my secret empire.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

11:08 PM
massive disgust.

HELLO!

yes, it's been one hell of a week & im almost used up of my energy already. it's only th third day of th week & i feel like this week is taking forever to wrap itself up. PFFT.

but anyhoos, working's been a pleasure especially it's th last week. well, inevitably, we'll meet patients from all walks of life. & i must say, sometimes it really breaks my heart to see patient struggling throu th life he never wanted it to be like that.

it's sad how females could slip & change a man's life so easily. how he could make a rock-stone heart melt & then leave him in despair. my goodness, it's all still happening. even to older people.

but i guess, thats jst th way life is. without hardships/sorrows, we'll never know what life is about to have in store for us.

so today, one of th patients whom i've been nursing for two weeks before this, has just left th world. & it was th most heartwrenching death for me thou i hide it almost all th time when last offices was done & all.

it was painful because before he hit critical, he was th uncle i fed, talked to, helped him search comfort for on th bed & it almost became a part of me nursing him already. & now he have to go.

im not screaming remorse or anyth but i just feel a pinch of what th family members are feeling & it felt so painful already.

..i even saw his wife kissing his feet to beg for forgiveness before he left th world. ):!

but anyways last offices were done by th staff nurses so i didnt get to assist anyth this time. so it was pretty much a wasted chance la. but it's alright. i bet th other patients were wondering why we screened every single bed's curtain when we were pushing th bed out of th ward & into th last office room.

i wasnt freaked out but i was scared because what if it happens to.... ..okay let's not go there.

anyways! my weekend have been nice but unprogressive project-wise. but i guess my niece's birthday made it all up! (:

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