this is the second week of attachment in CGH and i feel sad. partly because i feel heavy hearted to leave CGH come this friday, and also because i kindar dont like the polycl(inic) setting?

this is sad. :( i'll miss CGH, Ward 44, the staff nurses, the ENs (like Alma), working with my friends and all. im feeling sore, already.

but i guess good things come to an end and we must accept it. sadly bad things last forever. pfft.

anyways, work today was fine. i wasn't really busy like i was a few days back. but admission and discharge was so abrupt that it will just hit you all at once that you feel like pressing the alarm button somewhere and stop everything to take a deeep breath.

admissions, one after another. back to back and i couldnt take it. it's seriously tidious to do admission, you see. and all that work (not that im complaining but you knw.. im letting out) is just killing you.

just like how people bombard you with questions all at once after a major presentation or smth. yea, THAT kind. and especially if youve got an irritating patient that doesn't comply to you in the midst of your buzz-stricken moment.. (..and keep complaining of headache). things like these can just grab you by your nerves.

i dont know why im feeling pretty emo today. hah. okay, maybe now. as in THIS MINUTE, now. i feel like there's something i need to do but not yet done. and it's really disturbing because it's like, I DONT KNW WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO TO MAKE ME FEEL SATISFIED? it's like a knotted hanky reminder thinggy but yeahhs.. you get the drift.

anyways, coffee with foo yong-yao (fyy) today was marvellous. (: it really perked me up after a day's of hard work.. well, not really hard, though. we talked and just talk about things that came to our minds and it was so fun (:

thanks fyy for the coffee (and the ride back to cck first, then to yew tee.. AND GOT CHARGED FOR OVERSTAY) hah. im terribly sorry. next time i send you back home lah ok. yy and i were sharing jokes and some stuffs regarding school. it feels cool to be laughing and loosening your choked neck at the end of the day with MOCHA FRAP LOVE.

(though ttsh's so much better)

oh, and yes. speaking of starbucks, the person who served me when i ordered my love asked me if i would be willing to work there! hah, it's really flattering you knw.

she: hi, can i have your order please?
me: sure. can i have a mocha frappucino.
she: okay, do you want to add chocolate to make it more chocolatey?
me: uhm, no. it's okay.
she: whip cream?
me: yes, please.
she: small or big?
me: venti, please (:
she: okay, coming right up.
me: hmm.. (:

she: hey, you knw you have a great smile and personality! if you wna work here, i'll definately hire you. youve got the thing that we need here. do come here okay! and fill up the...
me: ..ahahaha. uhh, okie.. thanks. *blush*

god, i felt so flattered! *shy* heh heh. you dont get that everyday, you knw (: and thank god for my charms! hah. pfft.

i miss ____. yeah, alot. i miss dad, too. i miss ____, ____ & ____ too. i miss everyone!


..and i hope it'll go away soon. (cause i dont think i can last any longer.)

`Bee.