have you ever felt so touched that you were brought to tears?
touched that you never expect someone to do something about your birthday but instead, she came up with a surprise?
happy that you are so damn appreciated and never thought anyone would love you more than you do?

well, i do.

and it's thanks to my MEYAA DARLING that ive got myself the best pre-birthday celebration. (: & i swear i dont know how to thank her enough. let's recap on how it goes:

classes ended at 4pm for me yesterday and there was simaa's invite to go her house for raya. but then again, the night before meyaa called me telling me that she want to meet me in school tmrw. PLUS, i missed her alot so yeahs.

she made me promise to wait her up because she said she'll be there by 4.30pm. so yeah of course i waited, together with nikki and carisa. then we were at splash and decker when i decided to get my sandwich. and nikki suddenly wanted tea w/ milk. so i was like, "okay why not".. and walked down from one end to the other for nikki's tea.

yes, im still waiting for meyaa at that time. but before reaching north canteen, i saw nazurah and her friend outside LTK-1. so i went over to say hi. suddenly nikki was whispering to nazurah I DONT KNOW WHAT and they were so sneaky. pfft.

but who cares. we then go to north canteen. okay this is the part you got to listen in hard. hahaha. i was walking towards north canteen with nikki and naz. and you know our lecture theatres are on two sides of the block. theres theatres in the block and at the outer-part of the blcok. okay just imagine two blocks and different sides of the block okay.

so i was walking along the corridor, and talking. and i said, "wahh.. sunday my birthday you know.." and suddenly, SPLIT SECOND AFTER THAT, right at the hall way going towards the other lecture theatre (LTJ-1) there was carisa and meyaa..

"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!"

and i saw a lighted up birthday cake and birthday song being sung and brought to me.



that was how i was caught on a surprise. i was damn bloody shocked. I SWEAR!

then the singing got louder and i couldnt stop aweing. and and and.. gawking and gosh. then there were rivers of tears flowing down my cheeks! i was CRYING out of uber touched-ness and simply from sweetest joy on earth.

i felt like a baby crying! and it was like as if i won a trip to Paris or something! hahaha.

then they made me blew the candles (because it was severly melting, but there were still tears in my eyes! damnn, i looked so silly! xD

haha. so they candles out, they brought me to the back of the block and cut my cake. (: oh yes! they made me take out the candles using my mouth, and that's when nikki and carisa pushed my head into the cake. but lucky thing my face wasnt smashed! i only had my CHIN dirtied! (which i didnt realise til half hr later.. haha)

me and my cake. lol! this was before plucking the severly melted candles. haha (:

cut the cake! (with my smeared chin) hahaha.

feed, people feed! NIKKI? what you doing? hahaha xD

me and my girls (: thanks girls! LOVELOVE*

plus the surprise planner! ((: oh, i couldnt feel happier.

the cut cake. haha messy! :P

eat eat eat!! :D

and finally done! (:

so then miss meyaa asked me if i wanted to still go to simaa's house or STARBUCKS. oh my god, tell me which you think i'll choose? i was sooo put into a spot la. tsk.. and naz was right. heheh. in the end, i WENT TO STARBUCKS..

of course i feel bad la, for not going to simaa's house but sigh.. i consoled myself with..

my tissue-wrapped Mocha Frapp at Starbucks TTSH! ooooh, nothing beats the ambience there. (: wheeeee. i love my honey. FINALLY I GOT MY MOCHA FRAP! (:

darling meyaa & i at starbucks. LOOK HOW SMILEY I WAS!!! hahaha. thanks to you my dear sister, i have finally revived my mood for being 17 all over again! (:

ohh, and of course i had a little something from her. haha, what's a birthday without presents? heh. guess what i got?

an A4 sized photo picture and a home-made voucher!

hahaa, how cute. it was shared among meyaa, lelaa, qah, nana, sharul and azan. aww, and i got 60bucks for whatever shopping i want to make! (:

oh wait, there's T&C okay. let me read to you (:

Terms and Conditions:
Redeemable only after 29 Oct '06.
Can be used only if present to meyaa.
Buy things that you need first (e.g. Jeans)
Amt. can be topped up from own cash.
Amt. would increase when meyaa feels richer.
Promotion ends for a LIFETIME! ♥♥

awww! :D so sweeeet. i really dont know what else to say, man. though the T&C very lineant, the jeans part damn funny la!! hahaha.

birthday girl with birthday presents! (:

of course, thanks lelaa, qah, nana, sharul and azan too! for the beautiful thoughts of the voucher. (: heeeeee. i love you guys crazy!

so of course, time spent at starbucks was worth it! meyaa and i camwhored away, minding our own damn business. (and i keep peeing! haha..)

there were people we know there too! and one of them offered to keep my cake for me because now that there aint candles, the cake was severly melting!! lol.

pretty meyaa & her baby!

oh god, of course there are more vanity pictures and hahah "artistic" pictures that meyaa claimed she took! hahaha. but im not going to post it up here though. haha between meyaa and i only! :D

so snap snap snap, laugh laugh laugh, drink drink drink.. all of those mix them up together, and i had to SHIT! seriously. haha, i think i ate too much. cakes and all.. hoho so i left meyaa for toilet and and and...

when i came back, i started to pack my things. i wanted to go off already. like, really go off? but meyaa was being such a dork and stalled for time! i was like, 'whaaaaat? let's GO.' then she said, "okay, at least wait for your cake first la!"

so i sat down.. a few seconds later, my cake came. but it wasnt in a box! it was lighted up and brought to me with a birthday song! surprise #2. oh my god, im soooooo touched and happy la. no wonder meyaa was taking such a reluctant time leaving! :D:D

there, the two female Starbucks TTSH crews, meyaa and i! (:

so THEN, we could leave without meyaa hesitating any longer. lol, i should have known it theyve got something up their sleeves! hahaha. meyaa meyaa.. ((:

at last, it was time to go home. we took the train and bounced from novena, to marina bay, then to our stations (: of course we camwhored here and there. hees.

heee. (:

so when meyaa left the train, guess who i saw? SHARUL! hahaha. what a coincidence! he looks the same, still though. with the messy hair and all. we exchanged pleasantries and i thanked him for the voucher thing. lol, it was nice to see him after so long. glad he's fine. (:

finally he got down at his stop, and i continued til my stop comes. it was all happy happy and tingly after-math feeling until SOMEBODY had to ruin in. some faggot which i shant say who, not to keep his identity, but to contain my anger.

i wont want to feel worst today (: so plus that faggot in the story, my yesterday was bittersweet. but without him, IT WAS LOVELY AND PERFECT!

ilovemeyaa,carisa,nikki,lelaa,nana,sharul,azan,qah, and whoever made yesterday possible! (:
thanks babies, i love you all!

MWACKS*
`Bee.

ohayo! it's been a week now and ive abandoned this blog for the entire schooling week! aww.. much apologies to you guys, yo. ive been too lazy and too tired (from school & fasting) to update. so yeahs. but since its a friday today, i shally shally blog something here, alright!

SO, first day of school was AWWWEESUUUUMMMEEE! minus the part where everyone was kinda solemn. gee, i dont know why either? and i dont think they're brooding the fact that Andy hasnt got back from China yet, right? wahahaha.

anyways, it was really goooood to see my girls again! and hahaha, i hope Nikki satisfied herself wearing her lanyard. :D the whole, "heyyyy you look so different!" "heyy you slimmed down!" "heyyyy you dye your hair" thing is so cool. hahaha, after almost 2 months of poof*. ((:

the lessons were really shoving in fast. as early as the first lesson, we started on the books already! crap, it took me awhile to readjust and get the momentum to study back. it's sooooo not easy cause the three bitchos will always tend to take pictures of themselves!

hohoho. first few days of school was SLEEPY for me. because i was so accustomed to sleeping at 3am and later, i couldnt switch my sleeping habits just like that. i kept bobbing my head everytime there's lecture, and even clinical labs too! my goodness me.

but thank god, now i can somehow re-adapt to the NORMAL SCHOOLING STUDENT SLEEPING TIME and get some sleep instead of doing so during lectures! (and not to mention, tutorial too..)

hoho, timetable didnt suck as much as i thought it did, la. ahaha, i guess i was just too annoyed that we've got things like 8 hours of lesson with only 1 hour break. so yeahhs, that's tuesdays man. and i officially hate tuesdays (except next week!). boo.

other than that, fasting and schooling was a challenge at first. because there's so many much missed good food that i used to pig on with carisa & nikki, but i had to really really refrain myself from eating. i have to be a good girl, yaw. i need to fast! ((: anyways, it's four more days to raya!

hahaha, and du's birthday. LOL! oh, and mine's in 9 more days! ooh wheeee. i want i want i want presents!! prettyplease?

okay i know nobody will bother but i just want to type it down:
1. CRUMPLER BAG! -the heeuggee one.
2. PUMA BAG! -the green big one, please! :(
3. PUMA JACKET! -size L please.
4. JEANS! -like, seriously. bring me to Queensway also can!
5. MP3! -mine's a wreck.

i know none of it are cheap, except if you can get a cheapo but nice jeans at Queensway for me, or something. hahaha. cause i seriously want a lot a lot of jeans. :( booo. anyways guys, dont think this year's birthday will be of any significance for me. so yeah, there wont be any party or whatsoever i guess.

i think it'll just be like last year and like any other year where i just go out with the friends and darlas, and yeah. let's see if this year's something different.. oh wells, im really not hoping guys. (:

raya this year also doesnt seem appealing, too. (yes, though i know ive got like 4 suits for raya.. 2 are tailored on impulse okay. and worst, two of them are LOOSE. irgh.) it's just that i want to stay in grandma's place for the whole of tuesday (first raya) and yeah, that's it. haha, sounds pathetic but im pretty bummed that my WPS kids are not rly gna make it for raya this year, thanks to O Levels (again).

but its okay, there's still the secondary school mates and, yeah! let's hope it makes it up, aye? (: anyways, today i'll be breaking fast over at mom's friend's place. she's really a good cook, btw. and i hope we're going to have a huge spread over the dining table, later.

hahaha, but how much can i eat anyways? one 6 inch subway sandwich and im full to the brim. gosh, speaking of which.. i can never forget that subway dinner last wednesday. although short and pathetic on my side, i'd still trade anyth to make that happen again! ((:

okay, so blogger's being a bitch and wont upload more pictures. so i shally shally upload next time, aight. ((:

Love,
`Bee.

the worst nightmare is to not just dream about it, but to think that it's actually happening.

WPS pictures up! from Sunday's break fast with the kids. IT WAS AWWEESUUMME. and i love love loved it (:

to all who came: THANKS ALOT YOU GUYS! hope we'll meet agn soon k! ♥

and today's first day of school? hahaha, will tell you guys more, soon!

`Bee

okay, im still not over mr miller of mine! (i shall post a pic of him at the end of the entry later, hehh!) but still, it's okay. i got to be careful to not get too crazy over him, because im afraid i'll then be fantasizing too much.

lol, i dont even get the one around here, in reality.. and now i want Wentworth Miller? i got to be kidding my ass. wooo~ but it's okay, a little tingly feely wont kill, aye? HOHO.

so, h h h h h hhhowdy mate? -inside joke- HAHA. ive been pretty lazybummy these few days. oh please dont tell me it's the school dread. cause if it is, it suck! i need to get the vibe for school back, man. i seriously do. considering the timetable's a fucked up piece of shit.

but oh wellls, i need the jiveeee.. the vibeee. god, im going crazehh. so anyways, my sisters and brothers and their kid came last weekend! aww, it was such a sweet and unexpected family gathering. (: oh, and my niece, fira is so cute!

i have the pictures there.. there, in my camera. not uploaded yet. haha, lazy. but i shally shally upload them soon and show the world how cute my niece is. (: and of course, her Aunty Rool. hahahaha. Aunty! Aunty!

speaking of getting the vibe for school back, (wah, lame tu effect die.. hahaha) i have to start of by sleeping early man! gee, it's like bed time's way past 3am for me ever since.. donkeys! i dont know. but ive been so accustomed to sleeping after hogging on the phone with meyaa. if not?

..if not i cannot sleep la. most to most, if meyaa have to NOT call me (like when she's cleaning up her messy room), i'll just go Class 95 fm-ing. but Love Songs with Yazz (okay, i dont know how to spell her name) ends at 1am. and the rest is like lame sappy songs. HAHA. okay i dont know where this post is heading to.

redundant i know but i just wna blog blog. so yeahs. alamak side track lah, nurool. i was saying, i need to start sleeping early. like really early? at least before 12am. because school's in at 9am and i got to be up by 7am? that's realllllllyyyy early.

okay, im not complaining. NOT NOT complaining already!!! shhhhhhhhhhh.

so YESTERDAY, i met up with lelaa (the lalat!) haha. sorreh, i just had to add that in. (: and we got our books. too bad they ran out of stock and i got myself 4 out of the 7 books. and lelaa, 3 out of the 6 books she need. so... LOUSY LA THE BOOKSHOP.

hahahaha.

then after that, guess whaaaaaat? WE WENT BACK TO MY OLD ESTATE, AT BISHAN! oh oh oh oh ohhhhhhhhhh. *memoriesstartflushinginlikebeesrunningafteranidiotwhojustdisturbedtheirhive* and it was awwwwweesuuuuummmmmmeeeeeee!! i missed that place like alot alot. ALOT ALOT ALOT more.

the first thing i wanted to do when we reached there i wanted to like, kiss the walls. gosh, i really miss that estate so much. i miss leading the way, (because my house was quite deep in so i ALWAYS have to fetch people from the bus stop), i miss walking down that lonngg walkway with sriee and separate at the end of it and saying goodbye, i miss waiting for sriee under my block where the mailboxes are. i miss going to the underground shop (which has turned into some pet grooming store), i miss walking and playing in the HUGE drain at the back of my place!

i remembered where i brought lelaa to this small place and teach her how to play the guitar. and then i pressed her finger too hard on the string and it resulted her finger to have an 'ohm' shape.

then i remembered that particular bbq pit that i WILL NEVER EVER forget where i had my 12th birthday party with the my primary school friends and they SMASHED eggs on me. chasing and throwing me eggs which made me bath TWICE because the smell wont go. and and, everyone else would throw eggs except you. ((: ohhh, memories!!

and i remembered so many things more! how i wish i could turn back time.. back to where it all started to 9 years ago! when i first came into WPS, first time where i became a Bishan resident, and back to where my best best childhood started. i will never regret every single bit of it!

oh I LOVE MY PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS! and speaking of which, there'll be a reunion that i organised (and tim said im like a major event planner. HAHA) this coming saturday for the muslim break fast. OH, i am sooo looking forward to it. oh wait, it's TOMORROW!!

only meyaa and lelaa will know how excited i am for this reunion. ((: please please come here, reunion dinner!

and to meyaa; TWO VISIONS. let's see which happens. (:

hmm, i shally shally end my post now. and of course, with a picture of my Miller darling. ♥♥♥

hehh, isnt he gorgeous? ohhh, *swoons

`Bee

**
okay, here's a little something.

If you guys are bored of your own player and the old songs, here are my recommendations!
1. In A Manner of Speaking - Nouvelle Vague. (jazzy and soulful song. perfect!)
2. Ride For You - Dainty Kane (RnB, groovy)
3. Handle Me - Dainty Kane (not so much of Hip-Hop but contemporary)
4. Desert - Emilie Simon (French song. New Age genre)

so there, hope you guys enjoy your players now!

tell me who is hotter than this hunk here? oh god, im going crazy with all them pictures! ♥♥







swooons*
`Bee

current tune: Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

okay i bet you're laughing your asses at this picture. it's so cute, isn't it? just look at the kids and that freaking oblivious old man. oh, they're just so cute (:

owh, im hooked on mr Brown already! thanks to lelaa for the songs, babe. they're awwesuumme. love love love it. with Brown's sexy voice it just makes all worth listening.

yay. okay so guys, pictures from the cousin's Passing Out Parade for the 26th FFC is up! click here. apologies for the late posting. i've been stuffed up here, so yeahs.

and now, you can even read my entries up at my multiply account. so you can just browse browse and read my entries all at once! cool stuff, yeah i know. haha.

these few days, the house has been rather.. solemn? im not sure if it's just me but all the noisy noisy music and laughters that filled this house the past weekend are all gone. poof* you know? it sucks when i'm alone at home and there's nothing really much to do except stick my face to the computer screen.

and it's not much of a good thing anyways because then my back will hurt and yada yada. but i guess im not complaining. i should treasure the time spent at home more because school's in on monday and i am so not looking forward to it!

okay, a part of me yes but the rest of me? NO, please. i just got the timetable and it sucks. seriously it suck. fancy starting school at 9am and end at 5pm everyday except on mondays and tuesdays where i start at 10am and end at 6pm respectively.

this is horrible. i used to start school on mondays at 11am! and end like as early as say.. 2pm? my goodness. yes, i didnt appreciate what i had and now its gone. so there, no complaints. :(

but i guess, to put in a good note, it's okay. because i passed sociology! :) i really dont know what module credit means but i got a three. so i hope it's still a pass even if not a good pass. ahaha. im so thankful and happy. yay, wheee!

so thursday's the 12th of october and ive got to get my manuals for second semester. i am sooo looking forward to meeting lelaa and get our stuff then flee off for more pictures LOVE* but then again? sigh.

no, lelaa. there's nothing going on but i just hate the thought when i have to ask for cash from my mom for my school stuffs. she'll just.. you know, do the thing she always do? okay, no. you dont know anything. and it's not what you think la.

ive had enough of all this crap man, seriously. like come on, man. i just dont like it when you say things and hurt me. shit, no one does la. irgh! okay okay, i am so over this. i am so over this.

..so over this.

LAST NIGHT, i was talking to meyaa over the phone. and as usual, we were crapping like nobody's business (until her mom kept knocking on the dooor telling her to shut up because she's laughing too loud. HAHA.) then suddenly we were arguing about hyenas and mynahs.

my GOODNESS, that woman is one hell of a stubborn buffalo i tell you. HAHA, okay buffalo sounds so mean. but damn guys, i told her hyenas are cats. types of cats. you know, like wild cats? like leapord or lion or panther.. cats? so yeahs. but you know what she said?

NUROOL, NO! HYENAS ARE BIRDS LAH NUROOL! THEY'RE BIRDS! i KNOW IT THEY'RE BIRDS. OKAY I DONT CARE. THEY'RE BIRDS. NUROOL, I LEARN GEOGRAPHY OKAY SO I KNOW THEY'RE BIRDS.

hahaha, see how stubborn? lol just like me sometimes but heck, im also persistent that it's a type of cats. so i called a few people (unsuccessfully because they were all sleeping. i mean, it's 2 am!) and so got through nana. so i asked her, 'nana.. hyenas are cats right? not birds right?'

so she said, YES! haha. and i conferenced the three of us on the phone and nana was like, yah, hyenas are cats la. wild cats.. then i was like, yes! see, meyaa? its cats.. then meyaa tak puas hati she told nana, "NANA, we learn geography LA HYENAS ARE BIRDS OK!" then i think nana is confused+sleepy+can't be bothered with these two bickering sisters so she said, 'yah i think so ah..' and then meyaa was like YES YES.

oh THANKS NANA. hahaha. but who cares. meyaa looked up the dictionary and..

"okay nurool, we're both wrong okay. and you must say you're wrong because i said im wrong. (insert a terrible laughter, please) hyenas are wolf-like creatures in the wild.."
"OHMYGOD, what did i say?"
"shut up okay, theyre wolf-like creatures! not cats!"
"no, they're also a type of cats that look like wolf."
"whatever lah, it's not cats. whatever lah.."
"hah, at least they're not BIRDS. mynahs are birds lah!"
"whatever.."
"go check the dictionary ah for mynah. m-y-n-a-h. go ah! now."
"ah no need no need.. i keep the dictionary already.."
"oh, you wna throw also can.."

HAHAHA. oh god of all the things we're bickering about HYENAS and MYNAHS? my god meyaa, youre so out of touch from the geog books and you mistook hyenas for mynahs and youre preaching me when i watch LION KING!

tsktsktsk. we shall go watch lion king one day okay. =D hahahaa. i still cant believe we bickered so bad when we dont even fight when we're on even serious matters like BOYS? relationships? oh my goodness, me.

LOL!

okayokay.. so for the rest of the day i dont have anything to do just yet. im not sure, maybe just slack around and do some cleaning up. and maybe go find lion king dvd and record scenes of the bad bad hyenas? HEH HEH.

ok bye!
`Bee.

haha, i bet people like Eeqa and all are covering their ears as they read my entries, now. Hady's on the tracklist! and too bad, darlings. you got to love what i love when you're here. (:

it's a saturday today and i'm supposed to go meet the ex-peirceans for break fast, as well as meet my darling MBs for a gathering! gosh, unexpectedly, i was also supposed to go JB to get the rest of my raya baju.

but you know what? all's cancelled and i stayed home to PAINT THE HOUSE. well, i had to turn both invitations down because of the JB trip but dad wanted to paint the house so yeahs. ((:

and i think i had loads of fun! haha, plus even though it's the first day of fasting for me (back again) from a six-day break, all those paintings sure passed the time really well! hahaha. but gee, i thought mom really bought red paint but hah, it turned out to be MAGENTA.

oh gosh, it's really dark and dad was like, "haii.. deepa-raya lah kite ni tahunn.." (which meant, "sigh- we're celebrating deepavali-cum-raya lah, this year..") haha. dad, you're so mean. and mom just shuddered away while making roti-kirai!

and the thought of roti-kirai reminds me of haniff! too bad mom didnt make a lot to pass him some, or else he could get his roti-anip! (: some other time, okay bro!

so while painting, i was thinking to myself, 'gee, if we're painting the house every raya, the walls are going to get thick!' so i expressed my thoughts to dad. then he was like, "yah, later the house will get cramp and squeezy.." then i was like, "huh?"

then he added, "yeah lah, our walls grew what.."

HAHA. dad youre so corny!

oh man, all these paintings and the Hari Raya songs that they play on the radio stations really gets me into the mood for hari raya. heh, i so can't wait! totally..

next week's going to be a busy busy week for nurool. i hope i can go out to all the planned dates that's promised. and no interruptions, especially that little outing i (with nurul) organised for the old mates.

oowh, it's going to be fun fun fun! yes, i know i still owe you pictures. i have them okay! will post somewhere soon. (:

love,
`Bee.

an SCDF bike. how cool's cool? hehh. i still think i'll look good on a scrammie (: watch out for me, people! hah.

okay so am updating this due to the disastrous long wait to get the massive file transferred over to cousin nina through MSN. goodness, imagine sending the whole of your 256MB memory card over! it's just madness.

but meanwhile, i was talking to meyaa on the phone, texted rul, chatted with fadli and nurul (nunu) online. haha, i was busy connecting with people! lol, at 2AM? yes, two am it is. (:

but thank god, it's over now and i hope i'll be able to catch some sleep for sahur later! meyaa's already off for her telly movie and the rest are zonked out, pretty much i would say. and yeah, i should too!

i know this is another crap entry but, THANKS! im off*

LOVE*,
`Bee.

okay, i see this everywhere and i feel like doing it, too! haha. so here goes:

the 94 things.

1. Full name: Nurulhuda Bte Mohamed Zulkifli.
2. Name backwards: aduhluruN (haha!)
3. Meaning of the name: the light of guidance / to guide (:
4. Nickname: nurool, rool, girl.
5. Screen name: rOol
6. D.O.B: in 23 days' time! (:
7. Place of birth: KKH. buffalos, rock.
8. Nationality: Singaporean
9. Current location: my room
10. Star sign: scorpio! ♥♥
11. Religion: islam
12. Height: 161cm
13. Weight: 120kg *gasp!*
14. Shoe size: 7/8
15. Hair colour: black (how i wish it was jet black)
16. Eye colour: blackish brown? hahaha.
17. Who do you think you look like: alittle bit of both mom& dad.
18. Innie or outtie: total contrasts between both but innie (:
19. Lefty of righty: righty. i want to be a lefty!
20. Gay, straight, bi or other: bi. hahah! straight, you asshole (:
21. Best friends: dee& meyaa; well more of a sister to me.
22. Best friends u trust most: myself-
23. Favourite pals: my cliques!
24. Best friend of opposite sex: dont exactly have one, but i share alot of things with yong-yao (:
25. Best buddies: gee man, my girls!
26. Boyfriend or girlfriend: Wentworth Miller. *swoons.
27. Crush: no crush. grind. heh heh.
28. Parents: two dads, two moms. :D
29. Worst enemy: myself! gosh.
30. Favourite online guy: guy.
31. Favourite online gal: girl.
32. Craziest fren: fyra! haha.
33. Advice fren: normally, i'd be advising people but then again, tim.
34. Loudest friend: i guess no one's louder than me! haha. okay, carolyn?
35. Person u cry with: my other half. name's: loOr
36. Any sisters: three step sisters
37. Any brother: two step brothers & two half brothers.
38. Any pets: no. i miss my bunny. :(
39. Any disease: yea; always-hungry disease.
40. Pager: long long time ago. say 8yrs old? HAH.
41. Personal phone line: cellphone, inclusive?
42. Phone: N3230
43. Lava lamp: eeeks, no use.
44. Pool or hot tub: hott tubb!
45. A car: nah, imma biker chick! (:
46. Your personality: easy-going but tend to shoot off my mouth.
47. Driving: neh, riding! cehh..
48. Room: my private& most confidential place.
49. What's missing: people around me?
50. School: NYP.
51. Bed: spring bed! toinngg. haha.
52. Relationship wif parents: parents? okay, i guess. nah, you dont have to know.
53. Believe in urself: not quite. im a walking contradict.
54. Believe in love at first sight: "i believe in love at first sight because it could be the one" - Class 95Fm listener's view.
55. Good listener: yeah, i am!
56. Get along well wif parents: not so bad. not so good.
57. Save email conversations: hah, for ?
58. Pray: to Allah Almighty.
59. Believe in reincarnation: no.
60. Make fun of ppl: alot of times! heh. all the time, perhaps?
61. Like to talk on the phone: LOVE.
62. Want to get married: duh! well, if there's a match.
63. Like to drive: NO! i want to RIDE, damnit.
64. Motion sickness: nuh uh.
65. Eat stem of broccoli: stem? okaylah, maybe.
66. Eat chicken wif fork: i eat YOU with fork.
67. Dream in colour: haha, no. B&W rocks. hah!
68. Type wif ur fingers on home role: too bad, no home role.
69. Sleep wif stuff animals: COOKIE MONSTER! but he's only at the side lah, doing nothing. haha
70. Next to you: my cupboard?
71. On the walls of your room: 2005 calendar with Linsday Lohan on it. ugh.
72. On your mousepad: my cammie!
73. Dream car BIKE: A SCRAMMIE!!
74. Dream date: away from Singapore on a private jet with candlelit dinner in an island. AWW*
75. Dream honeymoon spot: freak, PARIS!
76. Dream husband n wife: the person that understands me the MOST.
77. Bedtime: anytime.
78. Under ur bed: pull-out mattress!
79. Single most important question: why, nurool, why?
80. Bad time of the day: when there's no one to talk to.
81. Your worst fear: God/ Doom's day.
82. The weather is: not too bad.
83. Time: 2:43 PM
84. Date: 06 October 2006
85. Best trick did on someone: AHAHA! i told nurul i've got Lung Cancer. oh my god!
86. Theme song: Daredevil soundtrack. i love Evanescence.
87. Hardest thing about growing up: bearing heavier responsibility from every side.
88. Funniest experience: HAHA. on nurul's birthday this year, hafiz banged his head on the door grill! hahaha. can never forget that. (:
89. Scariest experience: when i was watching chucky (that evil kid) outside and keep thinking that he'd stab me from under the sofa. whoa, freaked out! i made dad piggy back me to bed. hah!
90. Silliest thing u have ever said: i had alot actually but here's one: we were trying to scare my parents (with my cousins) by wearing the telekung with powdered face and hiding under the kitchen table when in the end, they never came into the kitchen and i hit my head on the table!
91. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: desperate? haha, i dont know. i wrote a lot of "i love you"s on this piece of paper and i lost it. omg, and the guy i had a crush on, found it! sheesh, so embarassing! but that was so long ago.
92. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: haha, going to the movies watching scary show with dee? LOL!
93. Worst feeling: the feeling of wanting to know something but you cant but you need to know. but you really cant. hah, tell me about that.
94. Best feeling in the world: satisfaction. (:

haha. crap, man. i couldnt sleep. so yeahs.
`Bee.

hey's how's the new skin? haha, it's all pinky and so not me. but gee, i just found it so cute la. haha (:

so, yesterday was cousin's Passing Out Parade (POP) at the Civil Defence Academy. the place is AWEESUUME. really neat place man. i mean, not neat neat but neat COOOL!

total cool shit. no wonder cousin was sad to leave the place. man, all the CD boys were crying! mama cried too and i wanted to cry but naw, i hold back my tears. but it was really satisfying to see cousin looking good and smart top down and all. oh, madness. (:

and not forgetting, he's looking really HOT too. hahaha. i swear but he looks so hot, i think you girls can go mad. heh.

i know i promised pictures but really, not this entry okay. because there's a lot of videos of the showcases that i took yesterday and boy, they're soo cool! hahaha. of course, there's a lot of bald dudes/hunks you might want to call but gee, they all look the same! haha.

i shall update soon again, okay people. right now im tired. and yeahs, i want to catch some snooze again, maybe! hee.

[ sorry, i know im not making much of a sense right now. haha, im zonked! ]
`Bee.

tag replies:
Eeqa: yeah man, if that "poem" were to be sent to the Most Confusing Poem Award, i'll give you top marks! (:

lelaa: hey babe! you want to be my photographer? OH WELCOME, ma'am! haha i'd LOVE to take photos with someone else snapping for me, now. haha, i could use some of my modelling skills! HAHAHA. i want i want! okay, i missed you most. (:

hey man, that's flattering!

haha. now, tell me. do i have the deeds to be a model? gee man, honest here!

because i think that modelling may be a fun thing afterall. you know, after watching America's Next Top Model and all that shows?

it's just that feeling you get, right? like you suddenly want to pose and look hot, or even doll and dress up to look pretty for the camera!

oh, ohh.. this is so exciting. haha! seriously, i dont even know what's im excited for. like as if i just got myself some modelling contract or anything like that. hah, dream on, babe!

but gee, i was just thinking about the fun and fame you'll get from all the modelling, hm? i mean, yes it's so cool to see your face everywhere on the walls, in the magazines, and being talked about.

(hah, unless they're talking about how unproportionate your boobs are, then that's a different thing after all!)

yeah, you get my drift. you know that feeling of being envied by someone for your natural beauty? yes. your looks, your figure. OH, and talking about that. hah, i've got no figure for nuts! im just one big piece of meat walking in a pretty face and nice clothes.

..which i dont even find nice on me, at times. but okay okay, that's another chapter again. then again, as i was saying.. modelling may be hotness and all voom ba bam! but i think i'd rather stick to becoming a nurse, instead.

well, how often do you see a hot nurse? hahaha. joke, guys. but seriously. modelling and nursing? i'd say nursing anytime. (: besides looking good, i help people.

..and maybe look into not so good things. haha. so much for looking hot and pretty. but it's okay. i guess the patients would love me more, then. LOL.

okay, too much dreaming kills. and i shall stop all these modelling talk now. (: i should get going. and stay tuned for more pictures okay! (if im not lazy enough, heh.)

love!*
`Bee.

p/s: thanks bernard for your comment! which gave me something to blog about! (:

it's update time! yes, and it's the bestfriends day out last monday (and fancy me updating only today!) but nevertheless, it was such an unwinding meet-up with the bestfriend and i totally loved it (:

well, dee had her final paper that day and we've been wanting to meet up ever since so long. and now that her promotional exams are finally over, hah. we met up. talk about good timing. well of course. whose timing's not good when it comes to nurool? hahaha. joke.

so yeah, we met up in the later afternoon, nearing the evening. that's because i had to do some work before leaving the house. mom wasn't working on that day, so you know what it means. yeap, so it was a surprise that i was earlier than bestfriend when i walked and she took the bus!

hah, i told you my timing was purrfeccct! (: so we hugged and got all happy happy and poof, we're off to causeway point. and oh yeah dee, your hair grow already! and youre soo much prettier with the longer hair!


well, we checked out the timing for "John Tucker Must Die" show and we're on time! movie's at 5.15pm and we were early by 5 minutes. hah! see? im good man. ((:

oh yeah, at the counter after getting our tickets i did something really stupid and.. foolish! well you guys know it's the fasting month, aye? hah, guess what? i bloody asked dee "you want popcorns?" in front of that malay guy!

AND WORST, i didnt even THOUGHT of taking back my words until that guy kinda chuckled. oh my god. i swear it was soo embarassing. i dont know where to hide my face.

but gee, we still got them popcorns! (: yummeh.

so how's the movie you asked? let me tell you this. it was..

AWESUUMMEEE!!

it was so darn good man. John Tucker (starring Jesse Metcalfe) was so hot, he had that total playboy attitude, and he totally make you want to throw yourself at him, kinda thing? hahaha.

okay maybe that was a tad to overboard but gee man, the show was cool. not so expected kind of happy ending but it was nice. and it's rated a MUST-WATCH from us both! (:

after the movies, the whole Banquet (eating place) was packed with Muslims who are about to break fast. and i tell you once a place is infested with so many Malay people, i get overly insecure. i swear, i dont know why! i mean, heads will turn where ever you walk. oh god, i hate it!

okay scrap that feeling. but it was terrible. okay okay, so then my dear bestfriend was feeling hungry and her stomach was being a nasty tummy so she had to eat. we wanted to see what there was at the bazaar outside Causeway Point, but there's nothing.

so we headed back into Causeway Point to get McDonald's and off we went to Civics Centre to sit. hah, only to find another McDonald's there. we totally forgot! so we just went in there and have our dinner. LOL. (:

so then after dinner we sat around and of course, SNAP SNAP away! haha, you cant blame the camwhore in us, you see. so yeah, we just hopped here and there, changing places to take pictures. oh god it'll be embarassing if you can notice how many times we changed place! hah, for what you say? ask dee. she'll say: "to find the perfect spot!"

hahaha. my bestfriend for you (: so we finally decided to get into the NTUC FairPrice and snap more pictures. goodness, it's been quite a while since we literally camwhored anyways so it's no biggie. we just walked around and enjoying the air-con, too. (:

finally when we gotten enough picture craze, we went back to Causeway Point for one final round of looking around and head back home. well, i wanted to watch my chinese serials! hehehe. so yeahs, we hugged goodbye and well.. separated.

it was of course, a day well spent with my bestfriend darling and we'll go out again soon, babe. (:

with your bestfriend around, everything's the best (: i love you bestie!

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SO, yesterday, it was running day for me! yes yes. and of course, my darling meyaa is there to accompany me of course. but unfortunately for me, my running was a disappointing one. boo.

i got to run three rounds around the track, and the in the next two, my knee cap was hurting so bad that i couldn't even jog slowly. so i had to walk. :( very disappointing indeed. but it's okay. i managed to do some crunches here and there and haha, cam whore with my darling sister too.

(: im sorry but blogger's being a bitch and i cant upload pictures. they will come in the next post, i'll try okay!

and tomorrow, i'll be off to witness cousin nazri's passing out parade! (: i am so excited. i bet he'll be charming. woooo. and photos on that, too! coming up.

stay tuned. (:
`Bee.

- thanks meyaa and dee darlings for the fantabulous days spent together. much LOVE* from nurool herself (: mwacks! -