happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims(:

oh hello, there. finally a time for updates from yours truly. yes yes, i know i havent been updating but apologies from me to you, i have been rather lazy. hey! dont blame me lah, im being honest enough already. hehh.

so how you've been? ive been pretty tired. okay maybe its the fasting month but im not complaining. im here to update! so here.

but before i begin (or rather, lose my mood for blogging, hehh), let me start off with a rip-off that i got from one of the Cleo magazine not anywhere this year.

(well it was pretty boring in Polyclinic, i told you!) yes, so boring that i got the time to read magazines. CLEO somemore! hahah. (:

well basically, the title was grief. and i thought it was quite interesting. they talk about break-ups especially and i thought it might be relevant to some of you.

So how do you make the pain stop? Truth is, you can't. Well, not for a while anyway. "People are born with the ability to bounce back," says Hall. "So you just have to believe you will eventually feel better." The first step is accepting that he/she's not coming back. "You can't live your life waiting for a knock at the door," says Hall.

well, it is true isn't it? i guess what Hall meant was to move on. now guys, i know it hurts but gee, life has to go on. im not kidding, no one is. and i totally understand why some people (maybe not you) react differently to a certain situation.. now, read on.

"When we're overcome with despair, we tend to function differently," says Annie Cantwell Bartl, a psychologist specialising in grief and trauma. "We lose our appetites, we get tired and sick and we lose all motivation. It's easy to wallow in self-pity, but you need to get back into your normal routine." The best way to kick-start things is to surround yourself with people who care for you. Don't feel pressure to be the life of the party, just start off slowly. The heartache may stay with you for a long time but you'll work it out.

see, guys? break ups dont necessarily be a painful and sad thing you know. it can be controlled and maintained given the right attitude. of course, there are no right or wrong ways to grieve, but the best way is to turn your grief into a positive one. at least people around you won't feel so sad seeing you sad.

so, cheer up people! okay? i know you guys can do it. it is inevitable that we will be disastrous but gee, i've been through it too. i know how shitty and painful it can get. but i hope you guys will chin up and be strong like i am! (:

okay, maybe another picture to perk up the mood! whee. so how's your fasting going, for the muslims? mine's been okay. but today i've been rather lethargic and tired. i wanted to sleep as soon as i got back from work just now but i decided to blog first, lah for you all, lah.

hoho. nurool doing some good deeds for the most gracious month of Ramadhan (the fasting month) here. so bear with me okay!

(and also if you notice, i'll try to keep my entries with as decent pictures as possible! HAHAHA)

okay, joke. but yeah i wont post such a traumatizing picture up okay. just to keep your fast lasting til sunset(:

anyways, FINALLY MY ATTACHMENTS IN POLYCLINIC IS OVER! oh yeah, that spells out f-r-e-e-d-o-m for me! whoopee! (:

oh by the way, speaking of freedom , how was Hady last night? HAH, i'd say he beat Jon hands down man. seriously, Hady had much better vocals (though he might come abit too excited and over-confident at his first song) but gee, nothing beats Hady's melodious and most versatile and charismatic personality!

ohmygod, I SWEAR IF HADY IS NOT THE SINGAPORE IDOL, it's very obvious that Singapore doesn't want to have another Malay holding the title. Come On lah. this is the second and final season of SI already. obviously they would want Jon to win.

ah, all these politics are sooo overrated. i hate how Singapore system works man. pfft. but it's okay. to all Hady supporters, fans and family, we all DO know who truly IS the Singapore Idol already. and if Jon wins tonight, i swear i will never ever be proud of him.

and that's that. FACE IT MAN! and i wont say sorry to Jon's fans though i know some of my friends are. *winks at Siti. you know me, right? (:

SO, when i was in the Dressing Room just now, there's this AN/EN who commented about Hady. she said something like, "..yeah, furthermore Hady's got the looks and charisma on top of his powerful vocals. you see ah.. if Hady go NS and cut 'botak' ah.. he'll still look cute you know. IF JON AH! walau. you see his face 'botak' not handsome already ah! not like Hady you know!.." hahahaha. cute nurses we have in CCK Polyclinic.

anyways, im sorry for the pretty lengthy post here. but there's so much things to say, talk about. hahaha and i know im tired and too lazy at times. but sorry lah, some other time i shall update okay? hehe (:

HADY is my man!
♥, Bee.