Tuesday, February 20, 2007
2:54 PM
two weeks. im almost a goner.

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it's been two weeks plus, that i'm away.
haha, yes. ive been on a HIATUS.
but i cant take it already.
im rotting & my brain is squashing-ed up.

oh, & it's going to be a week of not meeting up
with mr love, already.
muchos misses, babycakes.
he's been busy working,
while ive been busy mugging.

there's so much to say.
from getting a new phone,
to th papers that went by,
to th people from pahang who came over for th weekend,
to th terrible study period..

i wish i could fill you guys in soon on it, aight.
stay tuned for more details.


im feeling Sexy.
-nurOol.


black eyed peas rock.




Sunday, February 11, 2007
11:29 PM
i cant find a title for this post.

boohoots, i miss you.

im getting so sappy emotional now.
it's just one freaking day & i miss momo so much.
tsk, that's one of th reasons why falling in love is such a hassle.
im not saying that im feeling all hassle-d now.
but it's just a saying.

imagine all th sleep i could get if i hadnt been weeping in emotions.
HAHA, so fucking self-centred please.
i mean, bottom line is, im just saying that love is such a wonderful,
yet silly at times, & so lovely yet stupid at times.
it's nice la. to know there's someone who's there for you,
& will stay being there for you as far as you know it.

i dont think i want to ever get out of love as of now,
& i hope i wont ever want to get out of love, too.

AWWWWWWW! i sound damn mushy. tsk, thanks to you lar baby i cannot sleep. i miss you so much & now im seeking solace throu internet. & hence, blogging. oh PFFT.

i dont know why i loveeeee to blog out long & lengthy. but im trying my best not to sound boring NOR naggy & draggy jiggly puff. so you better stay put & continue reading til th last word of this entry.

HEH.

anyways! i had Eatzi Steak & Bistro at Eastpoint for lunch! WHOA. it's like i finally get to dine there after 183279863296 years of WANTING to eat there. & because it's so near my attachment-workplace (alah, hospital lah) i always pass by Eastpoint, drooling & wanting to eat there someday.. somehow.. with Siti & Kak Zauyah.

but it never happened. TSK.

so today i finally got to eat there with th famile! ((: so sedaaap. i had Chicken & Steak Set Lunch. chicken & sirloin steak in one pan with baked potato topped with sour cream, chicken bacon & spring onions together with crunchy carrots & soft peas! whoa. *sings* HEAVENN!!

yet so sinful.. tsk.

it was massive indulgence please. we had seafood salad as an appetizer & i swear half-raw chilled prawns with thousand island dressing rocks my panty & armpit hairs la! oh, & my set lunch came with some soup, i forgot what it's called cause i was simply just siiiippppinggg throu th "mug".

hahahaha, i bet i was hungry also lar. so eat like a fasting pig! LOL.

i had my steak medium well. just for tryouts. it was nice. th chewy part of th meat was soo different with th meat well done. haha, good experience thou & i was freaking full til now la. okay, actually til 1 hr ago la. cause im craving for maggie mee now.

yes, AT 12:01AM. baaaaaad!

after th scrumptious lunch (sorry for th stupid spelling of that s-word. i never get it right since sec 2. & i never bothered to get it right in essays, too) we went to Challenger, th electronics store.

mommey bought th 2GB sony compressable/compressible (??) thumbdrive & it's so coool not because you can store more than 2GB of documents because you can compress files, but because it's in GREEEEEEN colour.

so pretty lar. i almost wanted to beg mommey for it. but nah, i dont even know what i'll do with it. probably i'll go & save (& maybe compress as well) Ery's Sims I & II games into it! hahaha. speaking of which, i NEVER played The Sims before... til last week.

& IT ROCKED LAR.

i soooo want it like.. right... now.. ..after i get my maggie, maybe? yeah, okay thanks.

oh, i bought th Body Glove laptop casing & another casing/pouch for th camera there too. HEH, finally th proper casings for th proper things. instead of wrapping th laptop with my Puma jacks (heart pain sia! ALAH, FOREVER HEART PAIN LAR) & th camera with dad's old Rayban shades soft case.

hahaha. so inappropriate la.

anyhooooots, was planning to change my mobile plan just now. when we finally queued for th number at Singtel all th way at Westmall, I REALISED I FORGOT MY I/C or any identity-smacked card with me.

tsk! damn irritating, please. i was inchhhhessssss close to getting a new plan & A NEW PHONE. tskkk x1000 zeros ah! dad was pissed, im even pissed-er. & mom down there instead of feeling pissed, too. she still can ask about th freebies they have if she were to sign up for th broadband plan.... which made us all PISSEDSTER.

haiya.

i shall wait a few more DAYS i hope.

enough of blogging lar. GOODNIGHT. maggie mee, here i come!
& thank me for my two minutes kays.

-nurOol(:
baby, i still miss you lar. TSK.




Saturday, February 10, 2007
12:40 PM
it's like, my world is spinning around twice.



haha. studying makes my world go spinning a ratta tata ta. but im glad ive gotten a pretty much better understanding about medical Sociology now. & thank God for that please. oh, not forgetting Trina Tan, my dearest mentor too! (:

illness behaviour is when a person who is sick/ill performs an activity for the purpose of getting better, or get out of that illness.

wooots! im good. im good. & i get two/three marks for that! (if i include an example with it, la.) YAY. haha. okay i know i shant be too complacent though. just that i feel th energy rush through me right now! hohoho.

so yesterday, Friday. i spent th whole morning sleeping & woke up a few minutes before babycakes called me. tsk! HIS EXAMS OVER ALREADY LA! damn. mine is like FOUR DAYS AWAY.

& i soo feel it brushing through me right now.

so after class yesterday, i went for consultation with Trina along with Steve, Simaa & Kak Zauyah. we had an hour of consultation on Illness Behaviour & Health Behaviour/Health Beliefs. & i so think drawing up mind maps rock gazillions.

i should learn to draw up massive mindmaps from now on. (:

so we ended close to 5pm & i stayed on to study a lil bit more before Simaa & i head off. well, th both of us had extra time to spare so we sat at th train station & talked about life, in general. & up to date, i am so thankful that mommey actually understands me better now.

& i think she likes babycakes! hahaha, i dont know. but it was so cool la. okay, this is so exciting. mommey never approves of any boyfriends that i dated since 15 & even when babycakes & i just got together, i was even planning to tell her like, when th relationship gets a lot older.

but somehow, mommey's sixth sense never fail to not work & she found out for th.... 3rd time. haha, & im sooooo surprised that she actually approves of it. i dont know if it was th first impression babycakes gave or was it truly mommey's will to allow me to go out with guys.

haha, i dont know. but this is surely really exciting.

& ever since she knew about us, she's so much nicer & caring towards me. oh God, thank you for answering my prayers. my life is sooooo carefree now. & ive got only th exams to worry about. (: i'll promise to improve my grades up for mommey, & for mr Love!

OH HURRAY. :D

so after th soulful talk with Simaa, i head down to SP to study while waiting for ♥ to end his soccer training. & it was already 8plus when we decided to leave. so i was super hungry, but th chicken rice stall at Clementi that Bah, Imp & their friends went earlier was closing.

thus we had no choice so i reckoned Teck Whye eating place! hahaha. SEDAAAAAAAP. i finally got to eat my chicken rice with ♥ . it was so challenging for me to text mommey to tell her im going supper WITH HIM you know. cause as ive mentioned, i NEVER told her anyth.

& mommey also another one la. she didn't reply to my text & got me all anxious to see if she allows or not. in th end, i reached Choa Chu Kang MRT & just go ahead with th plans. haha, babycakes said, "silence means consent la.." haha.

YEAH, CONSENT INDEED.

supper done, we walked all th way back to Choa Chu Kang MRT to "digest" th food. it was a nice long walk back, with just him next to me. talked & laughed, smiled & blushed.

oh, i so love th time i spend with you, babycakes. (: thanks so much for everyth youve done. i hate to be mushy but i sayang you many many!!!!

HAHAHAHA.

oh btw, today is IJC funfair! haha, ive yet to study enough to go out yet im blogging. but it's alright. i hope mommey comes home in time to let me go out! haha, & im going to take th challenge to tell her im going with babycakes again!

this time, i'll make him PICK ME UP from my doorstep. WAHAHAHA, aku carik pasal. but it's okay, i love a bit of a challenge. (:

dont we all?

HEH,
-nurOol(:





Thursday, February 8, 2007
11:09 AM
& love, was all that is around me.

studying wasnt progressive yesterday.
i dont know why i could kick th study mode in,
& in th end, i went to meet babycakes to "ease my mind"
..probably soul & body too la eh.

HAHA. (that sounded soo wrongg)

okay so ive been studying DILLIGENTLY since monday in school with Meyaa & so many different others. haha, first it was just me & Meyaa on Monday. then along came Carisa, Nikki & babycakes on Tuesday. following up til yesterday, Ery & Ema. except babycakes.

first two days was good. wrote notes, massive studying session. & long study hours. whoa, imagine studying from 12 to 830pm. minus say, 2 hours of talking & sleep added up together. 6 & a half solid hours of studying. my goodness.

i've never done anyth like that. HAH! & it's all thanks to Meyaa darling for wanting to study in NYP, thus pushing me to study as well. (: wooots! if i don't pass sociology,

I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.

but anyways, ive to start on th other modules too. counting down, exams are in 6 days' time. & THATS VERY NEAR. roar. 3 days each for 2 modules. CRAP. okay, think positive! I CAN DO IT!

*stays positive*


so talk about studies aside, i hit Esplanade yesterday. well, after having dinner at LJS Marina Square that is. we walked around after that feeling so frozen up with th massively strong air-cond that's soooo...

..strong?

yeah... ..& we were like frozen people, straight from th mortuary walking around after having dinner. ohh, i wish i could like walk into th Puma store that we passed THRICE & grab another jacket without feeling so fucking heartpain because i was actually dreaming!

babycakes. when are we going to be fucking rich people? tsk. even attachment doesn't give me enough to transport me around, feed my meals & buy some newspaper for ONE DAY. crap, money money, fall from th sky. or better still, make th hell notes come alive.

=O, okay im freaking out.

ESPLANADE AT NIGHT IS SO PRETTY! well, from th rooftop view that is. i saw th sun coming down. well, not exactly actually. i saw th sun there, in btwn th buildings.. & when i went to other side of th rooftop, it was gone. so i guess it went down first.. never give warning seh.

but it's okay, th turning-day-into-night ambience was soooo cool. th whole, its-getting-dark-feeling. which makes me want to let's-get-cosy-in-babycakes'-arm gituu. haha. it was so nice la. th whole feeling of it.

& of course th time spent preciously with ♥ . ((:

speaking of which, i have to study today. STUDY MODE, KICK IN DAMNIT. & i must study today. finish up Sociology, move on to HS1029 & try to sink some information into th head, please!

aww! & for this, i have to end my post here because babycakes is bathing already & if i dont bath any sooner, he'll have to wait for me to get ready when he's here. haha.

then must self-service around th house. awwww!
OKAY LA, UNNECESSARY INFO.

BYE!
- nurOol(((:


it hurts to see you this quick,
so fast that i expected nothing.
but it happend, & it really happened.
but i guess those would be th last time i feel pain.
so, goodbye pain,

goodbye heartache...




Sunday, February 4, 2007
1:36 AM
happy people (:


my Friday was definitely well spent studying with Meyaa.
haha, it was more of catching up, doodling & colouring th paper.
but i wrote some notes here & thr okay.
& im proud of myself to have written 1 & a half lectures worth of notes.

HURRAY.

oh, & here are 4 ways for you to pass & get an A:



haha, those are just random pictures i took from her NEW phone.
tsk, jealous siket la please! :P hehe.
but anyways, studying was not bad la.
i hope to study better, today, tmrw, th day after, & th next day.

ALL WITH MEYAA! hehe.
& th boyfriend also la.


SO TODAY last night, mommey brought us all out for dinner.
& i had no idea why we had to hit Vivo City.
so plus this, ive been to Vivo City, twice in a week.
GREAAT. & get myself all hurt from passing by th Puma store again.

TSK.

but nevermind. we had dinner at th Chicken Rice Shop.
nothing impressive, thou.
& i was full.

anyways, we walked around a lot.
looked at watches. (mommey's latest craze now)
& she even asked about th Burberry watch that she found "pretty".
my God, mother.. if she buys a Burberry watch, i really dno what to say.

oh, & she kept looking into th Guess boutique too.
(well, she cant go in cause they're closed!)
it was 10pm-ish already. & she still dont want to go home.
hahaha, she's sooo like me. once inside a mall, i'll take years to go out.
ESPECIALLY IF THERE'S A PUMA STORE IN IT.

aiyahhh. tskkkk x 1000 please.

THEN, we went by th waters to take a look at th beautiful scenic view
looking out to th Sentosa entrance. yeap, just right where ♥ & i were at.
it was pretty. th view at night is simply gorgeous.
oh, how i wished ♥ was there!

but it's okay.
we took pictures instead. (((:
my brother always destroy pretty pictures la everytime he's lazy to smile.
TSK, tak suke seh.. even thou he really look cute. :P





he's so cute la, alamak!




my mommey is so pretty, i cannot believe it. :P





see i told you he spoils pictures.



haha, silly little boy.

green top day! (:

th dad & his junior! (still giving spastic faces!)

haha, i cannot stand him la sometimes.
makes me wna kill him & kiss him to death.
=O!

hahaha. I LOVE MY FAMILY.
wow, (:

& tmrw shall be another day im studying.
hopefully its productive enough.
it shall be Meyaa & my friends plus ♥ (:
hope all goes well.

LOVE,
-nuROoL(:





Thursday, February 1, 2007
10:50 PM
i found love, under your skin.


it was to Vivo City today! & i had one of my best days with ♥ just now. i dont know how to describe th feeling i have whenever im around him.

haha, you may think it's just th honeymoon period. well, i tried to think so too. but somehow, being in a relationship all over again hasn't sunk into me, yet.

..& same goes to ♥.
but i guess, we'll get th hang of it soon. considering all th loveee we feel. HAHA, fuck i sound really mushy! :D

anyways, school ended pretty early today. say around, 45mins earlier? so i waited for ♥ at YCK with Nikki. & i was constantly being suan-ed by her la! tsk, Nikko Kiko.. you bully!
we were talking in th train & everyth when we finally parted at Dhoby Ghaut. & it was chilly cold brr with all th aircon. but everyth felt fuzzy warm once it was his arms that wrapped around me. & we finally reached Vivo City in less than 30mins!

that was fast.

so first stop, th Puma store! i was ESTATIC when we stepped inside. th minute we're in i stopped & said, "damn, i want to buy th whole store la, please!" haha, of course it was just day-dreaming at th freaking entrance so i had to go in & hurt myself.

..because i got no money to buy ANYTHING from th store la alamak! whoa, i tell you it was HEART PAIN x1000. & i cant help wishing i was th fucking rich girl in th world. but then again, let's just hope money fall from th sky anytime soon.

we didnt walk much because i suddenly felt lazy. so we sat at th seats facing th entrance to Sentosa. whoa, th wind was so strong that it felt so cold even with th scorching sun! & according to Nikki, that's how th weather is like in Aussie.

CRAP, i want to go Aussie like right now! & i dont mind walking to school everyday, like that! i'll also shun bian lose weight. hahahah.

okay let's side track.. last evening, i had this effing pain in my right ear which felt soooo painful i cried in pain while explaining th pain i felt to mom.. in pain. (hahahaha!) i suspected it was from th sore throat i had weeks ago, even during attachment. ..which i left untreated.

& little that i know that th throat infection that was untreated kinda "inflame" my auditory/eustachian tube - NURSING TERM SEH! which eventually cause my ear to be fucking pain. TSK.

i was like, i should've known! but crap, i was given antibotics, anti-swelling & painkillers. haha, th same medication i served to th patients in hospital. HAH, padan muke aku.
so anyways, it's so much better now. phewws.

ANYHOOTS, we had dinner at Banquet/Bagus/Whatever-you-want-to-call-it-la-alamak & i had yong tau foo with curry! sedaap. but i couldnt finish it. i dont know why i couldnt finish my food today.

dont tell me this ear thing has made me lost appetite. PFFT. so minor la please. but anyhoots, it was sedap la. i loike! heh.

♥ had chicken cutlet. & he always have very big serving plate whenever he eat out with me. i wonder why. but anyways, after dinner i decided that we leave Vivo City, say goodbye, kiss th walls, hit th toilets, & then chiaoz.

we took th bus back to CCK & ♥ said it'll take 1hr 45mins. i was like =O are you kidding me? but no, it only took 1hr 10/15mins la please. ♥ , can you not scare yourself, alamak. hahaha, you scared me too. but that's not th point.
th point here is,

i had so much fun today!
& i wish to have more of today-kind-of fun.
with you, of course you silly ♥ .


oh, & i hope being in a relationship will sink in soon for us!
HAHA, muchos gracias for today, once again, ♥ .


& of course, i do ♥ you.
ALOT, please. (:


HEHH,
-nurOol*

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