i woke up feeling contented today (: i dont know why. probably i had a good night's sleep. but then again, i dont think so, because i cant remember a thing from the dream.. ..if i had one, anyways.

so my days after Batam are back to normal. no more anticipating the sunlight because it's time to go shopping and have fun laughing at little little funny things we dont get to see in Singapore everyday. no more trying to decide what to eat because everything there looked funny.

..no more free mind.

now im crammed in the four walls of my house. i need out. but ive been taking care of the little tweet brother since we got back. & all that hes been doing is just game and more gaming. i wished he was more.. like me.

haha, well not that he isnt - we're similar in pretty much a lot of things - but okay fine, he's just a seven year old kid. so no biggie..

oh, catching up with Hannan, returning from Batam is fun. and ive made a new friend - his cousin. it's nice to have funny people around. they're both funny so that's nice. hahahaha. oh did i say theyre fucking talented? damnit, i really envy how they could strum the guitar so well.

..PLUS their marvellous singing. oh man oh man, im jealous. BOO. & especially Hannan, when he sings, he reminds me of John Legend. or probably John Mayer too. that's just awwesuume. haha i could melt for a sec there. but nah, it's good. (:

ive been sleeping like really really late into the night (or morning) nowadays. staying up til 3am, till chatting or talking and not get sleepy. i think my nocturnal habits are coming back again. & that's bad because i cant wake up late like i always do.

there's the brother at home and if i dont wake up to cook for him or something, that little monster's going to get hungry and it'll be madness.

OH, and speaking of cooking, I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO COOK SOMETHING on my own, for the first fucking time.

YEAH. damn, im so proud of myself. i mean, even though it's just Nasi Goreng but heck, it tastes good okay. uh huh, you bet!

let's take a peek.