IT'S SEPTEMBER ALREADY!

..wow, how time flies.


yes, i HAVE BEEN WORKING for my attachments very dilligently i must say. and i never knew being a nurse (at this point of time) is REALLY FUN!

of course, there are patients who really test our patience but all's good, man. i really LOVE WARD 44. (:

CGH WARD 44. seems like it's a lot of people's favourite ward. COOL, and if youre wondering what kind of ward it is, well it's a C class respi(ration) ward.

yeps, there you can find all sorts of respi-related problem patients. from things like.. lung diseases, breathing problems and anything that affects RESPIRATION. wooooo. (:

see that picture with the bestfriend? that's my uniform. hahaha. imma MISSY! missy nurool. heh, i loike! keke.

i never thought being a nurse is such a holistic job. it doesnt only affect you physically (strained), it affects you mentally, emotionally and spiritually. hahaha. this sounds cliche as if i read it somewhere but it's true. sometimes i feel like crying when a patient or even a family member cries. it's so painful to see someone else cry.. oh sigh.

and sometimes, patients dont even knw what they're suffering from. but what WE knw is that they are going to go real soon. ..if you knw what i mean. =(

on a brighter note, some patients are REALLY CUTE! like this ah-pek that looks like a heeuggee male doll. hahaha. he is just freaken adorable lah, aiyo! =)

and besides caring for our dear patients, ive made some year2 friends as well. people like ikhfak (god, I STILL DONT KNW HOW TO PRONOUNCE HER NAME. so i call her QiQi. cause her name is Ikhfak Haqiqi. CUTE? i knw!!!), shirley, michelle, rihfan and yeahs, two others i dont knw their name. haha.

working (as a nurse, in a ward, and caring for patients) is really cool. all that parameter takings, all the WORK made me realise how important a nurse is. oh, im so glad im in this line!

Nurse Educator Hanijah (from CGH) once said, "if youre a starhub servicer for example, if your customer's handphone goes wrong, you'll lose a customer's service. and if youre a man who sells mee rebus as another example and if your service sucks, you'll just lose your regular customers..

.. but if you're a nurse, and something goes wrong, you dont lose just your service. but you'll lose your PATIENT'S LIFE in your HANDS.."

and it slapped me so hard. owch. goodness, i really want my patients to go towards good health. Allah, please help me. Amin.

i ever did charting wrongly and caused rihfan to rechart everything for me (EVERYTHING AGAIN!) and i felt sooooo guilty. booo. the staff nurse (SN) didnt scold or reprimand me but she reminded me sarcastically and i felt that sharp pain.

i guess WORKING AS A NURSE is really important and that we should never and must never let our thoughts disrupt our work. because a patient's life is at stake.


i wish this would all end.
`Bee.