt really see him but until woodlands, then i noticed him. (by then, the train is pretty much cleared out already)..
he was standing, or.. leaning on the side, more like. and i started to notice him when he was actually sliding down the glass he was leaning on. and it was like, he tried to stand but his knees were too weak or smth, and he kept leaning forward as if he's going to fall anytime. yes, i was as blur as you are right now. but then i looked closer.. he was actually sleeping. okay, that's not the point. my point is, he is tired! and he was practically slumped to the glass, trying to catch some sleep.


thing is, there are seats but he dont know it. he just cant open his eyes anymore and he was too god damn tired to look around. i knew that all he need was sleep. and NO ONE went up to him to at least ask him if he's okay or in pain because he really seemed to be bending forward, as if going to fall forward anytime. i mean, you know when someone sleeps, for example when they sit down, their head tend to fall to the side or smth right? yeah, it's the same for him. but now since he's standing, he's BODY is practically falling off the glass.


and he looked sooooo pitiful but NO ONE bloody give a damn. they just WALK PAST HIM and there's this one totally ignorant singaporean, she just dashed across him to GRAB THE SEAT at the corners. omg, i am soooooo astounded! okay, im not trying to say that others wont help so they're irresponsible when im not. it's just that, im afraid. im really scared. but at the same time, i really pitied him, you know? i ALMOST went up to him and tap his shoulder but im just afraid if he'll grab me by my boobs or smth. HAHA, but hey.. he was really THAT pitiful. :(


BUT NO ONE HELPED.


#2: so when i reached my stop, it was congested at the escalator area. so i had to wait while all the other people get their hop on it and ride their way down. while waiting, I SAW THIS BLOODY OLD UNCLE (another disgraceful singaporean) SPIT AT THE PLATFORM. he didnt go like, "haaakkk (collects plaghm) and POOI! (spits)" he did it SO SLOWLY somemore. like, "haaaakkk... -aim at the corner- and spits.." whoa, IM AM SO DISGUSTED. fuck, doesnt he know that it's a bloody MRT PLATFORM? argh.. THEM PEOPLE. i am sooooo.... utterly disgusted. fuck.


#3: SO, when i reached THE BOTTOM at the ticket concourse level, there's this group of kids around their late teens, showing attitude faces at one corner. some of them were at the lift, some were squatting next to the control station. one was preached by the MRT Officer and she practically showed a fucked-up face. okay, she mustve done something so wrong that an officer could have spotted her. and she should have you know, even if she doesnt wna acknowledge or admit, she shouldnt be showing such an attitude face and DISGRACE YOUR RACE. damn it. people were looking and i, ME, MYSELF.. i felt so shameful. omg.... WHAT'S WITH THE WORLD?


i hate this man. people are becoming more and more outrageous. ARGH. this is so bad. where's the conscience? where's the courteousy? fuck it all man. fuck.


i swear if i see any of these uncourteous people in my ward at the hospital, i'll make them suffer. GIVE THEM HELL.


piss*
`Bee