i wish i could smile like that, right now. urgh, but i cant. im aching every where. ): hailing your red flag at this very moment of th attachments suck, because you're all busy bee with your ward work, & to manage your pain/cramps/whatnots together kills.

no wonder i was perspiring like a pig. just change one patient's diaper & i'll be all soaked. i feel like a loser, boo. NO, im not having PMS no shit, yaw. i just hate it when i keep on sweating & then im all busy bee with th uniform not helping in any way.

i hate how it's pretty rigid itself (th uniform) & th material is soo not comfortable. especially now. & for nothing, i get blisters everywhere. even on my little pinky toe when im wearing SHOES + SOCKS for god's sake.

aww man. baby's away at his class chalet, thou. playing his ass out throu th night with cards, games & probably doing th things boys do at chalet. i dont know what, you name it. so i'll be turning in pretty early tonight considering im quite BURNT OUT myself.

note to self: pack your own food tomorrow!

i can't stand eating th food CGH canteen has, anymore. plus i cant afford to keep going up & down to get food for myself in a mere half an hour break. it's too time consuming & im just tired enough.

note to self #2: REMEMBER TO THEN BRING TH FOOD YOU'VE PACKED.

i freaking forgot to take th food ive packed NICELY th other day & got myself all pissed in th train when i realised i was empty-handed. i kept tch-ing in th train & during break, i suffered with 7-11's crap sandwiches.

oh i felt like i was going to die.. (i always do but never did die. CHOY!)

but then again, let's just hope i can wake up early enough to PACK food, IRON uniform, PUT FOOD INTO PLASTIC BAG/SOMEWHERE & then remember to frigging bring it.

phews, that's a lot for me to do when i wake up at 10am. last day to my 5-day bliss of afternoon shift tomorrow. & let's all PRAY TOGETHER that i can wake up at 430am LATEST on thursday morning after returning from an exhausting day at work tomorrow night.

& Sab's not going to be there on Thursday & Friday. she'll be going to SHS leaving me & Lifang ALONE doing morning routines. i dont know how to manage a pretty SLOW-paced nurse like her la.

bath patient, change bedsheet, feed breakfast, take parameters.

MOMMEY, TELL ME THIS ATTACHMENT IS GOING TO END SOOON! :(

im off.
-nurOol.