yoo hoo! im back to blogging, dude! like, finally please. i know th previous post meant almost nothing la but just want to fill in th long abandoned space i got there. (:

about me, ive been pretty much moving on around my life. i feel like i need to blog everything out today. should i? i think i should. so hang on to your seatbelts, people! here we go:

so then, i left this blog untouched ever since i got my new phone. awwh, th feeling sure is great. to have a first (after so long) first-hand phone again. it's been ages since i last held a fresh phone for use, instead of all those second-hand phones dad has been getting me.

reason being: th first phone dropped inside th toilet bowl.

& i bet knowing me, i'll be as careless as ever to let it happen again. (: but if it wasnt for th free phone (Nokia 6288) i could get from upgrading th line, i'd still be using my classic Nokia 3230. but it's fine with me you know. perfectly fine. (:

new phone story aside, let's hit things since th last week of exams.

ZE EXAMS officially ended on th 23rd of February. & i never felt so much more relieved than i could ever be. th whole two weeks of exams has brought me so much stress & farts & snorts that i thought i was in a pressure cooker.

babycakes & i planned to hit Sentosa for some picnic love, but it started pouring & it just ruined our plans. to think we already brought mats, food & drinks. awwh, it's okeh. another day could be a better day! (:

so we stayed indoors at Vivo City & decided to catch Norbit! awweesuume show, i must say. (after months & years of not catching any movie, i thought any movie that i watch on that very day would be an awesome one. hoho) oh & yes, it was our first movie together. awwwwww...

haha, just so you know, we planned picnic & everyth to sortarf "celebrate" our first month before th day itself, since he'll be working on th 24th. so yeah, HEH.

it was all sweet ending & happy day for me. i had so much fun, just being next to momo. (: thanks for all th sweeties, boo. you know you always know how to make me smile. (insertsasuperduperblushedface)

ANYHOOTS, Saturday came & go. so did Sunday. & soon it was Monday: th start of my terrifying attachments. amazingly, i could wake up on time at 6am when dad woke up me, even before th alarm on my mobile rang.

i guess i was excited to meet Siti (to go to work with her, to work with her, & to return from work with her) for th last time. i wont be working with her after Monday & so i had to treasure every bit of time i get to spend with her. awwh, & now i miss her already.

first day of work: slacking mania.

we didnt do much & was toured around th very messy & unorganised Ward 48. a FEMALE ward. urgh, as if that wasn't enough amongst all th mess & stuck-up-looking staffs. ): i had a feeling i was going to dread working at CGH yet.

& i did.

top 10 reasons why i cant work in a female ward:

#1. im a roughie.

seriously, at times i can just forget my caring senses & go rowdy on that bitch. especially when im all tired & angry.

#2. FEMALES ARE MORE SENSATIVE (physically & emotionally).

i hate to see them cry. th first day i step into Ward 48, i was already hearing patients cry & wail at all sorts of expense. & so i thought: i was going to die.

#3. they(females patients)'re always so anxious & worried.

even for th slightest things. my God, how FAST can you get your urine bag filled & drained that you have to BEND & CHECK it every 10 minutes? im sure you dont pee that fast right? especially when youre under restricted fluid. my advice: DONT WORRY, YOU ARE PEEING.

tsk.

#4. family (especially their husbands) always very zho teng (obstructing/nuisance) one.

like, can you please? ive got some work to do & your wife dont exactly need you by her side 24/7. yes i know she's always moaning & groaning in pain but you know, they're doing it BECAUSE YOURE THERE. these people ah.

#5. one female patient warded, one whole family from penang come down.

SHES ONLY HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK. she's fine now, only under supervision. you dont have to call your WHOLE clan down, right? you're in a C Class ward, you dont have all th space in th world

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#6. im not all sweettalker muthaf*cker OR your slave.

i can be nice & soft on you, but if you take me for granted like pouring a bloody cup of water for you when you can even WALK OUT OF TH WARD TO WATCH TV, then make sure i dont break your arms & legs.

#7. if you've got kids who can help me change your diapers, why not?

oh please for heaven's sake. they're your kids. & i dont have four hands. THEN WHY SO SHY? then im not your kid, not shy ah? plus im only turning 18 this year la, not so young what. you shy with older people is it? you're not so young yourself. hmpf.

#8. i go to CGH to work, not to give out numbers.

patient's relative can get fucking cheeky at times, & i hate it. okeh thanks, i know you think im pretty but dont have to act all helpful when youre actually quite useless other than trying to catch my attention. oh, & i dont need turkey steak for you to ask me out. zzz..

#9. YOUR URINARY CATHETER IS INSIDE YOUR VAJAYJAY LAH!

if you dont wet your pampers even with your urinary cath in your thinggy, THEN STOP ASKING IF IT'S LEAKING! dont tell me all those water are your.......... urgh! okeh, just SHHH!

FINALLY, TH LAST & BEST REASON:

#10. I PREFER MEN LA, OKEH. IM A GIRL!

tsk, after said so much, i prefer male patients, hands down. they oppose every single thing i said from #1 to #9 & that's it. i cannot stand female patients & i dont want to be emotionally tormented having to put up all them shit!

phews.

but then again, female ward is not so bad. just that it lacks handsome doctors and/or physiotherapist that drops by! most of them are old & haggard & some talk SO LOUD & some dont ever bother asking patients how they are.

& th female doctors? all act macho. haiya, i dont like la. )):

okay boo, im not making you jealous la. but i need handsome doctors to ogle at (at least) to keep me sane right, from all those torture them female patients are giving me? HOHO. i know its not an excuse but you know i know, deh! hees.

SO, apart from all th patients, working with Sabrina & Nadia has been pretty much a bliss as well. only that sometimes i find myself working at a faster pace than Sab? haha, she's pretty softer & pitiful of th patients than i am.

NOT THAT I DONT PITY PATIENTS OKEH.

but for th fact that, if youre feeling pain, might as well feel one shot voom kedebabom of pain than having slow, piercing pain from all th "try-to-handle-me-slowly" technique. so my policy: if pain, feel it once & for all. (:

oh, & i went HYPOGLYCEMIC twice while working last Friday. it was terrible. (btw, Hypoglycemic or Hypo for short, is when your sugar/glucose level shoots DOWNWARDS, & you lack of glucose which then makes you want to faint & black out) thank God i didnt black out nor faint.

& thank God Nadia was there to help me make a cup of Milo. i couldnt have make it to th pantry even if i was alone. i dont know, i always turn Hypo when i lack something. sugar? duh. but maybe it was because i didnt eat th other day. but most of th time i turn Hypo due to loss of blood.

like when i bleed from a fall or pierced myself with something that makes me bleed a hell lot. then i'll go pale & all Hypo. th feeling SUCKS. it's like youre half awake & half dying. you cant do anything because you dont have th energy & strength. you want to cry for help too but you cant.

i just felt like a piece of shit. useless & hopeless.

let's just hope it wont happen again. i dont want to faint & waste my time in th ward recuperating or worst still, being sent home & then i have to make up that day on a Saturday. oh, nonono.

so note to self:

it could be quite useful to you people too (:

so then working in CGH has been both good & bad. mostly bad you see, but there's good to it too. i find myself toning down a hell lot. & i dont chirp & crap so much anymore. just joke a little here & there but th rest of th time, i'll be sweating my booty out, trying to get things done without a single laughter.

it feels different thou. like a nurool gone mute. hahaha, so not me. & i concluded that i could die from silence, without talking & crapping with th usuals & all. ): but heyy, Sab & Nad are not so bad either.

they rock my panties, too x)

ANYWAYS, NEW BLOG SKIN HUH?

all thanks to Eeqa for giving me a headstart to editing all them rubbish which eventually forms a nice (well, superficially) decent layout.

i like th colours & th blend.

thanks again, Eeqa.

i ♥ you. (:

okeh, enough of all th blogging. i guess my life has been stagnant from here onwards. nothing interesting has been happening & nothing much eventful. but i'll hit th keypads soon to blog again, okeh.

i love you people.

& to those ive mentioned:

DEE, FYRA, NAQIAH, LELAA, MEYAA & BABYCAKES.

--> dont forget to check my site out. YOUVE BEEN TAGGED YAW!

i love everybody.

-nuroOl(: