ive been losing appetite and eating less these days. i cant even finish a pathetic cheeseburger from Burger King or even a Sausage McMuffin with Egg. & i dont know why. im guessing it's from the overload of work that i was having the past weeks.

thank god they're over now for good. next up, the attachments. i'll be going back to and fro Changi General Hospital again but this time, for three weeks. damn, aint that a tad too much? hoho, but if it was Ward 44 i dont mind, dude.

i dont even know which ward im going back to! all i know is it's a surgical ward. gee, it can be renal ward, cardiac ward.. all the other gory wards you know. i wish i could go to orthopaedic ward. and take care of people with musculoskeletal problems. (:

no more mr-attention-seeking uncle who's depressed and kicked up a big fuss cause his card has zero balance. (damn, he wanted to sue Starhub!) and no more screaming-hauling uncle who's well, slightly unsound and turns pervetic.

but then again, i miss all those hassle and shushing noisy patients. hah, no more little "brother" to take care of before his minor surgery. well, let's talk a little about him kays. hee (:

this 14-year-old boy was warded to my ward. at first, i was wondering too why is he there, i mean, he's a kid dude. and all of my other patients are UNCLES for... uncle's sake! but then again, who cares? the Ward Sister assigned me to take care of him.

so i did (: he was cute la i mean, little boys are cute. he's short for his age and has a dark complexion. damn, ive always wanted a younger brother about his age. but.. yeah, let's not go there. so i took care of him and his needs - TOILET needs and you know, mobility needs. like his need to move here and there? yeah, those needs.

though he was only warded for two days, i could feel the bond with him. and im proud because i stuck with him all the way til he goes for his surgery and then back from it. i could still remember the tears that rolled down his cheeks when he laid there on the trolley. i felt like crying because i know how scary it is to go for surgery at 14.

but i stayed strong and wiped his tears, telling him to stay strong too. even though i felt like slapping that old potter who kept spiting him because of some reasons, i just assured him and told him not to be afraid. and he smiled (:

i feel happy when i make people smile. i mean, the satisfaction is really.. satisfying. haha, weird but who doesn't? it's like even though you know you cant really do much to ease their burden and they know it too but even though they dont or cant say anything, their smile definately meant to show their appreciation.

and to be appreciated is the best feeling in the world. ..after Love. [:

so there, those are some of the reasons why i want to go back to Ward 44. because besides funny patients, ive got really caring and nice staffs there. mostly, the ENs. and not forgetting fun working colleagues too. (:

but i guess, in nursing, working has to be all-rounder. i mean, we have to learn how to adapt fast and know what you're going to work on/at.

okay, i think i must've bore you.

so then, apologies for the lack of updates. been busy bee for the past weeks and yeps, they're all finally over. (: i feel much much more liberated and free. and no more headaches and what have yous.

last wednesday i went to catch De Ja Vu. one hell of a good show IF you dont enter the cinema late. i didnt quite get it at first, well because we caught the show 10 mins later. but then after everything's over and you give it a little ponder with some chatting with your girlfriend who watched it too, then i realised.. damn, that show was GOOD.

so the movie was complemented by farhan's sister. and i must say thanksamill for the tix and the company. it was a great time spent with farhan, his sis and abg zai. haha, it was pretty late by the time i got home but all's clear.. minus the drama. LOL.

so then movie done, we had supper by the waters of sentosa? lol. vivo city was huge. and i almost got lost. in fact, i did la. i mistook level 2 or level 1 and damn, i could only laugh at my stupid mistake. xD

i'd love to have another of those again. (:

then thursday was meyaa darling's birthday and we went west coast for a surprise party. but damn, it turned out pretty sour and haha, bad. im terribly sorry for the died-out sparkles heart shape thinggy majiggy.

it was actually my idea so yeah, it sucked. and babes, i owe you present! hahaha, no plural. lol, heh. sorry again kays for the terrible whole thing, thing. x( will make up to you soon.

so we went home with 12 mosquito bites on my legs! friday was presentation day for me and all was okay i guess. shall not talk about it. skip skip skip, in the evening i returned the fleurys their home laptop and kinda overslept there. hahaha.

but when night fell, i was on the way to Changi Terminal 1 to send hafiz off with the boys namely asyraf, imp and bah. fyra couldnt make it which makes me the rose among the thorns. haha.

bla bla bla, i reached home half past 12am and slept. saturday was boring and today, TAUFIK BATISAH IS AT IMM! i want to go. 5.30pm dude.

i told dad to go, he said parking very hard to get. so i reckoned the MRT! haha, let's see if mr dad wants to take the train down. (:

i think im typing too much already but there, my updates for today.
heh, i shall update again soon if im not too lazy!

p/s: IVE GOT MY LAPPY TOPPY ALREADY!
p/p/s: and a wireless mouse too!
p/p/p/s: BUT DAMN, the mouse was spoilt 2 hours after i used it.
p/p/p/p/s: my laptop's called "Nurool's Bestfriend".
p/p/p/p/p/s: ..i miss you.

`Bee.