i know im not supposed to be here,
blogging shit and all.
but im scared.
scared for my psychology tmrw.


BOO!

i hate the feeling of being scared
though i know i can do something to eradicate that feeling.
but i cant,

it's so different how im scared of everything
so goddamn easily.
unlike before?

i dont know why but i got to let this out.
sucks keeping something inside yourself for too long.

you'll go crazy.
and ive gone bonkers.


ITS JUST AN ICA.
but im scared shit.

THURSDAY'S MY PRACTICAL EXAM.
and im fucking shrunked.

MY TWO ICA PRESENTATIONS ARE NEXT WEEK!
gosh, tell me why im feeling nervous now?!


argh,
why, god, why do i feel different?
why do i feel as though im not the girl i used to be?

okay, except the fact that i hide more things than before,
i feel that ive changed within myself, too.
ALOT that is.

i dont know?
one of which that i mentioned is that im easily afraid now?

next,
MY PERSISTANCE.

i used to still quite care about how things go.
but now, im like the person who,
tries-really-hard-not-to-care-even-though-i-know-i-should
kinda girl?


okay, i hope youre feeling me.
but then again, you dont have to.



SHEESH, im feeling all awkward!

IS THIS PART OF PUBERTY?

thanks, send me the literature of "puberty" somebody. THANKS!


`Bee. - gone crazy.