the most painful thing is...

HELLO, everybody. it's 2.19pm and i havent bathed done anything productive yet.

hah hah hah, dejavu?

well yeah, the reason why my time is supposed to be productive now is because i freaken failed one of my modules. BOO.

yeah, you guessed it right. it's sociology. the module i NEVER seem to pass. damnit. isnt it pure unlucky? other people who hate that module as much as i do still could get a D. me? a straight F. tak kasi muke seh..

hah! but im not complaining. (yeah, right..) there's a remedial come this monday and the sub-paper is on friday on the same bloody week. and i dont get it.

yes, i dont get it! i dont understand why Nanyang Polytechnic has to cramp every single activity they have for us all in ONE BLOODY PERIOD OF TIME. and no spaces! pfft. well first it was the massive project invasion for us then a few weeks time, it was the exams. right after the exams (four days to be exact) was MY attachment and now, when the attachments are not even over,

..it's the bloody SUB-PAPERS. where is the break man? WHERE'S THE VACATION IN THIS? shit. this is bull crap.

so i know it's my fault for failing Socio-fuck-logy but gee, at least sort the timetable, well HELLO? i've got the bloody polyclinic attachments next week and now youre telling me to go back to school to resit the bloody paper? DAMN (- the macdonald guy style) i hate this.

but i guess it's not so bad because i wont have to go back to CCK POLYCLINIC for my attachments. wait, i guess not! i HAVE to go no matter what. even if i dont go for a monday and friday, i have to pay back those damn days that i didnt go someother time, right? argh fuck. then my fasting month will be intruded. ARGH, i hate this whole bullshit.

pfft! so much for fasting today.. all of my 100% have been deducted to them swear words ive spouted thanks to NYP. hah!

SO, im sorry for all that rantings up there. i was totally in the mood for blogging, actually but i just HAD to let it all out right up there.

ANYWAYS, LOOK! nurool's on a skateboard! hahaha. hey, i can actually skate okay. short distances i guess. and thanks carisa for the not-so-bad photography. hahaha. that was in toys r us last monday when we went out. cooool (:

omg, it's so dark outside. no, not outside outside.. i mean outside, inside. well, my living room lah. goshes, its pouring over here now and i havent turn on any light outside. so it's like pitch dark over there? wooo..

i dont have plans for today. do you? i dont know what im supposed to do. YIKES! ..oops, sorry. it was the thunder. now its getting creepy. all the more i SHOULDNT have plans for today except snoozing around at home.

ive been going out on alternate days this whole week. and speaking of going out, MY MEYAA'S BACK FROM VIETNAM! oh, wheeeee. i missed that sister of mine like HELL LOADS? i wonder if she does, but heck she doesnt look homesick at all! pfft.

and on the way home in the car (eh, mercedes you know! haha) it was ME who did the most talking, as if it was ME who just got back to singapore. hah. but naw, i was just filling up the silence in the car or else it would be too quiet and i dont like silence.. no no.. never.

and i guess meyaa was too tired to talk, too. hahaha. i think? oh yea, i was fasting somemore! and i was the most talkative ones when the rest was soo restless and tired (for no reason) haha. :)

so when meyaa was back we helped her unpack (more like we help ourselves looking for the new things she bought over there) and she got me a t-shirt (which nana and qah got too) a wallet with a pair of matching earrings. aww.. cute. (though the earrings one long one short! Haha)..

when all's done. we went out and headed down to town! we went to plaza singapura for spotlight and then headed to carl's jr for THEIR dinner. i was fasting, rmb? so yeahs, i didnt really bother lah so i just watched them eat whilst on the phone. haha. :P

so anyways, as soon as they had their dinner done, it was almost 6pm and i had to go home because I WANT TO WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL! yay. so yeah, i did and goodylicious.. there werent any food at home except yesterday's fried rice. but it's okay.. i ate the same thing i did to break fast the day before for today's break fast.

understooded? hoho.

you knw what? HADY TOTALLY MELTED ME. and dad called me crazy hah! i dont care if you call me insane or nuts or stupid, i dont need YOUR COMMENTS! talk to my mole, dad. pfft.

so yeahs, vote for him ok? it's 1900 112 1901 or sms 1 to 43657.

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BEE!